baby maman, waiting, bank & papi

ini cerita hari Isnin, bersamaan Isnaini. haha. yeh?

todayyy, dh janji nak ngedate dgn Luqman. ngedate la konon nye, padahal nak suro dia teman aku byr my college fees.

ye, sy pelajar KPTM ye, college fees yang murah itu perlu dibayar menerusi BSN, gune ape kejadah ntah account la, isi form sume.

first thing first, sumpa aku tataw nk deal with bank. hahaha.

ape yang aku taw, mmg aku ade acc BSN, baba bkk acc tu mase aku skola rendah lg kott. so, skrang kn dh besar panjang, buku bank tu pon ntah kemana. baba asik la bsing kt aku suro ttop acc BSN tu, dh la dlm tu ade duit okay, tade la ribu riban mane, tapi la okayyy.

haaaa.I did found the book. jadi disebabkan nak byr college fees kan, skali harung je la. siap bgtaw awal2 kt Luqman ni, aku nk ttop acc sume. hehhe, hopefully dia taw la ape nak buat en.

buku lameeeeeee gile en. hahaha. I knoowwww.

so, pgi la td kitorang, Luqman tnye kt orng counter tu, dia jst bg forms. so, after fill up forms, tgg la for our turn. agak lame ye kawan kawan, sabau je la en.

tp mmg cepat la sbb ramai no yg dia panggil tu en, tp orng nye tade. so its like skip orng byk gile okayy. mak sokeeeee. hahaha

bile sampai turn aku, semangat betol ni

Mira ; nak tutop account eh.

akak counter ; *belek belek buku* okay, akak nak IC ye

Mira ; okay. jap

akak counter ; eh dik. mase adik bkk bku ni gune surat branak eh?

Mira ; a'ah. dh lame ni kak.

akak counter ; kalau macam tu, akak nk surat branak jugak la

Mira ; ow yeh? *grrrrr*

punye la bezaman aku tgg en, skali nk surat branak pulak. okay fine. aku sttle kn collge fees dlu, balik rumah balik, amik surat branak then dtg balik. nasib la tmn len seng tu dkt je en dgn rumah aku.

sesampai, bru turn 1201, my no was 1228. hameeeeek kau. mmg mencapap la en aku tunggu. sabau je laaaaa.

tunggu and tunggu and tunggu. finally my turn. dpt counter yang same jugak

Mira ; *senyum*

akak counter ; *belek belek buku lagi* dik, yg acc ni under KPM eh?

Mira ; haaaa? erk. haa, ye la kott. ntah la kak. sy pon tataw

akak counter ; *tanye tanye staff lain* dik, kalau acc under KPM, adik kne pg HQ la dik

Mira ; haaaaaaaaaaaa?

akak counter; *tanye staff lain lgi* haa, dik. sbb acc ni under KPM, kalau nk ttop pon tak bule sbb duit adik rm300 dibekukan. so, adik kene pg HQ. kalau sini, bule buat jgk la. kitorng hntar HQ, tp tataw bile siap

Mira ; erk. yeh. HQ nye kt mne?

akak counter ; jln ampang, dpn KLCC

Mira ; oow. takpe la, sy pgi sendiri.

masyaallah. bayang kan la betapa hangen nye akuuuuuu. dh la ulang alik. tunggu lame, pastu bule pulak dia ckp mcm tu. mmg aku bebel pnjng la en. grrrr.

so, balik la rumah, hangkut si Luqman ni skali. smpai rumah, bebel2 dgn mak. dh puas bebel, melantak. hahaha. mase tu dh nk dkt pkol 3pm kott, lapau nyah lapau. tak lunch.

before kuar rumah, kitorng Google dlu, HQ BSN ni kt mne. haha. tgk2 kt jalan ampang. ngong, ingt jln ampang tu pnjng nye 2meter ke.

so, I Google Earth. hahaha. google earth okay, bkn google map taw :D

Luqman was so impress with Google Earth. seee, best en. sbb tu la I always play wth google earth. haha.

jumpe la kt mne location nye, mmg la kitorng taw. oh google, you are soo my bestest friend. haha.

vrrrooom kami ke jalan ampang. park kt KLCC, melilau la cari building.

yang paling ngong skali, bfore msuk parking KLCC en, kn ade traffic light yg dpn Trioka tu, nmpk building BSN, tinggi wooo. agak gah jugak ye. haha.

pstu bile dh park kete sume, kluar la kt entrance KLCC yang dkt LV tu en, skali tgk punye tgk, tak jmp builduing nye. sekali, hamek kauuu, dpn mate je kott. totally opposite KLCC, mane la nak nmpk lg wording BSN tu, kn tinggi. ngoooong sgt.

bejalan la kami ke sane, lintas jalan ape sume, msuk BSN, settle la everything.

thanks to KPM, which is Kelab Penabung Muda, bile aku ttop acc, I got more that what I should get. Alhamdulillah.

pastu, Luqman ajak pgi Public Bank pulak, settle his thing. ontheway nk ke sane, I receive a text mssge from kak Leen, 'Test'.

shit. I know what exactly mean, I called her immediately. CHOYYYY.

I cried la, a bit jeeee. hahaha. tell you bout it later.

pooor Luqman, I let out at him. hahaha. mmg nasib kau la en, dh kau yg ade kt situ. haha.

punye la bebel panjang, meratap hiba segala. haha.

yang paling tabule blah, aku siap sentap tuu. sentap gilooo punye. hahahaha. screwww you baby Maman ! i hate youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu. hahahah

settle everything, balik rumah. otw balik hujan pon dh nk turun. mmg lg linchaaa je la kan aku balik.

sampai rumah, borak borak dgn mak baba sume, pastu Luqman pon balik.

aku baru nak lepak jap, Ady called. ajak teman dia makan. aku pon okay kan saje.

naik atas salin baju segala, kuar la kami pgi makan.

then balik, then i'm at home.

rumah today full. sumeeeeeeeee ade kt rumah. Memy pon dh officially pindah Semenyih. rumah baru dia. Oni pon skrang dh ddok same nursery dgn Aiman.

so, bile petang petang mmg sume bekumpul kt my house. after maghrib, sume pon baliiiiik la ke rumah masing masing.

tinggal la kami bertiga branak je.

aku pon buat la hal sendiri. lepak lepak tgk BioNik. Ady called again, kate nak dtg rumah.

worriiiteee. dtg la. aku pon nk bake.

he came, buat assignment, and I baked.

and things started to get happy.

Ady's kinda happy tonight :)

we started to play with Ady's webcam. LOL.

borak borak borak, nyanyi nyanyi, nari nari. hahaha.

budak yang huru parak dtg my house, dgn segala mcm bag. hengat nk pgi college eh? hahaha.

it was total fun.

I'm glad to see you really happy tonight papi. I'm sure your syg glad that you okay and not sad anymore.

we had a TOTAL fun. gelak sampai penat penat, sampai tade suara, sampai tesembur sembur air liur.

pkol 2am lebey mcm tu bru dia balik.

it was FUN :)

and, I'm glad to see him laughing his ass again, after this rough few days he'd been thru.

a reply

To DINDA ( Amira Zafirah), thank you so much eh.. for bein such a good fren to me. even tho kita kenal tak la lama sangat, but we really click kan dinda kan? heee. dinda i surely gonna miss talking otp with you. u know talking about the nonsense stuff, and try to perli each other with our sharp sarcasm. ahhaha ( haih im gonna miss that a lot :( ). dinda i still adore u as a person. u're a wonderful person kot. caring, funny, smart, teror gila babi speaking english (HAHAHA), pandai bake..pendek ckp u mmg calon isteri mithali la. ahhahah. lebih-lebih plak puji kan..heee. and i hope u will take care of my partner for me ok...pls be there utk dia. i noe u're the one yang bole influence dia selain i. BUT NO kongsi-kongsi eh! i tak rela ok nyah! ahahahhahahha. and last but not least pls take care of urself. dont think about other people so much and stress urself ok. i love your mountains ...eh i mean i love u. sweet talker! ahahahahhaha.btw thanks for the sweet entry.heheh. klu u masih single lepas i balik uk do give me a call ok. :)

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Kanda (:

come on baby we aint gonna live forever, let me show you all the things that we could do

- Forever, the Veronicas

he's not very familiar here in my blog. I hardly mention his name. but, not anymore ;p

those that always commented my entry might noticed a guy name nizam baharin, or the one i always mentioned as, so-called-kanda. ever heard of it?

anyway, dulu mcm jarang je mention his name sbb he dont have a blog, and aku pon tak berape sure whether he read my blog or not. but after a while, he surely did okay. he is one of my royal stalker readers. haha. now, dia dh ade blog. you can click it here.

I've known him since, huwm. I cant remember. I always heard some stuff bout him. Name dia mmg slalu jugak la di sebut sebut but I didnt know who the heck he is.

until one fine day, I logged in to myspace, and theres a friend request. Nizam Baharin.

my first impression was like, ooow. cute guy add me on myspace, woot wooot. confirm approve. muaahahahaha.

then, view his pictures, skali terperasan this one word, Toek.

I was like, ow-em-g. ini ke Toek nyeeeeee. hahahahaha :D

oow. yup yup. people called him Toek, god knows why. HA HA HA HA. korang tapayah la taw, like seriously. tapayah. haha.

theres lotsa things that brought us close. I cant really put it detail bout it, cause its full of drama, and conspiracy, and secrecy and privacy and, gosh. anything, you named it. haha

at first, I wasnt very comfortable friends with him, due to some reason. lotsa stories, lotsa rumors been passing by from one another, but me, being the one with trust issues, never really trust any of it. I'm more like, 'ow yeh? goosh. yeh? oow. biar lah. oow, okay. haha. ye ar du'.

yup. thats me. never bother much bout it.

as times flew by, we're getting closer and closer. I was still not very comfortable with it. I always had this bad feeling about him. haha. okay, sumpa aku jahat. but, hello. he is a stranger to me, even though mmg la he knew all of my other friends but still, I was soo curious. kenape dia nak kawan dgn aku eh? haha. mcm whattheheck. kau nak ape dri aku dow? hahah.

guess faith does its job. we exchange phone number. tapi, nak text nye mak aaaai, lame kott. its like, change phone number today, tp start text nye was like a month after that kott. haha. tataw la mengape yee. we text with each other and later on, we found ourselves gayut on the phone.

okay. I should stop babbling. straight to the point.

