feeling useless.

hey peeps,

I know I havent been updating my blog for so long.

theres A LOT entry I wanted to post, just not now okay.

I'm just too busy with class, too busy with life.

my heart is not okay, not in good condition.

too many things goin around.

tried my really best to think bout it.

tried my really best not to ever care about it.

but,

you make me your punching bag.

you disappoint me.

you make me sad.

friends, stop dissapointing me.

am I that hard to please?

tak lame lagi Arab puleee

I havent got a clue if you're the one, but I like you

- Bring Me Flowers, Hope

Thurday evening I attend my first ever kelas bahasa Arab. woooyeh.

so, selepas puas aku pung pang pung pang ckp omputih, which surprisingly that particular person sangat la tak puas hati yg aku lagi byk ckp omputih dr ckp bhsa ibunda kita, which is malay.

nyah, mak kisah ke kau tak soke mak ckp omputih ke, mak tulis omputih ke? kau tu dh la numpang blaja kat tmpt omputih, ko jmp mat saleh kat sane pon ko ckp omputih jgk kan?

so, ko ingt kite kite yg ddok dkt malaysia ni tabule ckp omputih sesame sendiri ke, even kitong ni bkn la purely mat saleh?

wooopsie, ada orang teraseeeeeeeeeeeeeee. hhahahahaha :DD

chill la, aku bkn tgh marah pooooong. kawe tgh mood nok perli perli oghe. hahahha.

*Kiraaaaaaa, tlong mira kecek klate. hahah*

kelas bhasa arab was such a blast !

lecturer dia best gileeee. he made us laughed all the wayyy. he can speak hindustan, tamil, arab and few other languanges. terror wooo.

call him Pak Sheikh, name komersial katenyeee. hahaha.

I'm really looking forward to this class, I know it will be tough but I think I can pull it off.

goooosh. tak sesabaaa nak master ckp arab, nnt bule pung pang kat sini lg.

surely, ade pulak yg tak puas hti aku pung pang ckp arab pulak kan.

echeh. sedar tak Arab tu bahase al-Quran. berani bsing pulak. haha

p/s : bahasa ibunda ke, omputih ke janji kite becakap, orng bule fhm. and yes, I am soo proud I can speak english fluently, at least kalau aku belagak sgt ckp omputih pon takpe la en, I'm good at it. phewww, aku nk blaja sign languange lah. hahah

p/s II : nnt nk blaja ckp Jawa la dgn kak Nana, Mandarin dgn Oya. huwm. thats enuff for now lah. hahah

p/s III : uuuwwww, I loooooooove languages. mmg la tetap dgn bahasa ibunda, but then takkan la takat tu je. en en en, I wanna learn japanese also. erk. nnt kang orng ckp aku komunis pulak. muaaahahaha.

Saiful Nizam Baharin a.k.a Kanda,

I miss youuuu.

HA HA HA HA HA, bodek harus terbaik :DDDDD

something that needs a lie, trying to turn into a sin

- Saviour, Anggun

meriah !

now I know, that I can make you stay, but where's your heart

- Famous Last Word, My Chemical Romance

ini cerita hari Rabu petang.

punye la gigih aku pgi college en, skali bru sebelah kaki aku melangkah masuk entrance college aku, skali classmate aku call bgtaw kate class cancel. lecturer takde. aku dh mcm, heeeeee. tagune betol.

takpe, chill la en. pukol 2pm kott, rasenye la ade class lgi. so, takpe la. aku lepak je la en kt cafe college.

pastu, jalan jalan jalan, jmp lgi sorang classmate aku. pastu dia ckp, class petang pon cancel jugak. maknenye, one whole day mmg aku tade class lansung la.

whattheheck. saabaaaaaaaaaaau je la. class sume cancel.

end up aku lepak lepak jap kt college, had lunched ape sume, aku pon balik la.

ontheway balik, roger Ady. dia semestinye la baru bangun en. aku ajak dia teman jap pgi basuh kete. tp, disebabkan Ady pon belom mandi ape sume, aku balik la rumah dlu.

once I reached home, my house was empty. choyyy sangat. I called my mom and she said she's at Shah Alam, saje saje ikot baba.

