very interesting wedding

I give you everything, I gave up my life and it was all for you,

you ruined everything

- Polaroid, Yuna

attention peoples.

entry sangat panjang, dan banyak gambar okayyyy (;

so malam nye, me, Chin and Ady pegi wedding kakak si Malik. cadangnye nak pgi sesame la en, tp ntah mcm mne, Chin ade hal pule. so, dia dtg lmbt sikit from us. sebabkan Chin lambat, aku dgn Ady gerak la dlu pgi wedding.

perjalan dlm kereta sgt senyap okay dan traffic, my god. I tell you, jam gilooo. menyampah betol la.

sesampai je kt wedding, Pole sume dh tgg kt entrance. worrite. mase tu ade Pole, Malik, his gf, Munira Syaza ( call her Mun for short ), and also Amir.

borak borak jap whatsoever. Malik pon ckp wedding dh nak start, kitorng pon masuk dlm. carik table and whatsoever, dduk la kami. few minutes later, Chin called, kate dia dh smpai and mase tu jugak la pengantin nk berarak masuk.

so, nothing much. just a wedding, what do you expect kan. Malik jadi pengapit. hahaha. tu ar shite die. sbb tu la songkok bukan main meriah lg. haha.

but, wanna know something really interesting. I tell you three names.

; Munira Syaza

; Amira Zafirah

; Jumi.

sila bace in order ye. hahaha. anyway, since everybody that matters read my blog and yes, my blog reveal almost everything. so, lets just talk bout it lah. hopefully, aku tade la kene serang lagi en. hahah.

anyway, remember my ex boy-f, Qayyum? haaaa. kitorng kan mcm dh agak okay la kan. bule lepak setable ape sume. its just that I cannot mention his name anymore in this blog, due to some reason lah.

and nak dijadikan cerita, gf Malik, Mun tu aku dh kenal agak lame jugak la. kenal je, tp tade la borak sakan ke ape ke. the firs time I met her was at Summer Splash, last year kott.

and nak dijadikan cerita lagi, Mun is Yum's ex-gf. before Yum was with me, Yum dgn dia la. hahaha. tu ar shite die kan. then, they're broke up, which I cannot remember why.

and nak dijadikan cerita, after Yum broke up with her, Yum dgn aku pulak. hahaha. yang ni tapayah cite la en, click je la label name si Yum tu, mcm2 la kuar nnt ;p

and nak dijadikan cerita, bile aku dh broke up dgn Yum, me and Mun mcm ade la jugak contact each other. moral support la katenye. cheee, gituuu la kan.

and nak dijadikan cerita, Jumi tu pulak, I knew bout her since I was still with Yum lg. haaa. yang ni tapayah la cite in detail ye. kang nampak nau aku mcm love goddes la pulak kaaan. haha. sbb ini cerita tak ramai yang taw true story. and since it already happen, aku pon mls nk explain lg dh. so, whatever :)

and nak dijadikan cerita lagi, mase wedding malik ni, Yum bawak la his current gf, which is Jumi.

and nak dijadikan cerita,

we all get together on one table.

and also in photograph.

sile tatap muke bangga mamat tu. heh. god knows weh, god knows. HA HA HA

haaa, whatever. enjoy some photos.

and the last one.

after done wth the wedding, kitorng singgah pgi rumah Danang. hotel tu dkt je dgn rumah dia, so sesaje la lepak lepak ape sume.

and this is what we get. hahaha.

Dann, jangan naik kete Chin. no no NO !

=))

puas gelak ketawa sakan, pulang lah kami sume.

fuyh. what a day what a night !

Baby I'm feeling no stress, I'm to fly to be depressed

- Go On Girl, Ne-yo

p/s : Khairul Anuar bin Sabli a.k.a POLE, puas hati sayaaaaaaaaaaang?

Saturday and Sunday

its Saturdayyyyyy.

; received phone call from Alia around 830am. she's finally here in KL, wooohoooooo ! borak borak dgn dia, like lame gilee kot on the phone, even though sumpa aku ngantok but ku gagah kan juge mata ku ini, I wanna talk to heeer. rinduuu nak mati kott. haha.

; lepas on the phone dgn Alia, I slept back. hehhhe. ngantok baaai. sedar sedar, my phone bunyi. Ady called. OMG, its like 1245noon kott. hahaha. konon nak kejot kn Ady bangun pkol 12, pdhal sape kjot sape ntah. hahahaha. bergegas bangun, mandi dan bersiap.