SO, makin lame makin rapat, myspace lah, YM lah, texting lah, on the phone lagi. haha. he called me dinda, I called him kanda. I'm not sure whyy, sumpa aku lupeee. hahaha. our friendship does get rough at times, macam macam kan orang becerita, sumpa mmg drama gile.

but things, getting better when he like started to believe me, he told me bout himself and stuff. I was being a great listener. cheeee, tpi betol ape. I always listened to what he said, try to gave him the best advice, try to comfort him and stuff. macam macam la.

lately, bile sume bende dah mcm exposed, like no more secrets and stuff, we're getting more close. ade this one time, we're like on the phone every night okay. hahaha. the longest time was 6hours. straight ! teror en? hahahaha. from 12am 'till 6am. gile aaah. mmg tak tido semalam. esok nye masing masing membongkang tahengat hengat. haha. and he was like, 'fuyyooo, I gayut dgn my ex pon paling lame 3hours je'. kembang aku kejap doww, hahaha. okay, jap. nak gelak guling guling. HA HA HA HA HA.

jadinye, the reason I posted one special entry for him sebab tonight, he's off to Manchester. further study okay. tu la, bdk pandai sangat, kayooo pulak tu. blaja nak jauh jauh je. haha.

this couple of week, we did fought a lot la. been misunderstanding here and there. lotsa things been happening kan. aku pon mcm like dunno what to do. I dont wanna choose any sides but sometimes I had too. when it comes to peope I love, people I care, I tend to be so defensive about it. so, yea. no elaboration needed bout that la.

the greatest thing when I talked with him kan, like ntah la. we both feel time passes so fast. sedar sedar je, dh 2jam borak. kitorang pon tak sedar kitorang cakap pasal ape. haha. tu ar shite die. He is soooo sarcastic, just like me. haha. so, we do get each other's sarcasm. senang je nak perli perli dia, pastu en, dia ni en, jenis tak menyentap taw. hahaha. sumpa la aku cakap, I always like kutok him, directly taw. if mcm tak puas hati dgn dia, aku cakap straight to the point, but I said in a good way la kan, tade la harsh ke ape. and, his reaction never failed me. He is very positive with I said about him, he's very open bout it. I can say that he knows me very well, he knows me bile aku sentap, he knows me when I'm not okay with what he told me. pastu mamat ni I dont know why but seems like dia pandai pujok. hahaha. he always condemn himself that he is not a sweet talker. muahahahahaha. yea rite. kalau tak pandai pujok, tade nyeee....haaaa. you know what I'm gonna say en. hahaa. tapi, yang paling best la bout him kan, he called me. hahaahaha. he doesnt like it when I called him, dia kate rase mcm tak comfortable. so, no matter what, he will call me back. best en? I knoooowwww. hahaha.

well, I just got off the phone with him. probably this will be the last time we like really talking on the phone. lepasni, kite skype skype je la kott? guess so.

actually, mmg agak shocked la he called sbb about couple of days ago, I was kinda pissed with him, due to some reason that cannot be mention here. I said something very harsh about him, and yes. I kinda feel regret about it. I know I shouldnt say those word to him, but I just did.

jadi, tadi onthephone, we talked bout everything.

he's like convince me why he really likes talking to me, why he really feels comfortable talking all of his stuffs to me, why he really miss me when we're not contacting with each other for so long.

well, kanda ku syg, I do hope that is so not a fake side of yours, cause if that so, you'll be getting pretender side of myself. you know I have trust issues right? so, its not that easy for me to actually swallow everything you told me, but I never stop trying to munch it ;p

seems like this entry gonna be looong. hahaha. I dont know how to actually end this.

oh, I promised to say something nice bout you kan? so, after long and hard thinking bout it *hahahah* I can say that

; I'm so amazed that you never really get bored talking to me.

; I am more amazed that you never really like, huwm how am I supposed to put this into words. you never like melenting, haaaa. melenting when I said something bad to you. like the time I said to you, " you are such a loser, a major loser". harsh kan? but, you are okay. hahaha

; pastu en, I always tanye you soalan soalan yang tak patut ditanyakan. mcm bnde tu so la tade kene mengene with me, still I asked you. pastu, you dh give your answer I'll be doubting about it. tapenah nye nak pecaye. haha, I'll be like, 'haaa. yeke? really? seriously serious?'. and you never get tired to defend yourself.

; I was sooo flattered when you said you adored me. aaawww, trendsetter katenye. haktuuuiii. hahaha

; I know you never like really try to pujok whenever I sentap with you but, ntah. I dunno, theres this some kind aura of yours that eventually I will be like, okayyy with you. hamek kauu, aura konooon nye, waaakakaka

; I did hate you some times, haha, yea, like seriously hate you but the feeling doesnt last long.

; I did force myself to stop contacting with you, stop myself related with you, guess I failed. I dont know why, maybe what you said is true. We're click with each other (;

; lastly, I'm glad that I know you.

waaaaah, suda suda suda. nnt lain jadinyeee. eeewww, I'm being nice towards you, OMG. this is sooo not happening okay. haha. alaa, kasi can sajoooo. you're going dah kan, so saje la tunjuk the nice part of me to you. hahaa.

well, saiful, or ijam or toek, you always be my kanda. I just hope things will get better with your life. I hope you change, be a much better person, be more wiser, be more matured. Dont worry bout your partner, I will take a good care of it. Your partner is my partner too, kite kan share share. haha. OMG. choyyy ;p

thanks for everything. thanks for dragging me in your situation, thanks for calling me and hear you crying, thanks for all the sarcasms, thanks for all the compliments, thanks for adoring me, thanks for never get bored of me, thanks for never getting fed up with my attitude, thanks for talking like you are some kind of rempit when you feel bengang with what I said bout you, thanks for never get tired to defend yourself because I always think of bad things about you, thanks for never bored to convince me with your intentions, thanks for choosing me as your friend, thanks for reading all this crap I write about you, but it does came straight from my heart, no prentending, no faking. truth-full-ness ;p

its very hard of me to admit this but, I'm gonna miss you.

have a safe trip, and dont ever take Elton John as your icon.

HA HA HA

p/s : ITunes off. seems like everybody having a rough time to let him go. huwm.

kept.

sometimes, I feel like I'm goin out of my mind

- Issues, the Saturdays

just finish reading my horoscope.

I know I should trust any of it, but seems like this time the prediction really relates to what I am dealing with now.

Ady just said to me that I am a great pretender.

maybe, I am born to be a pretender.

pretend nothing ever happen.

pretend everythings gonna be just fine.

pretend i didnt know anything.

pretend that I'm okay with everything that happens around me.

pretend

pretend

pretend

for the first time ever, here in my blog

I cannot write how I really feel right now.

I cannot give any hints.

I cannot say any words.

this matters will be kept within myself.

only me.

God, give me strength.

you know I had suffered enough right, please. I need happiness.

somethings are meant to be kept.

me and my heart we got issues

- Issues, the Saturday.

mood suda adee

if you wanna make a world a better place, take a look at yourself and make a change

- Man in the Mirror, Jacko

listening to that. its not from my ITunes.

playing on MTV right now. tribute to Jacko, I mean Mikaael.

its confirm right that Jacko haf convert his religion to Islam.

Alhamdulillah.

it was confirmed by his brother.

aiyooo, sumpa mood aku en mcm membuak buak gile kot nak hapdate blog.

masalah nye, tade bende la nak cite. I mean, takde yang meng-interesting kan diri aku sendiri.

get it.

so, disebabkan aku nak jugak hapdate, lets just see what I did today.

woke up kinda early, thanks Mak for the Jacko's news.

siap siap segala, off to hospital.

supposedly, Yana kene amik air bone marrow, its a normal routine la sbb dia bru finish her 5th cycle of chemo.

buat blood test segala, tunggu result for half an hour but then doc told us she cannot do it. Yana's antibody is to low. jadi kene la postponed Friday next week pule.

sesampai rumah dalam pkol 11 30am mcm tu kott. Oni ade kat rumah, saje dtg melawat dgn mama dia. pastu, aku cam teringat nak tengok wayang.

online jap, check check, ade movie at 310pm. Jusco Balakong sahaja.

roger Ady, tapi harem sampai kesudah tak berangkat phone nye. membutoooooooo.

I called him like, I dunno, 20times? haha. seriously, banyak kali kott.

in the end, jenuh dh tangan asik call je, jenuh telinge asik dgr caller ringtone

'nobody wants to be the last one...' tataw. tak suke lagu tu. haha.

haa, ape td. in the end, tetido teros aku. dgn radio yg tak hbis hbis pasang lagu Jacko je en, lagi lena la aku tido.

sesedar je, ade orang call aku kott. ntah. camne ntah bule tesedar.

mase tu dh like pkol 3.45pm kott. check phone, text from Ady.

baru bangun katenye, hekeellleeeeh. tak sesadooo membutenye papi oooy? haha

dia tanak pgi movie, aku pujok pujok, tanak jugak pgi. fulus tade katenye.

okay fine, mcm la aku tade fulus lansung en, ajak lagi, sampai la aku teros fed up.

tapayah pegi lansung lah, next next week je pgi. dan dan la mamat tu cakap okay.

haaakeeeellleeeeeh. sabau je la aku en. aku dh touching maut lebih baru nak ckp okay.

at last, mmg tak pgi poon. haha. aku ddok rumah, tolong mak aku buat karipap.

wooo, karipap cik Edah terbaekk dooow. sumpa sedab giloo. hahaha.

so, borak borak la dgn mak, tolong tolong dia buat sume.

Ady felt guilty, cubaan memujok tapi tak jadi, sbb dia fail bab pujok. sesuatu fakta yg sgt nyata bagi sesiape yang mengenalinyaa. waaahahaha

konon la aku merajok, tapi takde maknenye weyyyy.

settel buat karipap sume, pasang DVD tgk cite Jangan Tegor. sumpa aku benci cite hantu okay. tolooooong lah.

eventhough aku tengok cite tu siang siang bute, terang terang nyata, dgn ade mak, baba, yana sume en still aku telebih feeling. hahaha. seram dooow.

pastu aku teringat this one story told by my so-called-kanda, the one yg 'satu dah tido, dua dah tido'. ngaaahahaha, aku cite kt mak, dia pon dh mcm 'haaa. yeke? betol keee?'. haha. wallahualam mak ooi.

pastu, kak Leen balik, sume sume balik.

ooooooww, we had our Berry conversation. haha. besungguh sungguh ni masing masing menyatakan pendapat, Baba pon sibok la nak interrupt.

tapi, tidak mengapa, Baba is my MAJOR financial source. muaaahahaha :D

borak borak, online online, borak, nyanyi, segalanya.

received call from redmummy. tanyekan perihal cupcakes

oh. yg tabule blah nye en, ade ke kak Red ckp aku ni slalu clubbing.

ceit choyyyyy. tade tade tadee :)

pastu, onlineeeeeee sahaje lah.

borak sane, borak sini.

skype dgn Dann.

download lagu. aku download lagu Tomok okay, rinduku terhenti. waaaah, gituuu.

pastu byk ar lagu aku dwnload, sememang nye agak tabule blah and agk mengejutkan kerana amira zafirah siap bukak website era.fm sbb nak taw lagu ape yg top charts skarang.

yeee, sila gelak sekarang.

ngaaahahaha.

and now I'm here. alone. Baba and Mak off to Shah Alam, pgi umah pak Long. hantar barang.

td siang baba pgi kebun, dia balik bwak la segala ubi, kangkung, pisang lah ape lah.

so, dia nk la bagi bagi kt pak Long sikit.

baba sibok suro Ady dtg rumah, amik jugak. worriteee, mak dh siap asing kn which part ady punye.

roger Ady suda, malam malam kang la kott smpai nye.

so, sy bosan la gamak nye, ye nyah.

Chin tade, off to Penang, hantar kakak dia masuk USM.

weekend mcm busy je.

transformer tak tengok lagi ni. sedih ni.

oh. ade orang nak menyeberang lautan china selatan kan Ahad malam.

tu ar shite die.

you go back to her, and I go back to black

- Back to Black, Amy Winehouse

p/s : MTV off, ITunes on bebeh.

hapdate

Ady sampai rumah, siap duduk lepak bagai sume, dalam 2 jam jugak la. siap online, tgk mak buat karipap lagi, tgk youtube.

in the end.

barang yang sepatut patut nye dia bawak balik, tade dia ambik nye. teletak kt dpn pintu. padahal tu la motif sebenar dtg rumah.

nak call suro patah balik, battery flat. asek bemesej tak hengat dgn, ehem ehem. tu ar shite die. ngaaaahahahahha.

ahha, ahha ahha ahha

heeee...

Berry Berry Beryy

maybe maybe maybe

kak Leen kak Leen kak Leen

Baba Baba Baba

awww awww awww awwwwwwwwwwwww

;D ;D ;D ;D

RIP

I was lovely sleeping in my bedroom until Mak rushed in

" Ya, Michael Jackson dah mati !".