luckily I took lunch already, kalau tak sampai rumah kebuloooor. lepak lepak kt rumah jap, salin baju ape sume, cukop time teros la pick up Ady at his house.

pgi basuh kete, selesai ape sume, lepak la pulak dkt Suria Kitchen. saje saje, borak borak. its been such a long time since I met him. rinduuuuuuuuuuuu ;p

borak borak, Ady talk sooo much. punye la banyak dia kumpul cite, hahaha. besungguh sungguh je dia becerita. aku pon dengoooo aje le.

tgh syok syok lepak, Chin called. kitorng pon ajak la dia joined skali, she's from Kepong, rumah abg dia. continue lg lepak with Chin pulak.

cerita cerita cerita, perli perli perli, ngutok segala bagai. Chin cakap nk lepak rumah aku pulak. worriiteee.

sesampai je kat rumah, mak dgn baba dh balik dah. borak borak lagi, Chin online ape sume. pastu Luqman pulak sampai. rumah aku dah meriaaaah.

pastu, kak Leen pulak balik, dgn Aiman, abg Anip, Oni skali. Ady dgn Luqman dh geraaam je tgk si Oni. hahaha. comel en si kecik tu? raaawwwrrr. hahaha.

but then, Chin had to leave, tataw la mengape ye tawan tawan, laki dia dh bising la tu. nyampah. heh.

Luqman dgn Ady tak balik lg, diaorng syok tgk cite hantu indon, Baba baru beli VCD, cite ape ntah. something called terowong casablanca, I think la.

lepak lepak lepak, Memy dgn kak Nana pon balik. waaaaaaaah, meriaaaaaaaaaaaaah. kecoooooooooh gile rumaaaaaaaaaaaaah. hahaha.

this was only half of it okay.

mak pulak busy goreng udang tepong. hahaha. banyak okay mak goreng. dalam 2-3kg ade kott. maklum la, Luqman ade en, dia je dh sekilo kott bedal. HA HA HA.

so, semua la makan skali, mmg syok gile taww, dgn rumah kecoh gile, dgn budak budak lagi, yg aku bkn main borak lg dgn kak Leen, mamat mamat sume busy makan.

oh oh oh. not to forget.

mase Memy balik en, kitorng nampak la kete dia kt luar, tp yg drive nye kak Nana taw. kak Leen dh mcm cuak, like mane Memy, apsl Memy tade, sume dh heran.

pastu kak Leen bule bisng kt aku, dia tak puas hati kenape ade sebuah teksi besungguh sungguh nak park dpn rumah kitorng taw.

pastu, aku pndang je la taxi tu, skali tengok tengok, MEMY !

aku dah gelak guling guling. hahaha Memy bawak taxi baaaai. hahahahaha. apo kono la en abg eden bwk taxi. aku pon sungguh sungguh la kluar jmp Memy, rupenye tu taxi bpk mentua dia. haha.

aku pon tataw mcm mne dia bule bwk taxi tu, and aku lupe nak tnye sbb busy gelak tgk Memy bwk taxi, its soo weird man.

anw, the taxi is still here in front of my house, aku plan nak bwk la nanti. haha. saje nk mrase jadi taxi driver. ehhehehe :D

okay, penat type. ahaha. let picture do their thaaaang yaww (:

Memy takesah ape pon, dia taw dia nak bedal udang grg tepong. haha

tetibe, kak Leen datang kacauu.

then, Oni pulak kacau

Ashu : Aiman suke abg Aji ke abg Malik?

Aiman : aaaaaaaaaaa.. abg Malik !

Ashu : kenape abg Malik?

Aiman : sebab abg Malik besar, kuat, tangan dia besar. best !

Ashu : ow yeeeh? ahahahahhahahha.

look at how she really eat the prawn. cute !

look at Yana's face. haha

well, thats bout it I guess.