; left the house around, huwm 130pm gitu kott. tahengat, pick up Ady, then teros pgi kedai bakery jap. nak cari barang barang. dh beli sume, drove straight to Pole's and fetch him up pulak.

; went straight to Bukit Bintang, jam sini sane. like, duh. Kuala Lumpur kan. parked dkt blakang building McD tepi jalan tu. oh. ontheway nak ke parking lot, we saw Mulan Jameela by the roadside. OMFG, her hair is like bright reeeeed. merah nak mati kauuu. mmg dari jauh aku prasan la en. nasib I was driving, kalau tak mmg dh berenti amik gambar. ngaaahahaha. pastu tayang kt Dann, confirm dia adooore gile gambar tu. muaaahahahha.

; first stop was Sg Wang. oooh. motiff pgi Bkt Bintang adalah untuk mencari barang shotgun. Ady's shotgun punye charger meletop okay, terima kasih kpd IncheAzeem, abg si Ady. hahaha. so, kene la cari yang baru, but sadly. sume kedai tade stok. Ady hangen semacam. haha. he was like "eyyy. skarang mmg musim sume orng charger meletop ke?". hahaha. no papi, only yours. ngaaahaha. I bought new filter, CPL. sile google untuk mengetahu dgn lebih lanjut. seperti biase, kalau beli dgn Pole cnfirm dpt harga muraaaaaaaaaaaah gilo. hahaha, thaaank you Pole. muah muah.

; next stop was Low Yat. survey ape yang patot. Chin suro tgk kn harga for Micro SD memory card dgn pendrive. kt sini pulak, I saw AC Mizal dgn wifeyy nye. sape name eh, aku lupooo. hahaha. AC tinggi giloo, even taller than Ady okay. muke AC klakar, his face mcm ketat semacam. haha

; off to Pavy, Ady mau carrot cake. worriteeee, had lunch di sane, I had char kuey teow, okay la not bad. ooooooowh. we met kakak cantik ye tawan tawan. hehhe. She was there too, ade alumni gathering katenye. she met Ady and chit chat a bit. I wasnt paying attention because I was busy with my cupcakes, ade orang call nak order la weyy.. cheeeeey. Pole, jgn jeles okayy. hahha

; selesai segalanya, off to entrance Pavy kt blakang, yg kt Bentley tu. sume nye nak berasap. and sume tanak pgi berasap dgn entrance dpn sbb menyampah dgn bdk2 yang mencapap kt stu. OMG, like duuuh okay. dh la semalam mcm ade gathering bdk2 pengkid kott. segerombolan kauuuu. I was like "cheeeee, ingt kan sume je jantan, bkk sluar sikiiiit. HA HA HA".

; berasap berasap while waiting for Dann, Fath and Aliph SAHAJA. weyyy, aku ade kawan bdk SAHAJA okayyy. ngaaaaaaahahhahahahaha. nak gelaaaak. sorry Aliph, jgn marah okayyy. ngeheeee. borak borak jap, Fath's hair look sooo messy, but I like it. haha. it looks like something. hahaha. Aliph's hair reaaaalllyyy reminds me of Wolverine. hahaha. sumpa tak tipu. takpe, nnt aku curik gmbr kt blog orng. hahaha. and Dann, lame tak jumpeeeeeeeeeee. hahhaa. ghindu nok, mak ghinduuuu. hahaha

Aliph and Fath, pic credits to Fath's blog

; pastu kitorang baliiiik, pg kedai bundle fav Ady, rembat tshrt sehelai. nasib cun and murah. hahaa. singgah Sg Wang, nak bli air CuppaBon, kempunan sangat. balik, jalan lengang okayyy. sumpa tak jam. I was like, OMG. Allah merahmati perjalanan ku. hahaha. hantar Pole balik, hantar Ady balik, pastu aku pon balik. haha.

; sesampai kt rumah, beborak dgn kak Leen. tgk tv la ape la, pastu dalam pkol 9pm mcm tu kuar balik. off to Ady's house, fetch him up then kitorang pgi pasar malam. yeeeeeey. hahaha. lame gileee tak pgi pasar malam. round round kt pasar malam. kak Leen kirim laksa, the orang yg jual laksa tu was like, "satu je? ooh. takpe, akak bagi extra lagi satu, bule makan berdua". I was like, "huuuh? hahaha. terima kasih kak". hahha. I bought nasi grg pataya and Ady bought kebab.