Me, being such a sleepyhead replied

" tak laaa, Farra Fawcett je yang mati".

anyway, currently listening to

all I wanna say that, they dont really care about us

- They Dont Really Care About Us

I was never such a big fan of Jacko. He did catched me with his moves and song, but his style turns me off. But as I grew up, I realized that is his style. Those pants, with white socks and gloves, no one can ever pull that off except him.

His lost will be such a great impact, especially to the music industry.

today, the world has lost one of the greatest icon in music.

He is a trendsetter. He is an icon. He is the legend

He is Michael Jackson.

p/s : some people said that he is a Muslim. I'm not sure about that but if its true, then al-Fatihah.

yeay?

caterpillar in the tree, how you wonder who you'll be

can go far but can always dream

- Butterfly Fly Away, Miley Cyrus feat. Billy Ray Cyrus

new template :)

ngaaaaaaaaaahahaha. its soooooo pinkaaaaayh kan.

I knowww !

haha, blame and and Chin for that. suka hati je en. tu ar shite die.

but whatever it is,

Thank

You

So

Much

Muhammad

Adli.

haha, god knows how fast his fingers work on this template.

I already said sokay la kan, if it takes a lot of work then nevermind lah. I'm okay with it.

but, he still wanna do it.

and yes, theres price for that.

hagak daaaaaah ! baik semacam je en, sanggup buat sume, mesti ade ape2 punyeee. haha

choyy papi choyyy. you got me now, big one. holy shiznit :D

hope you guys like it, I'm still trying to like it tho.

trying to adapt to this new template, its not that user friendly but, i'm gonna make it work.

I will give one week for myself to adapt with it, if it still not working.

ehem eheem, "papi, my blog kan, macam...bla bla bla, yada yada yada"

haha, pepandai la aku ngendeng ngendeng sikit. baaaahaha.

thanks papi (;

so,

I know you want me, You know I want 'chaa

- I know You Want Me, Pitbull

seems like there are some people that like my emo-SHIT entry.

mysterious katenye. tu ar shite die.

as far from now, shit things seems to be JUST happened.

and the reason for that, it just happened.

no, that not a reason. thats an excuse.

you, yourself need to control your body gesture.

need to control you temper.

need to control this one important organ in your body call, BRAIN.

sebab tu la,

kalau tengah marah tu, DIAM kan diri.

jgn nak bebel bebel tak tentu hala.

when you angry, you're not aware of your body. thus, you might say something that you're not even sure about it, something stupid perhaps.

control control control.

as far as I know, I still can control my body, my brain.

I think ahead.

I think the possibilities

I think the consequences

and yes, I do worried more that I should be.

hey, its my nature.

at least I wont say anything stupid ;p

Chin,

remember, CONTROL YOURSELF. dont just spit out everything.

but looking at this really got my fantasizing

oh Baba, screw car for my birthday, this one should be great :D

but then again,

this 'lil baby that I own is great too. Alhamdulillah

*senyum lebar*

did you think that everytime I see you I would cry.

no, not me, not I

- Not Me Not I, Delta Goodrem

p/s : peoples, all the songs are in my ITunes and its shuffling okayy. blame ITunes for any mouth watering song. haha

open shut

I'm in the middle of confusion.

not GOOD

I got a feeling, that tonight gonna be a good good night

- I Got A Feeling, Black Eyed Peas

listening to that.

and NO, its not a good feeling at all.

I guess, knowing from other person than real person itself its much better eh?

saba Amira, saba.

act like NOTHING EVER HAPPEN.

thats what I did BEST.

Pole,

yes. I am STILL the greatest pretender you ever known.

LEGEND.

p/s : the song even end.

alaa, alaaa, alaaaaaa ):

currently listening to

what you gonna do with all that ass, all that ass inside you jeans,

I'm gonna make make you scream, make you scream, make you scream

- My Humps, Fergie

I just cant stop singing to this song. haha.

anyway, Baba, mak and me went to Boraque again. its all because of Baba, he needs to settle his work with the owner.

oh, Memy came along. also for the same reason jugak la. Baba's work related to Memy, so they discuss bout it together lah.

until,

Mira ; Memy, kak Nana due bulan March kan? heee, nnt birthday same dgn mak

Memy ; tak, kak Nana on February 22nd

Mira ; yeh? alaaa, tak same.

heeee. tak saba saba sangat okayy. I loooove babies, they're so cute.

goooosh, geram nyeeee !

hahaha, Oni nnt tak lakuu dah :p

Baba said they're not going back to kampung this week.

Memy invited us to his house on Saturday at noon.

but the thing is,

Baba tak balik kampung

; tabule kluar malam

; papi, no midnight movie la this weekend ):

Saturday at noon pegi rumah memy

; papi, cannot watch movie jugak la KOTT.

alaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa =((

this week banyak gile plan doww.

; nak tengok transformers

; nak jalan pgi uptown lagi

; nak jumpe Alia

; nak stay over rumah Alia

; nak jumpe Ezmira

tomorrow, Thursday

; Nita ajak pagi sekola, amik sijil

; Alia said maybe she came to pick me up and pgi jumpe Ezmira

Friday

; gonna be at hospital whole day. Yana need to check on her blood and if its okay, she need to do the bone marrow thingy.

; Friday night gonna be stuck at home.

Saturday

; Memy's house. I'm pretty sure its gonna be one whole dayy

Sunday

; need to bake, got delivery at night.

so, I'm like totally free on Monday and Tuesday next week only.

nooo, need to bake on Tuesday, got orders on Wednesday.

but then, Wednesday is already July 1st,

new semester registration.

and I'm gonna start my class probably on the next week.

alaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ))=

push me and then just touch me 'till I can get my satisfaction

- Satisfaction, Benny Benassi

currently listening to that

*goyang goyang kepale*

electropop

presenting, Saer Ze, electro pop artist.

I've known about this electro chic for quite a while. I dont really remember how did I knew bout her. haha. so, yea whatever about that.

After I heard her music, it really catched me. Later, I found myself ordering her EP via online.

Shameless, quite nice. I reallly love the cover tho. its sooo, funkaaaayh. haha.

not many Malaysian know about her, I mean, for those who only listens to mainstream music. But for those who love electropop, always partying here and there, it will be a big shame if you never heard about her. screw you!

together with her sister, Yasmeen, they created their own brand and style. Unlike her sister, Yasmeen is very into fashion. She even got her own brand like, MissOSixNine. This brand is no longer an underdog. Various artist had worn her brand in various function.

As far as I knew, Saer Ze will be on tour in Berlin. ooh, she is a very well known artist in oversea. Her song was even on the Charts in France. how cooool is that? supeer cool okayy.

anyway, here is her new song, I Am Glam, kinda like it tho.

Yasmeen was also in the video, they look like twins.

but, I'm more into this.

ooow, I'm lovin' it

so, click on the links and try listen to her. heyy, this is electropop. I trulyy understand if you're not really into it.

p/s : see, I'm not that jiwang lah :D

boraque

tiada guna cipta sebuah cerita, kalau kisah kita sementara

- Fikirlah, Aizat.

currently listening to that song.

today, I did

; went out with Alia. it was such a blast time, really had fun with her. even just for couple of hours, but we still managed to catch a movie, and it was 17 Again. Zac Efron is serioulsy hott. gooosh, I feel like hugging him. haha. oh Alia, I wanna see you again.

; had dinner at Boraque Cafe, Danau Kota. Baba wanted to meet his client, which was the owner of that cafe. so, he tagged me and mak along with Chin and Ady. the five of us had dinner together. after that, went to uptown. it was so much fun, my parents can be so cool at times. haha. thanks Papi and Chin for your time, we should do this again kan.

; arrived home and now I'm here. anyway, Chin *hugggsssss* take care nyah, dont make me look down on you okay. you may think its nothing, but for me, its huge. *sigh* Papi *huggsssss* you promise to watch Transformer together with me kaaaan.. a promise is a promise okay. *sigh* love you papi.

currently listening to

tiada ku duga mengapa begini berakhirnya kisah cinta yang luka

- Memori Cinta Luka, sang again by Mawi.

erk??

rough

its only Monday and I have a feeling that this week is gonna be a very rough week.

stress week, maybe.

hard week? huwm. perhaps.

haih. so many things in my mind.

with such instinct that I always feel, this week surely gonna be long week for me.

sorry guys, you know me right.

I'm the one that will always worry the most.

I'm the one that will always think about the possibilities

I'm the one that will always think about the consequences.

haih.

sumpa hati langsung tak tenteram. I really gotta make myself busy.

super busy.

F word.

and one more thing.

I really hate playing hide and seek. like, seriously hates it.

because, no matter how long I try to seek I'm sure gonna find it in the end.

and that would be at the stupidest place to hide.

same goes to hiding, no matter how much I try to hide, people gonna seek me and actually find it. you gonna feel such a loser.

get it?

Hayme Ibrahim

Happy Birthday Memy !!!!

yeaaaaaaay, you are the best brother in the world, I know you know that right.

hahaha, i looooove you memy *hugss

oooh. drum roll please.

I am here to announce that

kak Nana is 5 weeks pregnant.

alhamdulilllah, finally our house will have a baby soon.

yeeeeaaay !

okay, mak kate jgn excited sgt. diam diam, buat bodo je.

worriteeee

*senyum lebaaaar*

and Memy,

you score dude !

*hahahahahahahahhaha*

Saturday and Sunday

its Saturdayyyyyy.

; received phone call from Alia around 830am. she's finally here in KL, wooohoooooo ! borak borak dgn dia, like lame gilee kot on the phone, even though sumpa aku ngantok but ku gagah kan juge mata ku ini, I wanna talk to heeer. rinduuu nak mati kott. haha.

; lepas on the phone dgn Alia, I slept back. hehhhe. ngantok baaai. sedar sedar, my phone bunyi. Ady called. OMG, its like 1245noon kott. hahaha. konon nak kejot kn Ady bangun pkol 12, pdhal sape kjot sape ntah. hahahaha. bergegas bangun, mandi dan bersiap.

; left the house around, huwm 130pm gitu kott. tahengat, pick up Ady, then teros pgi kedai bakery jap. nak cari barang barang. dh beli sume, drove straight to Pole's and fetch him up pulak.

; went straight to Bukit Bintang, jam sini sane. like, duh. Kuala Lumpur kan. parked dkt blakang building McD tepi jalan tu. oh. ontheway nak ke parking lot, we saw Mulan Jameela by the roadside. OMFG, her hair is like bright reeeeed. merah nak mati kauuu. mmg dari jauh aku prasan la en. nasib I was driving, kalau tak mmg dh berenti amik gambar. ngaaahahaha. pastu tayang kt Dann, confirm dia adooore gile gambar tu. muaaahahahha.

; first stop was Sg Wang. oooh. motiff pgi Bkt Bintang adalah untuk mencari barang shotgun. Ady's shotgun punye charger meletop okay, terima kasih kpd IncheAzeem, abg si Ady. hahaha. so, kene la cari yang baru, but sadly. sume kedai tade stok. Ady hangen semacam. haha. he was like "eyyy. skarang mmg musim sume orng charger meletop ke?". hahaha. no papi, only yours. ngaaahaha. I bought new filter, CPL. sile google untuk mengetahu dgn lebih lanjut. seperti biase, kalau beli dgn Pole cnfirm dpt harga muraaaaaaaaaaaah gilo. hahaha, thaaank you Pole. muah muah.