I could stay awake, just to hear you breathing

- I Dont Wanna Miss A Thing, Aerosmith

ibunda

almost 9mins kauuu. hahahahhaa

:DDD

Nora Mohd Halid

Happy Birthday Oyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :DDD

Oya Oya Oya !

dah 3 sem aku dgn kau en, bersamaan dgn setahun setengah. lebih kurang gitu la. lame jugak en. gheeeee...

walaupon kadang kadang aku nyampah dgn kau, tp aku taw sebenarnye kau lg nyampah dgn aku en? okay. ini fakta umum. hahaha

tapi en, sumpa I'm glad I know you. kau tapenah complain ape kalau aku crite non-stop dgn kau. haha. even kalau aku cite tu mmg lsng tade kene mengene dgn kau, tp kau dengar jugak. dh la dgr, siap bg respon yg bernas lagi, tapenah nak hampa kan aku en. hehhe.

ceit. aku tak bodek la nyah, aku jujur ni. aku kan baik. ucheeyyy :)

and thank god this sem aku satu class dgn kau. ow yeeeh. nnt study same same dgn aku taw, aku nak jgk pandai mcm kau. teringin. haha.

Oyaaaa, thanks for everything. present ontheway la kott, nnt aku blanje kau ape2, tak tipu. okayy.

faggot

currently feeling emo-shit.

eeeeerrggghh. I hate this feeling.

currently listening to,

peluklah diriku dan jangan kau lepaskan ku, dan jangan kau lepaskan ku dari mu

- Jangan Kau Lepas, Alexa

ppffftttttttt.

great start

go go go, its time to make a move and we both know

- Up, the Saturdays

its Monday, and its a good start.

until now lah :)

today is my first day for my 3rd semester of college.

nothing much changes, everythings okay la.

except that my car takde la lagi orng nak tumpang tumpang.

kate masing masing dah bawak kerete sendiri.

tak laku lagi dah kan Bambi mak nyah? hahaha.

after done with my college thingy, went straight home.

roger Baba, nak ajak dia pgi KLCC nak settle kan my ribena mobile.

Baba said jumpe kt sane teros, dia ade hal.

worriteee.

I'm late. sorry Baba. dia dh sampai lame kott. blame Yana for that, dia buat hal pulak kt rumah dgn Opah dia. kak Leen pon ade skali, saje ajk dia. bule lunch sesame.

sesampai kt maxis centre. tak ramai sgt orng. okay, great.

teros pgi counter, amik no. mcm biase la. tengok my no is 831, current no mase tu was 829. okay, tak lame sangat. maybe.

tgh nak jalan pgi kat baba, ade this one guy approached me, his name is Remy

Remy : hello miss, can I help you?

Mira ; oh. hey. I'm here to configure my berry.

Remy : alright, I can do that for you. may I take a look at your berry?

Mira ; smiled and pass over my ribena to him

Remy ; alright, come with me miss.

yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay ! tapayah tunggu turn okayyy. hahaha. mak sokeeeee. bule pulak tetibe dia dtg offer. mmg linchah la aku kan.

you know I hate waiting. waiting is killinng, slow killer. hahaha

so, pegi la kat table dia. and explained la yang ni new set bla bla bla. and he did everything with it la. tapi kan, haaaa. ni part aku cam geram.

aku bkn la geram dgn mamat ni, dia baik la help me with this and stuff. aku geram dgn mamat maxis yg mse aku pgi dlu tu. this time en aku pg siap hangkot baba skali en, konon la for the stupid authorization tu. padahal, dia langsung tak tanye kott pasal bende tu.

chill je dia configure sume, tade pon dia ckp ni no ape ke, tanye tanye ape sume. aku pon tade la ckp ape2, taw2 sume dh settle.

aku mcm, waaaah. senang nyeeee, tade pon authorize segala jadah. vavik betol. td mamat tu tade pulak, kalau dia ade, mmg aku cite segala kat mamat ni, kasi kutok habis mamat yg lame tu. hahaha. padan muke kauuuu. dh la ckp nk omputih jeee, menyampah!

jadi senang la, everthing dh settle. email sume dh link, facebook, ym, msn. skype je tade. haha. berry IM pon dah okay.

fuyh. settle.

now, the hardest part ever.

monthly bill.

hahahahah

Babaaaaa *kenyit kenyit mata*

saying I love you, its not the word I want to hear from you

- More Than Words, Aliff Aziz