; sesampai rumah, makan ramai ramai. ramai ape nye, ade aku, kak Leen dgn Ady. we ate everything. haha. sharing is annoying caring. yooo lah. haha. lepak lepak lepak, Ady's mom called, dia dh nak sampai LRT Bnd Tasik Selatan.

; drove ke sane la pulak amik Ady's mama. his mom pg outstation, flight malam, Ady tade kete sbb abg dia gune, so aku la tolong pg amik his mom. sesampai je, mak dia pon dh sampai. off to Ady's house. lepak lepak kt rumah Ady pulak with his mom and brother, Aimi. hahaha. masing masing excited dpt bag baruuu, tu ar shite die.

; selesai segalanya, off to my house semula. Chin called ckp dia dh smpai kt rumah aku dah. worriteee, balik rumah, lepak lepak dlu. belom start bake lg, butter tak cukop lembut. haha. borak borak, abg Anip balik. dia tgk tv, kitorng lepak online sume.

; aku pon dh start bake dah. Chin and Ady played around with the eggs. bule la pulak dia conteng conteng nye eggs tu. haha. ngooong. no worries, I used other eggs instead. Ady said his eggs comel. CHOP, I mean, the eggs that he drew to comel. haha. dia suro simpan, tunjok kat mak. haha. eggs that he drew tu okay, FAHAM? hahahaha.

; abg Anip masuk bilik nak tido, dia bawak kluar 2 tilam and few blankets. hahaha, I looooike. disebabkan halll pon dh sejok dgn aircond, aku bentang kan tilam tu kt hall, letak blanket sume, Chin pgi amik extra bantal lagi from my room. haha. pastu, kitorng psl DVD. chill gile kottt. haha. dh siap bentang sume, baring la kitorng bertiga kat bawah tu. gigih je masing masing behimpit. haha. we watched 27dresses (:

; tengok tak sampai half an hour pon kott, Pole, Malik and huwm, their friends *sorry name cannot be mentioned due to some reason* arrived. sesampai je, memekak. gooosh. mcm2 hal la complain, sabau je lah. we end up tuka DVD, pasang cite Hancock pulak. Ady sedih je tadapat tgk 27dresses. HA HA HA.

; so, tu ar shite die, baking and watching DVD and online and borak and macam macam la. sumpa best gilooo. aku dh masuk kn dough dlm oven, so bule la baring dlm half an hour mcm tu. tengah baring baring, tetibe rase mcm senyap je, pandang sebelah, tengok Ady dh tidooo. hahaha. choyyy. bising2 mcm tu pon bule tido. ngantok benar.

; around 3am sumthing mcm tu Ady balik. Chin and Malik send him home. tommorrow morning Ady kene teman aku hantar cupcakes at around 830am mcm tu. so, I told him to balik and get some sleep, esok kejot kan aku at 8am. katenyeeeee. haha.

; so, tinggal la kitorng je kt rumah, borak borak borak, online la ape lah. aku busy nak settle kn cupcakes la. buat icing segala bagai. cupcakes sume habis licin dibedal orng mereka mereka yang datang. haha. takpe laaa, takesah pon.

; around 5am mcm tu, cupcakes are settle. so, its kemas kemas time, habis la sume orng kene kemas. haha. Malik siap kene basuh beater lagi. haha, thanks Malik, Pole kemas DVD yang besepah, Chin tukang basuh ape yang patut. cepat je sume settle. ape yang penting, kerjeeesame. hahaha.

; at 6am, they left. balik la mereka dgn perot yg kenyang dgn mata yang mengantok. bye bye, muah muah, Chin pulak balik. thank nyah. muah muah. haha. they left, aku online jap, dlm pkol 645am mcm tu aku tidoo, punye la malas nak naik bilik, lelap dkt couch bawah je.

; Memey kejot kejot suro bangun naik bilik, sekali aku bukak mate, tengok jam, hamek kauuu. 850am. matik akuuuu. orng tu tgg cupcakes at 9am kott. check handphone, tade miscall, Ady tak tejage la tuuu. yang aku pon lupe nk set alarm, haaaa, bgus la kan. cepat cepat, bangun naik ats, basuh muke, berus gigi sume. pastu jerit kt tangga,"Memyyyy, teman Ya hantar cupcakes, tolong pegang kan je, pleaaaaaaseeeeee". then Memy was like, "takpe, Memy drive, Ya peganga".

; fuyh, Memey drive punye la lajuu, dh mcm Japan GT okayy. hahaha. gigih aku pegang cupcakes. haha. alhamdulillah, sempat sampai.