; next stop was Low Yat. survey ape yang patot. Chin suro tgk kn harga for Micro SD memory card dgn pendrive. kt sini pulak, I saw AC Mizal dgn wifeyy nye. sape name eh, aku lupooo. hahaha. AC tinggi giloo, even taller than Ady okay. muke AC klakar, his face mcm ketat semacam. haha

; off to Pavy, Ady mau carrot cake. worriteeee, had lunch di sane, I had char kuey teow, okay la not bad. ooooooowh. we met kakak cantik ye tawan tawan. hehhe. She was there too, ade alumni gathering katenye. she met Ady and chit chat a bit. I wasnt paying attention because I was busy with my cupcakes, ade orang call nak order la weyy.. cheeeeey. Pole, jgn jeles okayy. hahha

; selesai segalanya, off to entrance Pavy kt blakang, yg kt Bentley tu. sume nye nak berasap. and sume tanak pgi berasap dgn entrance dpn sbb menyampah dgn bdk2 yang mencapap kt stu. OMG, like duuuh okay. dh la semalam mcm ade gathering bdk2 pengkid kott. segerombolan kauuuu. I was like "cheeeee, ingt kan sume je jantan, bkk sluar sikiiiit. HA HA HA".

; berasap berasap while waiting for Dann, Fath and Aliph SAHAJA. weyyy, aku ade kawan bdk SAHAJA okayyy. ngaaaaaaahahhahahahaha. nak gelaaaak. sorry Aliph, jgn marah okayyy. ngeheeee. borak borak jap, Fath's hair look sooo messy, but I like it. haha. it looks like something. hahaha. Aliph's hair reaaaalllyyy reminds me of Wolverine. hahaha. sumpa tak tipu. takpe, nnt aku curik gmbr kt blog orng. hahaha. and Dann, lame tak jumpeeeeeeeeeee. hahhaa. ghindu nok, mak ghinduuuu. hahaha

Aliph and Fath, pic credits to Fath's blog

; pastu kitorang baliiiik, pg kedai bundle fav Ady, rembat tshrt sehelai. nasib cun and murah. hahaa. singgah Sg Wang, nak bli air CuppaBon, kempunan sangat. balik, jalan lengang okayyy. sumpa tak jam. I was like, OMG. Allah merahmati perjalanan ku. hahaha. hantar Pole balik, hantar Ady balik, pastu aku pon balik. haha.

; sesampai kt rumah, beborak dgn kak Leen. tgk tv la ape la, pastu dalam pkol 9pm mcm tu kuar balik. off to Ady's house, fetch him up then kitorang pgi pasar malam. yeeeeeey. hahaha. lame gileee tak pgi pasar malam. round round kt pasar malam. kak Leen kirim laksa, the orang yg jual laksa tu was like, "satu je? ooh. takpe, akak bagi extra lagi satu, bule makan berdua". I was like, "huuuh? hahaha. terima kasih kak". hahha. I bought nasi grg pataya and Ady bought kebab.

; sesampai rumah, makan ramai ramai. ramai ape nye, ade aku, kak Leen dgn Ady. we ate everything. haha. sharing is annoying caring. yooo lah. haha. lepak lepak lepak, Ady's mom called, dia dh nak sampai LRT Bnd Tasik Selatan.

; drove ke sane la pulak amik Ady's mama. his mom pg outstation, flight malam, Ady tade kete sbb abg dia gune, so aku la tolong pg amik his mom. sesampai je, mak dia pon dh sampai. off to Ady's house. lepak lepak kt rumah Ady pulak with his mom and brother, Aimi. hahaha. masing masing excited dpt bag baruuu, tu ar shite die.

; selesai segalanya, off to my house semula. Chin called ckp dia dh smpai kt rumah aku dah. worriteee, balik rumah, lepak lepak dlu. belom start bake lg, butter tak cukop lembut. haha. borak borak, abg Anip balik. dia tgk tv, kitorng lepak online sume.

; aku pon dh start bake dah. Chin and Ady played around with the eggs. bule la pulak dia conteng conteng nye eggs tu. haha. ngooong. no worries, I used other eggs instead. Ady said his eggs comel. CHOP, I mean, the eggs that he drew to comel. haha. dia suro simpan, tunjok kat mak. haha. eggs that he drew tu okay, FAHAM? hahahaha.

; abg Anip masuk bilik nak tido, dia bawak kluar 2 tilam and few blankets. hahaha, I looooike. disebabkan halll pon dh sejok dgn aircond, aku bentang kan tilam tu kt hall, letak blanket sume, Chin pgi amik extra bantal lagi from my room. haha. pastu, kitorng psl DVD. chill gile kottt. haha. dh siap bentang sume, baring la kitorng bertiga kat bawah tu. gigih je masing masing behimpit. haha. we watched 27dresses (:

; tengok tak sampai half an hour pon kott, Pole, Malik and huwm, their friends *sorry name cannot be mentioned due to some reason* arrived. sesampai je, memekak. gooosh. mcm2 hal la complain, sabau je lah. we end up tuka DVD, pasang cite Hancock pulak. Ady sedih je tadapat tgk 27dresses. HA HA HA.

; so, tu ar shite die, baking and watching DVD and online and borak and macam macam la. sumpa best gilooo. aku dh masuk kn dough dlm oven, so bule la baring dlm half an hour mcm tu. tengah baring baring, tetibe rase mcm senyap je, pandang sebelah, tengok Ady dh tidooo. hahaha. choyyy. bising2 mcm tu pon bule tido. ngantok benar.

; around 3am sumthing mcm tu Ady balik. Chin and Malik send him home. tommorrow morning Ady kene teman aku hantar cupcakes at around 830am mcm tu. so, I told him to balik and get some sleep, esok kejot kan aku at 8am. katenyeeeee. haha.

; so, tinggal la kitorng je kt rumah, borak borak borak, online la ape lah. aku busy nak settle kn cupcakes la. buat icing segala bagai. cupcakes sume habis licin dibedal orng mereka mereka yang datang. haha. takpe laaa, takesah pon.

; around 5am mcm tu, cupcakes are settle. so, its kemas kemas time, habis la sume orng kene kemas. haha. Malik siap kene basuh beater lagi. haha, thanks Malik, Pole kemas DVD yang besepah, Chin tukang basuh ape yang patut. cepat je sume settle. ape yang penting, kerjeeesame. hahaha.

; at 6am, they left. balik la mereka dgn perot yg kenyang dgn mata yang mengantok. bye bye, muah muah, Chin pulak balik. thank nyah. muah muah. haha. they left, aku online jap, dlm pkol 645am mcm tu aku tidoo, punye la malas nak naik bilik, lelap dkt couch bawah je.

; Memey kejot kejot suro bangun naik bilik, sekali aku bukak mate, tengok jam, hamek kauuu. 850am. matik akuuuu. orng tu tgg cupcakes at 9am kott. check handphone, tade miscall, Ady tak tejage la tuuu. yang aku pon lupe nk set alarm, haaaa, bgus la kan. cepat cepat, bangun naik ats, basuh muke, berus gigi sume. pastu jerit kt tangga,"Memyyyy, teman Ya hantar cupcakes, tolong pegang kan je, pleaaaaaaseeeeee". then Memy was like, "takpe, Memy drive, Ya peganga".

; fuyh, Memey drive punye la lajuu, dh mcm Japan GT okayy. hahaha. gigih aku pegang cupcakes. haha. alhamdulillah, sempat sampai.

; balik rumah, had breakfast jap, then tidoooo. kt couch lagi. sedar sedar, dh pkol 1230noon. and eh, mak dh sampai rumaaaah. muah muah kt mak, naik atas bwk bantal, sambung tidooo. haha. 315pm baru sedar dgn sesedar nyeeee.

; petang pgi rumah Danang, hntar cupcakes sikit kt dia. mmg saje simpan kn for him (:

; itu sahaja, panjang gile en.

; thanks for reading. sape bace sampai habis, mak sayang kau extra uolsszzzz. hahahah.

; ciao !

touchy

Currently at Dann's house
update using Ipod Touch.

Waaaah gituuuu. Ni yang aku suke kwn dgn bdk kaya ni. Menjobo lebih okayyyy.
Hahahaha !

Arie sangat linchaaaaa meng-tagg saya. haha

1.Kekasih saya adalah :
manusia yang masih belom dikenal pasti. waaah, gituuu. haha

2. Saya sedang mendengar :
suara suara orang bersembang dgn begitu rancak sekali.

3. Mungkin saya patut ;
amalkan gaya hidup sihat :D

4. Saya baru sudah :
membalas mesej sistem pesanan ringkas di telefon bimbit saya.

5. Beza rakan, sahabat, kawan :
ejaan nye. sila masuk tom tom bak jika mahu uji kepantasan mengeja anda

6. Saya tidak faham :
kenapa saya malas sangat.

7. Saya perlu mencari:
Ady, dia tidak dapat dihubungi, sedih ):

8. Ayat terakhir yang dikatakan kepada saya :
hah, yeh? dikatakan oleh kak Leen

9. Makna kehidupan :
sesuatu pengalaman yang harus dijalani dengan penuh pancaroba. *ngaaahahahahahaha

11. Saya paling suka :
membuang masa bersama sahabat sahabat tersayang, dan juga bercakap di telefon bimbit bersama seorang lelaki yang dinamakan Kanda, kerana apabila kami bercakap di telefon, kami tidak tahu macam mana untuk menamatkan perbualan kami kerana masing masing berebut rebut untuk bercerita. HA HA HA

12. Saya akan cuba :
menjadi lebih rajin *yeee mak yeeee. hahaha

13. Mengapa rakyat Malaysia suka menggunakan LAH di akhir ayat mereka :
itu adalah satu budaya yang telah tercipta sejak dulu lagi.

14. Telefon bimbit saya :
berjenama Nokia, E series. *cheh !

15. Katil saya :
Baba belikan di Ikea dan Memy kata ianya kelihatan seperti baby court. *whatthe. hahaha

16. Soalan yang bagi saya tidak perlu ditanya :
siapa tuhan anda. jika bertanya memang kene sepak bertubi tubi. haha

17. Teknologi adalah :
sesuatu yang amat penting pada zaman sekarang.

18. Bagaimana saya boleh memasak masakan yang saya paling pandai masak :
saya belajar daripada mak saya.

19. Semalam :
saya bersuka ria bersama rakan rakan.

20. Hari ini ;
saya tidur bangun tidur bangun, letih.

21. Malam ini saya akan :
makan malam istemewa sempena Hari Bapa

22. Esok pula saya akan :
membuat kek cawan lagi.

23. Saya betul2 inginkan :
duit yang banyak, tolong lah :D

24. Badminton atau futsal? :
kasut roda :P

25. Karaoke :
di YouTube saja.

26. Kereta :
kereta idaman adalah Suzuki Swift *OMG. naaaaak. haha

27. Bilik yang terang atau gelap :
tidak terlalu terang, tidak terlalu gelap

28. Makanan jepun adalah :
tidak masak.

29. Ayat terakhir yang nak anda katakan pada seseorang :
betooooool, kepada kak Leen

30. Siapa yang anda tag :

; Eyqa

; Luqman

; Dann

; kanda

; Ssin

p/s : aku cakap Melayu habis. hamek kauuu. haha

oh. Arie tagged me, again and again. haha

Baba's dayy

Happy Father's Day Baba

eventhough mak always cakap yang kitorang ni musuh ketat, haha.

ye la, sehari kalau tak gado, mmg la something is not right :D

but, whatever it is, I still loooooove you baba. hiks

p/s : Baba, do you know Blackberyy lagi cool dri Iphone? ngaaahaha. my brthdy on Sept, its time to bg hint hint for my birthday present. ngaaahahaha.

currently

at Q Bistro. ngaaahahaha. sumpa panas okayyy.ni saje yang sempat di snap. harap maklum. yang lain, sume busyyy. cheee. hahaha

hannah montana again (:

ooow. its already 2.30am. Chin and Ady just left. gooosh, I have to wake up like at 8am tomorrow because I need to take Yana to the hospital. She need to check her blood. hope the result would be great, amin.

goosh. sakit pinggang. demyu PMS.

anyway, I went out today. I mentioned before, is it? yeaa. I did.

so, despite of my soooo uncomfortable condition, I still went out with my college. a promise is a promise, lagi pun its just the stupid PMS thingy, why bother so much kan. heeee..

left house around 1240noon or so, drove straight to Mid Valley. Wawa promised to meet up at 1pm. Mid Valley is soo near to my house but the only thing that I really concerned was the parking. Me, being soo stubborn, wanted to park my car at level P1, no matter what. hahaha.

after 15-20mins of searching, finally I found one, very near to the entrance. owww yeah !

goosh, cut the English. karang ade yang nak membahan lagi en aku asik cakap english. ngooong. padahal punye la aku nak practise communicate in English for my new semester of college.

ooow people, never try to really understand, all they know is just condemn, condemn and condemn. pathetic. ngaaahaha :D

sooo, jumpe la mereka di centre court. owwwww yeeeeeaaaah ! ade Luqman, Wawa, Oya dan Ira sajoo. bagus, tak ramai, tade semak kepale aku dh sedia kala semak dgn rambut ku ini. haha.

first stop, mentekedarah. haha. makan la ngong. lapaaa giilo kot. ye la, mase tu dh like I dunno, almost 130pm kott, lunch time. hehhe.

had our lunch di food court sajork. it was fuun, you know, just lepak lepak, catching things up. lotsa stories came out, from Altantuya to KB, Beca to Lulu. hahaha, collegemates, you know what I'm sayin' aite. haha. tu sume ade codes okayy ;p

puas sembang, habis borak sume, jalan jalan la kami.

oow, tengok wayang okay, cite ape? hahaha, Hannah Montaha. I knowww, AGAIN! hahaha.

well, cite tu best kott, sangat la tak bosan, so I dont mind. and Papi, goosh. I cant stop laughing. LOL

tapi wayang start at 415pm, so we have like 2hours mcm tu la nak jalan jalan buang masa lagi. kami pon round round round, Wawa shopping sakan, harap maklum.

pictures time. hehhe.

haha, focus pada mamat belakang itu ye. Wawa over excited, harap maklum. haha

korang tengok gambar je la eh. hahaha.

haha. besungguh sungguh aku nak sorok barang dlm bag, nnt Luqman bising woo aku asek membeli. choyy, its a need taw, bkn sesaje beli. haha

elok elok je sume amik gambar bediri en, tetibe en. haha

tengok si Ira. haha

yes, still sitting down. haha. kitorang pon tataw kenape dia suke sgt ddok. adoyai. haha

oh oh oh. taw taaaaaaaak. hahahaha.

Luqman ngengg, dia bule bantai melatah mase tengah tengok wayang, dh la mase tu mcm sunyi taw, then tetibe dia bule melatah sbb dia tgk si Miley Cyrus dlm cite Hannah Montana tu tejatoh. dia melatah kuat kottt, everybody heard it and was like really laughing. goosh, I wish there was a spotlight, mmg aku tuju kt kau Man. hahaha. ngooong.

goosh, I look so pale man. grrr. oh, perot agak buncit ye, red flag mmg perot buncit la, blame the hormone. haha. padahal, mmg sejak azali buncit nyee. ngaaahahahaha.

selesai tengok wayang sume, tengok tengok jam, maaaak ai, 615pm. matik akuuu. I should be home by 630pm kott. femfaham je la, Baba aku yang tersayang ade kat rumah en, mmg curfew is on lah. konon ckp kene ade rumah before maghrib, padahal maknenye, 630pm wajib tepacak kt rumah tu. kalau tidak, mmg mak aku jdi operator tanpa gaji la. call aku 45kali, slagi phone aku tu tak habis battery lah. grrr.

so, I really need to make a move. kiss kiss muah muah to them.

elok elok je aku sampai kat tol limaposen tu, mak dh call tanye kat mne, gooooosh. geram je hati ni. nasib la jalan pon tak jam en, pastu sesampai rumah je pon, baba tade, kuar pgi pasar malam. so, bile dia balik, tgk aku dh ade kt rumah, dia mcm dia je la, takesah sgt.

heh. nyampah aku. haha.

but, whatever. malam aku lepak BRJ jugeeee with my tiap hari sayang and my one and only papi. haha. yang ni bapak aku mmg tak bule nak ckp ape dah, berani dia nak bersuara aku lepak BRJ. haaaa, kang ade yang pad melayang kang. hahaha.

ceit, choyyy,

chop. Sunday father's day en? ngaaahaha.

matik aku ;p

bad baaaad, so bad. haha

been tagged by Arie ku syg (:

Tag 10 people after you're done!

I have. . . (a point for each one)

1. smoked.
2. consumed alcohol.
3. slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.
4. slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.
5. kissed someone of the same sex.
6. had sex.
7. had someone in your room other than family.
8. watched porn.
9. bought porn.
10. tried drugs.
#MY TOTAL: 5

1. taken painkillers.
2. taken someone else's prescription medicine.
3. lied to your parents.
4. lied to a friend.
5. snuck out of the house.
6. done something illegal.
7. felt hurt.
8. hurt someone.
9. wished someone to die.
10. seen someone die.
#MY TOTAL: 7

1. missed curfew.
2. stayed out all night.
3. eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself.
4. been to a therapist.
5. received a ticket.
6. been to rehab
7. dyed your hair.
8. been in an accident.
9. been to a club.
10. been to a bar
#MY TOTAL: 4

1. been to a wild party.
2. been to a Mardi Gras parade.
3. drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night.
4. had a spring break in Florida.
5. sniffed anything
6. wore black nail polish
7. wore arm bands.
8. wore t-shirts with band names.
9. listened to rap.
10. owned a 50 Cent CD.
#MY TOTAL: 4

1. dressed gothic
2. dressed girly.
3. dressed punk.
4. dressed grunge.
5. stole something.
6. been too drunk to remember anything.
7. blacked out.
8. fainted.
9. had a crush on a neighbor.
#MY TOTAL: 4

1. had a crush on a friend.
2. been to a concert.
3. dry-humped someone.
4. been called a slut.
5. called someone a slut.
6. installed speakers in your car.
7. broken a mirror.
8. showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
9. brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush.
#MY TOTAL: 3

1. consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper.
2. seen an R-rated movie in theater.
3. cruised the mall.
4. skipped school.
5. had surgery.
6. had an injury.
7. gone to court.
8. walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping.
9. caught something on fire.
10. lied about your age.
#MY TOTAL: 5

1. owned/rented an apartment/house.
2. broke the law in the police's presence.
3. made out with someone who had a gf/bf
4. got in trouble with the police.
5. talked to a stranger.
6. hugged a stranger.
7. kissed a stranger.
8. rode in the car with a stranger.
9. been harassed.
10.been verbally harassed.
#MY TOTAL: 3

1. met face-to-face with someone you met online.
2. stayed online for 5+ hours straight.
3. talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.
4. watched TV for 5 hours straight.
5. been to a fair.
6. been called a bad influence.
7. drink and drive.
8. prank-called someone.
9. laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex.
10. cheated on a test.
#MY TOTAL: 9

Grand Total: *drum roll please. ehem ehem* 44 sajeee. haha

If You Have Less Than 10.. write [im a Goody Goody]
If You Have More Than 10.. write [im still a goody goody]
If You Have more Than 20..write [im average]
If You Have More Than 30..write [im a bad kid]
If You have more than 40..write [im a very bad influence]
If You Have more than 50..write [im a horrible person]
If You Have more than 60..write [i should be in jail]'
If You Have more than 70..Write [i should be dead]

I'm a very bad influence.

ngaaahahaha. choyyyyy :D :D :D

10 people that needs my baaaaad influence are

; so-called-kanda

; syasya

; Izza

; eyqa

; luqman

; danang

; ady

; ssin

; and

; you

haha. sila buat, jgn gatal nak ngelat ;p

cheapskate

EyqaMyqaJolie gave me this.

ngaaahahaha, sorry. I'm feelin' cheapskate now. so, I'm not givin' anybody.

thanks Eyqa, muah muah :D

red flag ;p

oooooh. sakit pinggang :(

today, I finished up my cupcakes. got delivery looorw. petang nye, lps dh siap sume, roger2 my customer, katenye after 6pm mcm tu bule la hantar.

so, vrroom vroom la aku dgn Chin ke tmn, erk ape eh. alaa, dkt area Desa Water Park sane. haaa, situ lah.

kitorang en, mcm teror gile okayy. haha. sebule nak mention. ye laa, akak tu en, jst ckp dia ddok kt taman ape, then dia btaw name pangsapuri dia. aku dgn Chin bukan main gigih lagi mencari. haha.

Chin ar yang tabule blah, pantang nampak flat ke, condo ke, apartment ke, sume dia tuju nyee. haha. konon la kitorang nk tumpang tanye kt orang la ape la en, tapi nan adooo.

ye la, kitorang cube imagine if kitorang in that situation, like tengah jenjalan, tetibe ade kete benti sebelah, like all of the sudden ade je kt sebelah, korang, mst korang lari en? haha.

end up, tade pon kitorang tanye sape, round je la cari sendiri.

and, we managed to find it. oh, vanggaa, sangat la vanggaa. haha. mase kitorang sampai, kakak tu tak sampai rumah dia lagi, so aku dgn Chin pon lepak tunggu je la dalam kete.

Chin kate muke dia comeeeeeeel sangat. ye kan saje lah nyah. haha

muke gigih menunggu, look at my fringe, dh mcm awning kt tasik dah. baaahaha

kakak tu dh sampai, settle sume, off we went to Leisure Mall. bentar aja kok, nengok nengok barang, then chow balik rumah.

demit, I wasted my money on stupid Delifrance. haha.

and, bile dah balik rumah, rupenyeeeeee.

jeng jeng jeng jeng. hahahaha.

no wonder la kan, lately aku mcm sentap semacam je, tak marah marah taw. sentap. small little thing pon nak sentap, like whattheheck en.

mangsa sentap yang pertama was my collegemate, Wawa. aku sentap dgn dia sbb cara dia text aku. haha. motifff en.

second victim, papi. haha. sian papi aku, even tho I know la its not his fault pon kan, but still aku sentap. dah geram sangat kan, so sentap teros.

third victim was saiful nizam baharin. haha. hamik kau, full name aku bagi, my so-called-kanda, katenyeeee. haha. ni lagi ngeng. aku siap cakap aku sentap, dia pgi countdown 40sec. which is mmg betol la sbb aku slalu ckp aku sentap 40sec je, so sile la countdown. mamat ni pgi la countdown, tapi actually aku mmg bebetol sentap. teros la aku ckp, countdown 4hari, hamek kauu. then, teros emo shit. ngaaahahaha.

at first aku pon mcm pelik je la en, apesal la nak sentap tak tentu pasal. ngoong sangat.

skali, rupenye,

jeng jeng jeng jeng.

bendera merah sudah naik la bai. my that-time-of-the-month.

HA HA HA HA.

kepada bakal bakal mangsa saya esok, sbb esok aku nak kuar dgn collegemates aku, hehe.

awal2 aku nak bgtaw, if anything happen, BLAME THE HORMONES

:D :D :D

dan, kepada mangsa mangsa saya, I'm sorrry.

papi, you dh biase en. haha. you're used to it, i knowww. heheh

and so-called-kanda, thanks for the pujuk, you really show your effort ye. haha. chill la. better get used to it ;p

so peoples, BEWARE.

rraaawwwrrr. hahahah

ciao

hey people

Shot using my superb no-brand webcam.

highlights ; STFU

major motive ; Boredom

ciao!

confess

Read this, sad but touching.....

Message: can any message be more touching than this?

Daniel: I guess we are the left overs in this world.