; balik rumah, had breakfast jap, then tidoooo. kt couch lagi. sedar sedar, dh pkol 1230noon. and eh, mak dh sampai rumaaaah. muah muah kt mak, naik atas bwk bantal, sambung tidooo. haha. 315pm baru sedar dgn sesedar nyeeee.

; petang pgi rumah Danang, hntar cupcakes sikit kt dia. mmg saje simpan kn for him (:

; itu sahaja, panjang gile en.

; thanks for reading. sape bace sampai habis, mak sayang kau extra uolsszzzz. hahahah.

; ciao !

my Saturday

*gulp gulp gulp*
thanx mak for the nesface. superb :P

Saturdayy. pagi je dh ulang alik ke hospital, amik kak Leen, bwk balik rumah sini. then, bwk dia balikrumah dia pulak, singgah petrol station, isi minyak, then pgi pasaraya Bintang. last baru balik rumah balik.

lunch on Saturday was awesome. Memy and his family ade kt rumah. kak Nana masak. hehhe. lauk simple simple je. end up, semuanya habis. syok giler okay kitorang mcm tiga bradik. kalau ade mak dgn baba, lagi la syok okay. just like the old times :]
after makan, sume orang tido, except me and Oni. haha. Oni mcm biase lah, sepah sane sini, jalan sane sini. kak Leen tido agak lena, yeaa. lame kan dia tak dpt nk baring dgn proper nye. kt hosp kn tido ats kosi lipat2 tu je. balik rumah dpt tido ats sofa, mmg suatu kenikmatan bg dirinya. hehhe.
I did not sleep sbb tak ngantok. haha. ye ar duu. I woke up at 8.30am act, received call from Ady. then, tidooo balik. pastu bangun tido bangun tido. haha.
then, petang nye, received call from Ady lagi. pegi la aku pick up dia dkt LRT BTS tu. oww. dia pagi mane eh. hehhe. go stalk his blog. ade full details dia pi mana. haha. oh. before pick up Ady, hantar kak Leen balik hosp dulu.

after hantar Ady balik rumah, I went back home, salin2 bju whatsoever, kuar balik. hehhe. pegi Pavy jap, jumpe the Choyys. haha. choyy la sangat. tak menahan. haha. before that, singgah dkt skola lame dlu. tgk Pole and Qayyum skate. my god. oh skolah ku. jumpe, borak2, the promised to them malam mau lepak same di RHB. okay set. tade hal punye. haha.Pole *credits to Ady*we're off to Pavy and its jam jam jam. soo-very-the-KL okay :p

off to Pavy, jalan jalan jalan. jumpe Dann sume. and and and, I met Fiqaaaaa. oh. rindu giler siak same minah ni. like deeeem. padahal bru je like 2days ago kott, she texted me. kate rindu whatsoever, and tetibe, dpt pulak jmp that night. yeeeeeey ! rindu rindu rindu. haha. borak2 sakan jap, kutuk kutuk, maki maki, bahan bahan, gosip gosip. sume lah. then, jmp balik the Choyys tu, kiss kiss, hug hug. then, me and Ady off to Keramat for dinner.snapped by Zakiyy

yeeeey. We dinner at my cousin's gerai. ARIMA Classic Western Food dekat Keramat AU2. betol2 sebelah Jusco baru tu. pegi la makan kt sane okay. sangat la sedab. ape Ady, coselaw tebaik gile eh? haha. harga pon tade la mahal mcm Tony Romas tu. gile kauu. haha. dinner, pok pek pok pek. bla bla bla, yada yada yada. balik lah kami.this is what we ordered, sedabb bai