Jasmine: I think so.. All of my friends have boyfriends & we are the only 2
persons left in this world without any special someone in our lives.

Daniel: Yup! I don't know what to do.

Jasmine: I know! We'll play a game.

Daniel: What game?

Jasmine: I'll be your girlfriend for 30 days & you will be my boyfriend.

Daniel: That's a great plan in fact, I don't have anything to do for the
following weeks..



DAY 1:

They watched their first movie together & were both touched in the romantic film.


DAY 4:

They went to the beach & had a picnic... Daniel & Jasmine had their quality time together.


DAY 12:

Daniel invited Jasmine to a circus and they went to a Horror House.. Jasmine was scared

and she tried to touch Daniel's hand but by accident she touched someone else's and they both laughed..


DAY 14:

They saw a fortune teller down the road and asked for their future. The
fortune teller said: 'My darlings, please don't waste the time of your lives... spend your time together happily.' Then tears flow from the teller's eyes.


DAY 20:

Jasmine invited Daniel to go to the hill and they saw a meteor... Jasmine mumbled something.


DAY 28:

They rode on a bus and because of the bumpy road, Jasmine gave her first kiss to Daniel by accident.


DAY 29:

11:37 pm

Daniel & Jasmine were sitting in the park where they first decided to play this game...

Daniel: I'm tired Jasmine... do you want any drinks? I'll buy you one.. I'll just go down the road..

Jasmine: Apple juice would be fine,thanks.

Daniel: Wait for me...


20 minutes later... a stranger approached Jasmine.

Stranger: Are you a friend of Daniel?

Jasmine: Yes, why? What happened?

Stranger: A reckless drunken driver ran over Daniel & he is critical in the hospital.


11:57pm

The doctor came out from the emergency room & handed out an apple juice & a letter to Jasmine.

Doctor: We found this in Daniel's pocket.

Jasmine read the letter which says:

Jasmine, this past few days, I realized you are really a cute girl & I am falling for you.. your cherished smile, your everything when we played this game.. & before this game ends, I would like you to be my girlfriend for the rest of my

life. I love you, Jasmine...

Jasmine crumples the paper & shouted..

'Daniel! I don't want you to die...I love you... Remember that night we saw a meteor? I mumbled something.. I wished that we would be together forever & never end this game. Please don't leave me, Daniel... I love you, you cannot do this to me

Then the clock strikes 12

Daniel's heart stop pumping


THEN IT WAS THE 30th DAY...

*************************************************************

Always love your loved ones & show them how you feel before it's too late.. You will never know when they will be gone from your embrace.. If you were given a time to bestow petals of everlasting compassion & love to your love ones, today is the day. Love them while they are still here...

p/s : Thanks Syasya for forwarding this email to me (:

3rd time luckyy

finally !

outspoken

relieved.

Sunday bonding

todayyyyyy supposed to be my so called family bonding day. haha.

as for everyone's information, I dont go out anywhere except with my families because we believe that Sunday supposed to be wasted with families only.

faham? good :)

but not today my dear, not todayyy. as for today, 2 days in a row aku kene tinggal dgn parents aku. waaaaaaaaaaaaa :(

diaorng suke taw bejalan pepagi butee, and aku of course la masih membute en, tp apeeee la salahnye kejot kn aku bangun. grrr.

smlm, sume pgi Ikea, dgn kak Leen, Memy sume lah, aku kene tinggal kt rumah. mane tak nye, I was on the phone 12hours straight, hahaha but despite all that, I woke up at around 8am mcm tu taw. tengok2, sume dah bersiap. I was like, gooooooooosh, korang ingat Ikea tu dkt Johor eh? pepagi bute dh nak pgi, kalau ye pon nak breakfast kat sne en, heee, melampau. so, disebab kan aku pon belum mandi ape sume nye kan, kene la tinggal.

whateveeeer, aku pon sombung tido until noon. ngaaahahaha

and today pulee, aku bebangun je, kak Leen kate mak tade, pgi Banting dgn Memy kak Nana sume. I was like, alaaaa, not again.

so, dh start bosan dh ni, bosan sgt dh ni.

I called up Chin ajk pgi Mines, haha. sajooo ajk pgi sane, but then dia tanak, dia kate Sunday pon bonding time with family jugak. okay fineee.

so, I called up Pole, luckily he's freee. worriteee, family tade, so I decided to have a bonding time with Pole instead. haha.

Pole came around 3pm gituu, he fecthed me up and off we went to.. erk? tataw.

hahaha, bule tak kau ajak orang kuar, tp tataw nak kuar pgi mne? agak bengab ye tawan tawan, ye sedaaaar ituuwww. hahaha. but whatever lah kan.

so, we're driving around thinking nak pgi mane, and suddenly bile dah sampai dpn Leisure Mall tu en, I was like, Pole, jom pgi Mid. hahaha. Pole was like, okay jom. yeee Mid ye Mid, dh smpai bru nak cakap. hahaha. so knee la patah balik en.

but then we decided nak ajak Malik skali, sooo singgah la amik Malik pulee.

off we went to Mid Vallley, gooooooosh. lame nye tak pgi sni. rase mcm OMG, its Mid Valley dow. haha. tu ar shite die en. jenjalan la kami, tanpa arah tuju.

Malik and Pole asek la kene usha panas dgn G-word guys, which I found out very interesting, because I kan LOL as much as I want. hahaha. okay, dah enough with G-word. hehhe. sensitippp isssuueee ye tawan tawan :P

bought Delifrance Mini Fruit Tart which cost me almost rm17 for one whole frggin box. mahal, tapi sedaaab. goosh, ini kah yg dinama kan jimat cik Amira, giloo. whatever la, dah masuk perot pon. haha.

ontheway to Mid Valley, I did texted cik Izza the Pinkerton kite yeee to meet up. since she's in KL now, for such a long period sbb dh sambung her degree kt MMU. cheee, you muda muda suda amik degree kaa? aiyooo.

haha, finally we meeet lah ye.

cik Izza kite agak pemalu ye kawan kawan. gooosh, sumpa aku tak reti nak handle orang malu malu ni. haha. taw taw la en mulot aku yg tak reti nak berenti cakap ni, sumpa tak tipu, tanya Syasya, mcm mne kitorng meet up for the first time dlu. haha.

dgn cik Izza kite ni, sy agk kureng bercakap, maybe disebabkan cik Izza yang pemalu, so I find it kinda hard to start a conversation, juga faktor environment yang tidak menyenangkan, dgn ade nye Mus, boyf cik Izza, Pole, Malik dan juga kawan nye, jadi sangat la tak selesaa.

diaorng sume kuat membahan woooo, mane tidak nyeee. camno aku nak selese en. haha. dan bule juge salahkan faktor persekitaran Mid Valley yang sesak ituuuuw. hahaha.

so, cik Izza, I bet next time we meet up will be okay kott, jgn malu malu ye, hahaha and kite jumpe kite kite je la, no boys. sonang sikit nak begosip sakan. haha,

oh, nnt kite snap snap pics ye ;)

bla bla bla, borak borak borak, we head on doing our own thing.

call Ady and he's like, "kenape tak ajak I, I bosaaan, kete tadeee". hahaha, sorry papi, I thought Sunday tanak kacau youu. haha.

finally, Pole dpt juge tahu ape itu Tako Ball. hahaha. and then he's like, eleeeeeeh, my ball is better, lagi kenyal okayyy. hahahaha. goooooooosh, capital F.

vongok yang hamat sangat.

not to mention, today our conversation sangat la 18sx, like choyyy. apehal korang sume ni. haha

I guess, blame tako ball la kott. haha.

and not to forget, ade this one kiosk dkt situ with one signboard, which I forget to snap, but I still remember what it said

" Instant Dict "

suddenly, Pole asked me

Pole : you want that dict or my dick?

Mira ; huh *looking at the signboard* choyyy, bodo ar you ni

Pole ; hahahahahah

tu ar shite die en ;p

so, before we went home, singgah juge la membeli tako ball, walaupun hazab la kan nk menunggu tp sanggup ni, semate nak bgi si Malik dgn Pole rase jugak. haha.

as usual, octopus 2 set. hiks, favourite okay, cannot resist. haha

pastu en, bile nak balik, dh siap bayar tcket parking sume, skali tak jumpe kete. hahaha. ngengg ar doow, kitorang confuse nak kuar pintu kiri ke kanan. in the end, merayap la kt parking lot, cari kete, peloh peloh mak nyah. haha.

last tako for Pole

capital F je kan. haha

dua tona warna yang berbeza, guna kan Garnier, haha. tapayah Fair&Lovely jee. haha

Malik muke tabule blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. didadarling tanak curik ini gambar? haha

ciao !

Yana && Papi

I just discover myself that I'm quite good with make up. waaaah, statement tak mengalah. hahaha.

model ; Yana (:

ngaaahahaha. kesian budak kecik ni, alaa, bkn aku pakse pon, dia yang volunteer seyy. Yana ni mmg suke gile main make up make up, so sangat la bule gang dgn Ashu die. hahaa. actually, me and kak Leen just bought an eyeshadow palette and also a brush set. waaah, gituu. semangat gile en. confirm kene blame RedMummy, ye la. asek tempek entry make up je, mau nye ktorang adikbradik tak ter-influence. haha. ampuuuun kak red ;p

so, td lepak lepak bosan bosan, saje la godek godek mate si Yana ni, skali hamek kauuu, dramatic smokey eyes jadi. cheee, dramatic gituuu. hahaha. i used silver and mixed around with purple / violet cam gitu lah. haha.

thanks to youtube.com ye. rajin je tiap tiap bukak tutorial. haha. but I still suck at blending wth colors la, but nevermind, practise makes perfect. waaah. gituuu.

OH!

another random thing ;p

Chin came with Ady to picked me up and then when straight to BRJ. had our dinner together,

and tetibe je

Ady ; dah? jom balik.

Chin ; huuh. kau nak balik. knape?

Ady ; ntah. tanak balik?

Chin ; *thinking* kawan bapak kau ade kat sini eh?

Ady ; *geleng geleng kepale*

Mira ; your neighbour ade kat sini eh?

Ady ; no. ade la, nnt dlm kete I cite

Chin ; cite je la skrang.

Ady ; tanaaaaak, dalam kete.

Chin ; fine. annnneeeeeee, kasi kiree *panggil mamak BRJ nak kire*

ontheway to car

Chin ; weh, kau kenape?

Ady ; hah? hahahaha. teka laa

Chin ; kenape dowww?

Ady ; tekaaa la. mami, teka cepat. hahaha. teka jugak

Mira ; *weird face*

Chin ; kenape weeeeeeeeeh?

Ady ; nak taw jugak?

Chin && Mira ; yelaaaaa !