singgah rumah dulu sbb nk amik my lappy and alang2 tu salin la baju skali. si Ady ngadu ngadu ngantok. ekelleh. tido la nyah. ape daaa. dia tanak tido sbb dia malu. dia kate dia tido muke dia burok. haha. whatever la nyah. end up mmg dia tido pon. in fact, tido tahengat okay. HA HA HA. gini, mase dh smpai kt my house, Ady malas nak masuk. dia kate dia nk stay in the car je lah. I was like, okay. I'll be right back, let me salin baju, get my lappy then we go lah. so, lepas dh buat sume tu, I get back to my car, and there he is. tidoooo. haha. mulot kau tak cover nyah. nasib la shotgun mak dlm kete, kalau tak. mmg dh snap snap snap okay. haha. ketuk2 tingkap, tak jaga jgk. call handphone, tak jage jugak sbb silent. ketuk2, pon tak jage jugak. aiyooo. Ady ady. lastly, nasib la, driver's punye window tu tebukak sikit en, and nasib jgk la tgn aku en, mlm tu mcm kecik je, muat nk seluk masuk. HA HA HA. tarik car keys and unlock the car. baru la si Ady sedar. aiyooo nyah :P
so, we talk talk, sumpa dia mamai yang hamat lgi. haha. I send him home lah. at first dia tanak, sbb dh malam en, then aku pulak nk pgi RHB lg lepak dgn Pole sume. dia tanak aku balik sorang. I was like. no hal la weyy. bule punye. haha. konooon. dgn muke habis confident je ckp dgn dia. pdahal aku tak pndang seyy. haha. actually, mmg agak takot la en, sbb lepak dgn diaorng confirm balik subuh :D. haha. tade la. but, aku nak jgk hntr Ady balik sbb dia penat seyy. tgk muka sumpa tak larat gile. dan dgn berat hati nya pon, dia iye kan saje. echee. berat hati kah? pdahal I taw you mmg soka. hehe.

anyway, sesampai dkt RHB, diaorng sume dh ade. so, lepaaaaaaaaaak lah. Pole kate Chin tade tak best. bosan. fine. aku membosan kan. eew. butoh nk touching. haha. whateverrr. so, lepak la di situ. online bagai. deeem. Qayyum bawak lappy siak, VAIO kau. hameeek. masyuk siot mamat tu skrang. HA HA HA. kalau aku taw, aku pon bwk okay Vaio aku. haha. motiff nk dengki. haha. takpe, Lenovo aku NetBook. gempak ape. HA HA HA. okay. eh. korang biase kan diri lah yeh. nanti nanti, few entries aku mcm agak menjobo *word baru. jobo tu belagak. taken from Ceera and Sepet. hehe.* ape tadi. haaa. entry aku akn byk yg agk menjobo. atau pon belagak, atau pon menunjuk. haha. lantak la korang tak soka ke hape ke, ni blog aku, ate harta aku. ate teman kisah kome idok soke? kome nk ngutok? hahaha. butoh pak hang :DVaio doww. besar doww. haha. giler ar dowww. HA HA HA

lepak lepak lepak. snap snap snap. bahan bahan bahan. kutok kutok kutok. maki maki maki. minum minum minum. makan makan makan. berasap berasap berasap. oh. itu mereka, mak tade ye nyah. tak bekesempatan. HA HA HA. then, balik. si Pole, Malek dgn Qayyum sibok dgn mission. sukati korang lah. haha. so, hari sudah larut subuh, balik lah yeee.
my Sunday was fun too. gheee.

toodles :)

cupcakes

I made cupcakes for Chin.
theres drama happen.
read more on Ady's blog.
heres the picture. weeee*

then, on next day. I had dinner with Chin, Pole and Malek.
oh. I made cupcakes for them too.

its smudgy because mase dalam kete,cupcakes jatoh. haha.
inilah akibatnye tanak snap gambar awal2 :D
the white one, obviously for Pole.
blue for Malek, his birthday on this Sunday *todayy !
and, the green one is for Qayyum.

woyy. aku bkn sengaje nak buat cupcakes utk dia. dh buat utk dioarng, buat kn je la skali.
ape, kau ingt aku tedesar sgt ke nak bodek ex-boyf aku balik.
hellooo, aku tak desperate la bodo.

later that night, Ady came to my house. together with Chin. kitorng buat lawak bodo. ngengg. haha. at 2 sumtin almost 3am kott, bru diaorng blah. haha.

I'm gonna tell you something about Chin.
haih.

Day 17, 18 and 19

again. lambat update lagi. I've been busy lah. mcm2 hal nk kene buat.
aiyoo.

for the first time ever, I didnt visit Yana on Thursday and Saturday. sedih okay.
bukan sengaja tanak pgi, tp ade hal yg tadapat nak dielakkan.

anyway, Yana kne quarantine.
so, tuka tempat lgi. she moved to like a room.
only close family can visit.
her blood ade infection, chemo sume still stop.
now, tmpat nk ccuk air ape sume tu en, bkn dkt tgn dh. tp dkt kaki pulak.
so, agak susah la dia nk begerak.

kak Leen so far so good. after I send her a 7pages of text message, explaining, persuading, comforting her. alhamdulillah. she getting btter.
gosh. I love you kak Leen. ingat sampai mati.

p/s : ade lawak bodo lagi. kan Qayyum dgn Meera pndh msuk wad yg bilik jgk en. si Qayyum en bengkak2, Meera pon infection en. cerita nya, kak Mariah pgi la round2 satu was ni. then, nampak la ward bdk 2 orng ni. then, bile aku smpai hosp, dia dtg jmp aku and ckp
'Yaa, td kak Mariah round2. tengok la en. then, eh. ade Qayyum. tgk bilik sebelah. Meera. waaah. elok la tu. ddok bilik sebelah sebelah. HA HA HA'.
dia gelak siot je. haha. aku dh mcm. aiyooo, kne lagi ke. waaah. tidaaak. haha. WTV.

Abdul Qayyum Roslan

Happy Birthday yuyum
:)

Day 13

currenty listening to ; I Hate This Part by PCD.
feeling ; pathetic

Yana agak moody today. oh. blame the chemo lah. of course. tomorrow kan dh nak start skola, keje sume kan. so, kak Leen will start working tomorrow. meaning that, Mak have to be in the ward to look up for Yana.
big question ; will Yana be okay?

huwm. Yana ni mmg susah sikit. dia mmg mcm magnet dgn mak dia taw. mmg lekat je. langsung tabule renggang. lagi2 dia dkt hosp ni kan, mmg melekat dgn mak dia lah.

as for tomorrow's preparation, mak dgn kak Leen pon try la test today. nak tengok Yana bule tak tinggal dgn Opah dia. puas la kak Leen ckp dgn Yana yang mama nak pgi work. Yana kene tinggal dgn Opah. tgk dia mcm okay je, tp tak lah okay sgt

next song ; Superhuman by Chris Brown & Kery Hilson
thinking ; dem. how I wish I can have someone that have the same voice as Chris Brown *drooling*

at first, melalak la. tp mak ckp kejap je. around 10mins, then dia okay. sbb dia nampak sendiri mak dia pgi kan. but then, mcm no used jgk la mak dkt hosp. just bule tgk je. dia tak bg Opah dia pegang dia langsung. duduk dekat pon tabule, padahal before this okay je. kalau dia nampak sendiri mak dia pegi, dia okay taw. but now, tak la pulak. so, Opah nye nak salin pampers ke ape ke, sume tabule. ade jgk la td dia melalak, sbb ape ntah. in the end, nurse dtg. pujuk2 dia sume. nasib la dia okay taw. tu pon sbb nurse tu promise nak bwk dia pgi kt tmpat nurse tu, main2 tulis2, pastu dia dduk sembang2 dgn doctor mane ntah. so, dia suke lah. but then, still tanak jgk dgn opah dia.

until la mak dia datang, baru la okay. Opah dia sedih je sbb tadapat pegang ape sume kan. aiyoo. mase aku dtg pon, still bad mood. rupenye, dia merajuk dgn mak dia, sbb tinggal kan dia. haih. nak buat camno. kalau kak Leen tak keje, mne nk dtg duit. ape, ingt duit dtg dr langit kah? tidak same sekali okay. kak Leen pon mmg tanak benti keje, sbb dia tanak la dependent dgn orang sume kan. haih, takpe la. no money, no treatment. right?
Yana is having cancer. treatment nye, medication nye mahal. mmg la all of us bule afford tp, this is for such a looooong period. chemo pon dh 2 tahun, yang lain2 lgi. no matter how concern we are, how sympathy we are, still. money is money. huwm

harap2 esok Yana nak la dgn mak.
2009, routine will be different. so different.

now, everymorning I left the house alone la. sbb mak pagi2 dh pgi hosp.
meaning, aku kene bangun awak. nak peluk ciom mak. restu itu penting. lagi2 aku yg drive sampai ke Bangi. ape2 jadi. haaa. choyyy.

esok Yana's third chemo. makin badmood la minah ni. her chemo is on the evening. jst a minor one. cucuk di vontot sahaje

OH.

Memy buat lawak bodo lagi. Grr

tonight, dia dpt taw yang patient dpt katil Yana namenye Ameera. Mak la. dia pgi cite kt Memy yang si Qayyum dh move to other ward sbb bengkak2 dia tu en, then si Meera ni pon dh move to the same ward, sbb she have the same symptoms as Qayyum did.
then

Memy: oh. bdk kecik dpn katil Yana tu namenye Meera?
Mak : a'ah.
Memy ; oooh. Meera ade Qayyum ade. dua2 nye sakit. elok la tu.

pastu dia sengih sengih pandang muke aku. siot betol.

neighbours and perot :D

I love weekend ini. Friday class ponteng. haha. bule?
lecture mengade. aku ade, kau tade. aku tade kau ade.
bule pulak mcm tu en. Grr. haha. whatever.