Ady ; haahahahahahaha, see this *pointing at his slippers*

Mira && Chin ; HA HA HA HA HA HA HA

Mira ; you ni ngengggg la weyyyy

Chin ; nobody gonna freaking noticed it la gileee

Ady ; HAHHAHAHAHAHHA

we still laughing all the wayyyy

=))

sejarah mungkin berulaaaaaang

ngaaaahahahaha, title sangat tabule blah.

korang taw tak ayat tu? kalau sesape tataw, meyh sini aku sepak laju laju 34kali. mauka tamaw? kalau tamaw, wa up lagi kasi 74kali, tp kalau tamau juga wa tamaw up lagi sbb wa fikir nnt penat saje mau sepak laju laju. energy lost maaa, rugi rugi.

hahahahaha, bengong.

anyway, nak dijadi kan cite, Tomok dgn Isma ni actually family aku dh kenal lame dah. not la like really personally kenal, but then kitorang mmg dh taw la kewujudan adik bradik ni dah lameeeeeee sangat dah.

dulu nye, kitorang kan ddok area Bdn Tun Razak, flat DBKL kt stu, haaaa, ye. aku ddok flat DBKL okay, sile percayaaaaa. sumpa ddok flat dlu sgt best. so, mmg Isma dgn Tomok ni mmg la

ramai orng taw diaorng ni pandai nyanyi. pastu si Tomok kan dlu dgn New Boyz en, so orang orang flat mmg taw la si Tomok ni.

now, aku dah pindah Alam Damai, kitorng pindah pon atas sebab sebab tertentu, dan nak dijadikan ceritanya lagi, family si Tomok ni pon pindah Alam Damai jugak, samela jugak dgn family Siti Nurhaliza. waaaa, sebule nak mention gitu en. hahaha. kitorang ni sume mmg ddok satu taman, tapi lain lain area lah.

aku ddok Damai Bakti, which is the first housing area build in Alam Damai, Tomok pulak ddok kt Damai Townhouse, second housing area and Siti ddok kt Damai Budi, the third one. so, mmg la dekat dekat je rumah kitorang tp harapan la kalau korang nak jalan kaki dri rumah aku ke rumah Tomok, or ke rumah Siti, mmg dekat tapi yang hazab nye kan, bukit. hahaha.

Alam Damai area bukit ye, harap maklum.

pastu, nak dijadikan cerita lagi, PakSu aku pulak same tempat keje dgn bapak si Tomok. hahaha. goooosh, related sungguh.

jaddddi, motiff aku cerita sume ni adalah, eeerk. ntah. hahaha. ini semua adalah extra info ye tawan tawan. hahaa. cover line harus terbaik. hehhe.

moving on, todayyy Tomok dgn Isma ade buat makan makan dirumah merekaaaa, jadi disebab kan PakSu tadapat datang, so PakSu suro la aku pegi, bule amik gambar. hahahaha. owwwyeh!

dalam kepale hotak aku ni en, cheeee. dh tefikir ni, nnt mesti ade Hafiz, ade Aril ade la budak2 AF sume en, bdk OIAM mesti ade en, hahaha.

tapi alangkan daya, nan adoooooo.

diaorng dtg petang petang lagi kott, aku pon tataw. jadinyeee, dpt la jumpe Isma dgn Tomok sajooo. jadi la kaaaan, janji adooo. hahaha.

the day was freakingly hottt, meleleh leleh, menitik nitik peloh mak uols. hahaha.

oooh, I went there with kak Leen and Ady. haha. saje aku hangkot kak Leen, dia ni tak reti malu sikit nk amik gmbr dgn artis, sbb kak Leen mcm agak2 mesra alam gituuu. hahaha.

so, thats about it. in the end, tataw la ade artis dtg ke tak.

kitorang pon dh mmg panas giloo, mari mari pulaaaang.

:)

sentap

blogger // blogspot gileeeee.

tak bule nak upload gambar.

sumpah aku semangat gileee kot nak hapdate.

heh.

AmiraZafirah sentap.

harap maklum.

grrr.

nak tido.

*lari lari tutop muke, cepat cepat masuk bilik baring atas katil*

*chop, bangun balik bukak suis kipas*

*okay dah baring ttop muke*

*fikir, shit, handphone tetinggal kat bawah*

*capital F, malas nak turun bawah tengok monitor, tgk PC, tengok keyboard, tengok mouse, speakers, webcam*

sudah Mira sudah.

ciao !

zexsayyy

sumpa tade bende nak hapdate.

lotsa things been goin round. secrets thats had been hidden since, I couldnt even remember was, finally revealed by itself.

remember, some things are meant to be kept, by yourself. but if you keep on sharing it with other people and tell them to keep it by themselves, guess thats an idiotic reason.

because sooner or later, it will reveal, in good way or bad way.

and things will get even worst if the most unexpected person finds out about the secret, by themselves.

well, in my situation I decided, to act like nothing ever happen.

it may sound unfair but I really think this is the best way. when the time is right, we gonna talk about it.

the time is always right for me, but I dont know bout the other person.

so, thats about it. lets get some drama goin on.

hahahahahahahaha. whatever shit.

dah la. i'll upload some cute picture of Oni and Yana.

oh, cupcakes too. ordeers?

haha

ciao!

so random

random, so so so random.

I was on the phone with Chin.

Mira ; aku terigin nak makan TakoBalls Jusco Maluri doww

Chin ; kenape mesti Jusco Maluri?

Mira ; sbb sane tako balls dia besaar, sedaaaab.

Chin ; okay okay, kite tgg Ady balik

Mira ; Ady ade Kesatria la todayy, balik lambat kott. buat ape nak tgg dia?

Chin ; ye laaa, tgg la dia. dapat tako balls dia, lagi besar kott.

Mira ; OMG, gileeee. HAHAHHAHAHA

-end-

Chin always have this "THING" with a man in uniform. lol. hahaha. 

so, I was driving today and she sat next to me. as we reached the traffic light, a van was in front of my car and I noticed something bout it.

Mira ; Chin, ZC. van askar ni doww.

Chin ; waaaah. ZC *sila sebut kan seperti and sebut word sexy, tp tuka S jadi Z*

Mira ; hahahah. ZexSeyyy

Chin ; hahahahah ZexSeyyyy. ZexSeyyyyyy. ZexSeyyyy.

and the laughter goes on and on and on. hahaha.

-end-

we reached home, tuka driver okay. I wanted to go to McD drive thru, I wanted ChocoTop!

so, Chin drove her car and went straight to McD.

luckily, the guy that served us was friggin cute. hahaha.

later on, ChocoTop was right in my hand.

Chin ; heeee, cantik dow ChocoTop dieee

Mira ; kaaaaan, cantik mcm orng yg buat tu jugak.

Chin ; haaa, tu ar shite die

Mira ; hahahha. kaaaan. waaaah. sedab okayyy

as Chin was driving, I tried my best to snap the ChocoTop, but

Mira ; weyyy, kete kau ni gegar dow. orgasm aku. 

Chin ; tabule nak buat ape la en

*still trying so hard to snap*

suddenly, Chin slowed down and stopped the car for a while

Chin ; okay, kau snap sekarang.

Mira ; hahahaha. okayyyy

oh. I was sooo lovin' it

-end-

I dont really remember how its started, but we created something. 

for Muslims, we usually says " Ya Allah" or "Astaghfirullah"

since Chin is a Chinese, we figure out something else for her.

Ya Allah will be change to "YA BUDDHA"

Astaghfirullah changed to "NAMO AMITABHA"

yes, sile sebut tu mcm korang sebut Ya Allah and Astaghfirullah. hahaha

chop. before I end this, this is not like we trying to memperlekehkan agama, but seriously its fun.

so, dont take it seriously, cause if you do, clearly you dont have any sense of humor

and that basically turns me off. 

therefore, get lost.

-end-

hahaha. random, very random

heh.

orang lain punye problem. aku yang sibok fikir.

fikir sampai pening pening

pening pening sampai demam teros.

fikir tak sesadoo betol en.

tu ar shite die.

chrome

lupe nak bgtawww. hehhe.

ingat tak dlu aku penah bgtaw yang betapa seksenyeeeee la kan aku nk hapdate blog.

kn aku punye Firefox dah gile.

Internet Explorer pun tabule pakai sangat. and blogspot dgn IE mmg tak brape friendly with each other. hehhe.

tetapi, terima kasih kepada Syasya.

sekarang aku gune Google Chrome.

bende ni dh mmg ade lame dlm PC aku, abg aku install kott. ntah la en.

tp aku tapenah la try bkk nk explore ke ape ke.

then, bile Syasya main PC aku dia ckp, eeeeh, ade google Chrome. I like google chrome, very fast

aku dh mcm huh. ooow. okay.

bile dah lame lame try, waaaaaah. agak syok okay.

hahaa.

lets Google Chrome. haha

ciao Syasya!

our Sunday was only be at home. yeaaa, kitorang pon bangun mcm extra early je kan, so mmg lepak di rumah saje.

at night, went out to Jusco Balakong for a while, had tako balls and thats it.

ooow, I baked cuppies for her, bule bawa pulang ke Melaka. ngeeheeee :)

on Monday was time for her to go home ;(

Mira ; Syasya, I tanak you balik, bule?

Syasya ; ceit.

seriously, I want her to stay with me just a lil longer, rase mcm tak puas je taw. having here with me all the time really makes my day soo happy. with her random question and oxford dictionary

 words really makes me think out of the box for a seconds. hiks ;p

on the evening, me and Chin send her to PuduRaya.

ohmygosh daddy ! *ssin, pnjam sekejap ye.

like seriously, I dont even want to step my feet on Puduraya ever again. that place is sooo la

 freaking scary, with the peoples around there. like, eeeeewwww O-M-to-the-G okayy. 

me and Syasya was like, gooosh. kenapa la tempat ni mcm ni. haha. but thank god Chin was there with us all the time, so she knew what to do. 

if it was just me and Syasya, mmg tak balik minah tu ke Melaka that day taw. haha.

got ticket at 530pm. we need to wait for about half an hour for that.

as soon as we know Syasya was savely inside the bus, we left Puduraya, for good. haha.

p/s : I hate Puduraya.

disco stick, LOL

Assalammualaikum :)

waaaah, entry sopan semacam. apo kono ekau? hahaha. lol.

anyway, before I proceed, I have one announcement to make.ehem ehem, in this post there will be a lot of pictureeeees.

cheeee, apo kono aku ni en? haha.

as everybody knows, Syasya had finally arrived here at my house on Friday. me and Chin fetched her up at PuduRaya, she came all the way from Melaka, her so called annoying land. haha.

crite Friday. huwm.
petang pgi settled Baba punye hal, met his few clients to settle his work stuff. Baba dgn mak kan tade, off to Kedah. then, found out that Bambi mcm ade problem sikit with break. tataw knapeee, OH ! and tayar Bambi kene masuk paku, panjang okay. so, pg workshop kasi tampal tayar la, settled.
then, malam we had dinner dkt Arima, kedai my cousin tu kan, with few of my friends. femfaham je la sape kaaan. then lepak kt RHB, kojap yoo, then teros balik rumah.

on Saturday, woke up agak early sbb nk bawak Bambi pgi workshop. thanx Papi for the help, what would I do without you, cheeewaaaah. then, we had our breakfast dkt PapaRich and later on, off to home.

lepak lepak lagi, Ady came, we left my house, pick up Chin and off to Damansara.

saje lepak sane, booooosan dgn KL. last time Syasya dtg sini dh bawak dia jalan2 KLCC, Pavy segala jadah sume, so this time bwk pgi Damansara pulak.
parked kerete dkt Ikea, gooosh. parking kerete? goooosh. tapayah cite la, sekse nak mati nk park kete taw, sabaaaaa je lah.
jenjalan la sume, kan dkt Curve ade the bazaar kan. ooowww, i looove that bazaar, barang barang jual sume mcm best jee. haha.oh, harii sangat la panas nyaah, panaaas.meet Syasya, she friggin tall, mak menjeles noook. grrrngaaahahahahamy driver of the day, thanx papi ;)
jalan jalan jalan, masuk Ikano. situ ade like this one Bird Park pnye ape bende ntah. so theres like birds and stuff, it looks like a mini forest.
but what interest me the most is thischicks !
spend lil time watching the chicks, bru je nak pegi tgk bende lain, tibe2 I saw something pulaka duckling ! hahaha, mcm mane ntah bule sesat kt stu, at first I thought, eh. apsal lain mcm ank ayam ni, mulot mcm ade collegen je, tatap lame lame, tgk its feet laaa, itik rupenyee. hahaha
pastu kami jalan jalan jalan jalan dan jalan lagi,cheeee, mcm bkn kt Malaysia en. hahaha.
off to Waroeng Penyet. gigih okay kitorang nk makan jugak kat situ. dh la dgn table full, pastu panas lagi. haha. ayam penyet punye pasal. hahaseee, available lighting. haha
puas jalan, makan ape sume, kitorang pon balik.
besides, Bambi dh siap pon dibaiki. cheeeee.
at night puleee, we're off to KLCC. saje nk bg Syasya tgk view KLCC at night puleee sbb the last time we went there was on the evening.
we then decided nk tgk movie cite ape? ngaaaahahahaha
HANNAH MONTANA okay.