syoook sbb lepak2 with my neighbours, Farahin and Farha. diaorng ni name je neighbour, tp bkn nye ade kt rumah tu. Grr. suka sgt dduk rumah Opah. nasib la this weekend diaorng ade. syok sikit taw.
yeeeey.

on Thursday night pg Jusco Setiawangsa lg. Baba suke betol pg sane. haha. oh. Aiman pon ikot okay. suke je dia dpt jalan dgn kakak kakak ni :)tayang perot

cover perot

haha. bule? lemak melambung lambung kott mase melompat. HA HA HA.
imagine, kalau Luqman mcm mne la en? *gelak setan =)) =)) =))*
yes Luqman, I know you hate me even mooore.
HA HA HA.

tomorrownya, kami berLumpuran. haha. jalan2 di Kuala Lumpur. oh. rindu nya aku pada KLCC. haha. jalan lengang oooh. best giler bawak kete. baru la ade mood, oh. ni mmg jalan bapak aku. haha. bule? malam nye, melepak lagii. kalau aku dapat melepak tu, fhm2 le maksud nye en. mmg house line clear lah. hahaha.

lepak dkt RHB, lame oooh. manusia manusia yang ade, haruslah orang yang same. haha.
Chin. Pole. Malek. Qayyum. Ady tade sbb tak sehat and cousin dia dtg kt rumah. so, aku replace dgn neighbour aku. haha. sukati la en.
takpe, sume bule ngam punye. tade hal.

setelah puas mengeluarkan hampir ke semua air liur di mulut ini menerusi gelak tawa yang tak hengat punye, haha. after dh puas, begosip, mengutuk, membahan dan seangkatan dgn nye.
kitorng move pg McD Tmn Connaught. hehe.
here comes the silly part. I SLEPT. haha.
mengantuk baii, aku bgn awal kott, dgn jalan2 nye lagi, mau tak penat. so, bile aku letak kple ats meja mcD tu, Farahin dh main2 rambut aku. waaah. syok je rase, mmg teros lelap lah. dgn sejuk nye en. haha. sedar, diaorng kejot aku sbb nk balik. hahaha.

Qayyum

nama tu akan selalu mengejar aku. tak kire mcm mane pon.
HA HA HA.

like seriously okay. meyh aku story mory.

sebenarnya, patient sebelah katil Yana, bdk tu name dia Qayyum. first time aku masuk wad baru Yana tu, kak Leen teros ckp dgn aku, ' Yaa. bdk sebelah ni kan. name dia Qayyum taw. hehehe'. I was like. huuh. ow yeh. haha. aduhai. few days later, Memy dtg hospital. dia pon round2 la dalam ward tu, smpai la dia nampak this one board yg tulis semua name patient kan. bile dia dh bace2 sume en, dia panggil aku. 'Yaaa. kenapa tak bwk buah ke chocolate ke?'. I was like, ' huuuh. buat ape. Yana dah banyak dah. ramai orng bgi dia doww. he replies 'bukan la. ni Qayyum kt bed sebelah. bagi la dia'. aku dah buat muke. then Memy gelak setan kat situ. hampeh betol. sabau je la okay. pastu ade lgi, haaaa. mase Chin dtg, dia pon nampak jgk kott board tu. aku rase lah. taw2 je dia ckp dgn aku 'eh. bdk katil sebelah tu name dia Qayyum. hehe'. aku dah mcm. MY GOD. semua yg noticed mmg perlu ckp dgn aku kee. Grrr. sabaaa je lah. everyday mmg aku dtg hospital, kak Leen ke, mak ke, mesti mcm, 'Yum, yum tido ke. Yum nak makan, Yum bla bla, Yum bla bla.' haha. tahan telinga je la en. tp skrang dh okay. even aku pon dh mcm, 'hye Qayyum. nak makan'. haha.

lepastu pulaaaaaak. ade lagi.

semalam first time aku masuk class CTU. ni kire mcm class history Islam la. class ni dia combine sekali 3 section taw. then, bile aku masuk dlm class tu, aku dgr taw ade bdk laki kt blakang pngil 'Yum, Yum'. aku dh mcm. aik. takkkan la kan. so, aku buat bodo. then, bile lecturer tu panggil name sorang sorang, ade la satu name yg aku mcm tehenti kejap la jantung ni. haha. "Abdul Qayyum'. deeeeem. tekejut okay. sabaaaaar je la. kalau Muhamad Qayyum ke, Ahmad Qayyum ke, Nur Qayyum ke. haha. ape2 la kan, takpe la. ini, Abdul Qayyum. mak aaai. tahan telinga lagi la aku lepas ni. haha.

balik dri college teros aku pgi hospital, akupon cite la dgn kak Leen. dia pon dh tegelak2. dia ckp 'apsal eh Yaa. orng nye tade, name nye pulak yg ade. merate2 je en. hahaha'. haaaa. taw takpe. kak Leen pon geleng2 kepale je. dia pon speechless suda.

aduhaaai. camno ni.
takpe.
betahan betahan.