nk beli ticket cite ni lagi la satu hal. hahahhaa. ni hal si Ady dgn Chin.
we reached KLCC around 930pm mcm tu, teros pgi bli tcket. rupenyeee, cite tu ade pkol 940pm dgn 1155pm.
si Chin mati mati ingt nk amik yg pkol 940pm, si Ady pulak ingt kn amik yg pkol 1155. then, bile diaorng dh sampai kt counter tcket tu, bule la pulak diaorng betekak with each other.
end up Chin won, movie at 1155pm. hahhaa. me and Syasya was like, erk. okay laaa. whatever la. act dpt yg 940pm tu lgi elok la en, but what to dooo.

sementara nak tunggu ke pukol 1155pm tu, we head on to foodcourt, makan makan a bit.
after that, off to park, melepaaaaaaaaak lah di situuu.
seeeee, Chin look so tiny. haha

so, enjoy some pictures. borak sakan jeee masing masing. hiks.cukop time, masuk movie.
overall Hannah Montana quite okay la. surely its funnyy. its fun to watch, tapayah nk fikir fikir lebih. haha.

done with movie, heading straight home.
ingt kn nk singgah rumah Dann. yeaaa, he's already back from his so called getaway. haha.
but then, dia tido, gooosh, unbelieveable. hahaha.

alright then, ciao !

He fox

LOS ANGELES, CA – The internet has been abuzz since this Sunday’s Golden Globes ceremony, where Megan Fox jokingly remarked that she looked like a man.
When interviewed on the red carpet, she said “I look like Alan Alda in drag. I’m a tranny. I’m a man.”

At the time, reporters passed it off as a jovial attempt to cover for her nerves.
However, today she has cleared the air and officially reported: she’s really a man.

Megan Fox was born Mitchell Reed Fox in Rockwood, Tennessee. From an early age, Mitchell showed an interest in both performing and women’s clothing. When having a preacher lay hands on him did not ‘cure’ him of these interests, his parents simply put him on the pageant circuit.
By the age of 13, Mitchell had already started a career as a female child performer called ‘Megan Fox’. Making her debut on an Olsen Twins straight-to-video release, the twins have kept his secret all this time.

As a sweet 16 present, Fox’s parents offered him sexual reassignment surgery, which, given their child’s career, they’d hoped to write off as a business expense. Unfortunately laws prohibit such surgery to be done to minors.
Since then Megan has been working non-stop, and been included on many Hottest Women lists in publications around the world.

Megan, as she goes by now exclusively, also noted this Sunday how much she wants Salma Hayek’s figure. She has even scheduled surgery later this month to get it. After the two met in New York this week, Hayek offered to have a cast made of her bust so doctors can match them exactly on Megan Fox’s chest.

The internet is already speculating whether this news will be worked into the plot of the upcoming Transformers sequel.

Mira says
; O - M - to - the - G !!!!!!!

p/s : kak Leen, yup ni pompuan yg dlm cite transformer tu.

safely arrived

Syasya is here with me, NOW

yeeeeay !

thanx for the tagg ; Luqman

anda rasa anda hot?

- mmg aku tengah hot pon. panas okayy. goosh.

upload photo kegemaran anda.ngahahahahha. aku upload gambar sendiri sajoo. 2 okayyy ;D
kang upload gmbr dgn orang lain, ade pulak yg terasa hati kang. gituuuu.

mengapa anda suka photo ini?
- sbb ni mase dkt aussie, and and and, i look soooooo kurussss. like woaaah :O

bila kali terakhir anda makan pizza?
- couple of weeks ago

lagu terakhir yang anda dengar?
- because I do from pearl and the puppets

apa yang anda buat selain menyelesaikan tag ini?
- waiting for Ady to come

selain dari nama sendiri,anda suka dipanggil dengan nama apa?
- Ya, but sorry. orang tertentu saje dibenarkan. ngaaahaha

tag lagi enam orang.
1. Izza

2. Ady

3. Dann

4. Ssin

5. Syasya

6. Lina Amin Nordin ;p

siapa no 1 bagi anda?
- royal reader. waaaaah, gituu.

orang no 3 ada hubungan dengan siapa?

- erk. soalan mengundang. hahha

kata sesuatu berkenaan dengan no 5
- Syasya, dont be sad. I love my cat like I love you too. hehhe

no 4?-
apsal jarang hapdate skrang nok?

siapa orang no 2?
- he's my papi .

bagi pesanan pada no 6

- jom kite bosan sesame. hahaha

kakak Cantik

no matter how upset you are, no matter how hate you are, there will be a time when you feel, 'ooh. this is such a waste', or ' you know what, just fuck it off lah'.

when you have been closed with someone for such a long period, its not easy just to forget it. at some point, we as a human usually remember all those bad memories that the good ones. No matter how happy you are, scars that engraved in your heart from your bitter past wont easily be fade awayy.

as being human, me myself was never perfect. I did and still make mistakes and I will try my hardest to be the best person I could ever be. Nothing can ever come easily, even though you think you had chosen the right path, but the presents of such various complications can lead you to the wrong path. Forgive but never forgets, thats exactly how I am. I always forgive people that to wrong to me, but I will never ever forget what he or she did to me. Never ever.

in some way, you may think that I'm okay with whatever happened, but you'll never know.
yes, I am being nice to everyone. You treat me like shit, I pissed off, you apologized and I accept it. But not in a million years that I will ever treat you like I did before.
sorry, I have trust issues. But, I dont seek for a revenge, I'm more like, come on, be nice. sooner or later, you're gonna get it back, but not from me.
one word : Karma

all this feeling will eventually fade away. trust me, it will. sooner or later, little by little. slowly, it will fade away.still remember her?

few days ago, I got a very shocking news. her mother got admitted in hospital. Her mother is suffering for a kidney failure. Her conditions was kinda bad.
Me, was her friend, her was close friend, her was bestfriends, couldnt hide my feelings that I actully do feel worried and sorry for her.
besides, her mom got admitted as the same hospital as Yana, I should visit them and show my support to her family.went there for the first time, she wasnt there. Had a lil chit chat with her sister and her father. and off we went back.

today, we visit again. and without any preparation or even expectation, she was there.

there was a 30sec awkward moments. but being drama queen, which was both of us were soo good at, we both tried our best to hide the feeling.
had lil chat chat with her, nothing much. lil updates bout her mom's conditions. then we're off to 4th floor, where Yana was there.

Yana and Aiman knows that she was there at the hospital. those two little kids begged us to meet her. Ady text her and she did came to 4th floor and meet Yana.

and this is what we get.I know how much Yana missed her. Yana adored her so much. Yana called her kakak cantik, Yana wanted to be as beautiful as she is.

the moment she went to Yana's bed, I wasnt there. Chin and Ady was there with them. I just sat the front couch, all by myself, not braved enough to face the situation.
after a while, I came to Yana's bed and look at them. Yana was couldnt stop hugging her. she hugged and hugged and hugged.Yana, she was the one that noticed kakak cantik in her latest ads. she will be soo thrilled just to see the ads because kakak cantik was in there.

huwm. anyway, this post is tooo crap. but I couldnt resist to delete anything that I just typed.

kakak cantik, hopefully your mom will get thru it. she's a very strong lady. insyallah, everything will be just fine.as for now, I need them. they're my morphine

p/s : thats how Yana looks like now. her hair, gone baby gone.

tade title. ngehhe.

haaaa, lame kan tak hapdate.

ni lah entry cupcakes nyeee.

soo, as usual lah, kalau ade order minah dgn mamat ni mesti betandang kt umah aku punyeee.
datang tolong okayy
and makan free lah, of course. cupcakes panas panas kott, ya rabbi. sedab giloo. haha.

supossedly cupcakes ni my friend tu datang rumah amik sendiri at 4pm, but then since Yana need to at the hospital at that time, my friend came at almost 10am instead.
maaaakkk aaaaai, we didnt sleep the whole night okayy.

mane tak nye, start bake like almost midnight I think, due to lazy-ness yang melampau. ngeeehehehehe. bukan malas la. saje bake lambat lambat so that cupcakes tu will still be fresh la bile sampai kt tuan order nyee. hehe.

tengah tengah buat, Chin dgn Ady sampai. borak borak borak, Chin said dia nk stayover at my house jee. worriteee. sangat bagus, at least tade la menahan ngantok sorang en.
Ady needs to go home, haha. Papi, ade hati jugak nk tido my house kee? heeeeee, no no no, naughty naughty naughty. LOL

after Ady dah balik, dia online kitorang skype. hehhe. so, tade la beza mane en, he still like there la, but not physically.
buat punye buat punye buat, around 5am baru siap segala nya. Alhamdulillah.

thank Chin for being the bestest bibik eveeeer. hahaha ;poh. thats my sticker *senyum lebaaaaaaaaaar*

pastu, dah siap cupcakes sume nye pon, kitorang tak tidoooo. Mak dgn baba pon dah jage, then we're like bejage lah. buat ape eh?
ooh. browsing old picturees dkt folder PC ni. ngenggg, carik gambar nk print. cheeee.
Chin as usual la, busy dgn phone ni. gooosh. rimas nook. hehhe.

pastu, naik atas, lepak lepak dalam bilik yang dh cantiiik. hehhehe.
thank youuuu kak Leen sbb tolong tolong kemas gua Ya tuu. hahaha. what would I do without you? cheeee, ayat bodek melampau. ngahahahahaha.
lepak lepak, aku pon tataw kenape, pepagi bute pkol 6am tu aku bule bantai masuk air. hahaha. jdi vengong sebentar, harap maklum
then around 7am mcm tu, kitorang pgi bli breakfast, makan nasi lemak PakSu, sedab wooo. kenyang suda, Chin pon balik rumah diaaaa. minah tu tido la en.

aku tak tido lagi taw, buat ape eh. huwm. sesembang dengan mak, kak Leen sampai rumah, drop Yana sume, then kacau kacau si Aiman.
borak borak borak lagi, around almost 815am camtu, baru aku tidoo.

BUT, 830am alarm phone bunyi, Chin pesan suro kejot kan Ady.
oh oh oh !
kan kitorang skype en, so we're like videocall en, pastu en Ady tetido taw. HA HA HA.
so, me and Chin were like tengok dia tidoo. pusing sane, pusing sini, tido pon tak mase diam. jap jap kan mcm bunyi bising, kepale langgar laptop. haha. ngengg.

okay, sambung balik.
call him for like 5times maybe, tak angkat. aku pon tido balik, then sesedar Ady called back, cakap dia dh bangun siap mandi sume, bla bla bla. aku sambung tido.
sumpa tak nyenyak lansung sbb my friend yg nk amik cupcakes ckp dtg pkol 9am, tp tak muncul2 jugak. aku pon tido bangun, tido bangun.
around 10am dia sampai, bagi cupcakes, settle sume, kachiiing kachiiing. hehhe ;p
tidoooo, 1230noon bangun. kejot Chin, off to Mines.

muahahahahahha. tu ar shite die.

worrite, next entry please (:

sadong

huwm. nothing much to update.

haih.

nothing lah.

just wait, nanti nanti ade la update. tu pon pasal cupcakes je lah.

and oh.

I HATE MY DAD.
dont ever judge me.