HA HA HA
=)) =)) =))

hello 2009

New Year's resolution.
I've never had one.
NEVER.

so, why bother now?
right.

Happy New Year peoples.

DuaRibuSembilan // TwoThuosandNine
huwm. aku bakal 19 tahun dalam mase 8bulan 18hari.

aku perlu segera cari calon ni.
aku nak kawen awal.
bule?

tanak la.
kenape aku fikir pasal kawen?
sedangkan Yana sedang berperang dgn dirinya utk melawan virus virus cancer yang lahanat tu.
sedangkan aku perlu fikirkan tentang study aku, perlu atau tidak aku drop satu subject,
sedangkan aku perlu fikirkan tentang bagaimane utk membuat diri lebih devoted kepada yang Esa.

dem.
aku selfish.

aku ada satu plan.
aku nak stress kan diri aku.
aku tanak chill lagi dah.
aku nak stress dan stress dan stress.

baru bule kurus.
baru bule pakse diri nak blaja.
baru rase sedar diri sikit.

yea.
stress kan diri aku.
Qayyum, you are soo good in this.
HA HA HA.

sinis sungguh.

ciao.

bye 2008

some of the 2008 highlights, that I remember lah :)

• On the eve of 2008, I sleptover at Alia's house. konon nk sneak out so that we can celebrate new year, tapi tadapat pon. We end up duduk rumah, and her mommy bwk pg tgk fireworks dkt simpang rumah dia. Once we reached home, I had this crazy idea. hehe. We asked kakak, Alia's maid, buat kan air teh o, in the big bottle. when its done, we shaked it, pretend that its a Chivas. HA HA HA. ngengg. on the Jan 1st pulak, we went to Ezmira's house. Its my first time meeting her tp rase mcm biase je. haha. we hang out at OU the whole day.
  

• Jan 6th, Qayyum's birthday. I bought him a present. agak expensive la. for me. hehe. oh. its my first time EVER kumpul duit. I didnt shop for like 2-3months.

• and on the Jan 26th, me and Qayyum were officially broke up. hello devastation. haha.

• in 2008, theres couple of huge fight between me and my besties. mostly are between me, Pole and Biha. that really effect us. alhamdulillah, me and Pole are getting better but things are still rough between me and Biha.

• I went to AUSTRALIA. weeee*. haha. only for 10days, without my parents. I went with kak Yanie. hehe. stayed at Melbourne for 7days and Sydney for 3days. I touched kangaroo and koala. they are soo cute. I've seen the famous Opera House, the Harbour Bridge. huwm. what else. lotsa things I've done and seen. Including lil bad things. Oh. when I went there, Alia was there too. yeeey. we hang out by ourselves. huuu. scaryy. haha.

• Coach is my first well-knowed branded bag that I have right now. Guess ke ape ke, tolak tepi la eh. hehe. It was a gift from kak Mariah and her hubby, Bill. I got that after I was their photographer for their engagement party.

• Alia went off to study. She went to Aussie for her foundation. sedih giler okay.

• I cant remember the exact that I snucked out. haha. First time I snucked out was with Pole. eh. chop. this was last year lah. haha. late last year. ceit. cancel :D

• while waiting for my SPM result, I was a babysitter. hehe. I babysit Oni for few months.

• starting from July, I'm a college student. weeeee. haha. no more homework okay. assignments sudaaa. haha.

• I have driving license now. yey. sekali pass je taw. hahaha. vangga vangga :P Johor and Perak is the furthers state that I drove.
  

• I made my own cupcakes. It turned out to be good. haha. My first customer is Dann. thanx nyah for believing in me :)

• I went to Summer Splash. It was hectic. me and Alia did some drama in front of the policeman in order to get in. haha. Its my first time wearing bikini. waaaaah. haha. I met a lot of new friends. Thanx a lot to Biha.

• I remember this one time yang kene kacau dgn nigga dkt KlCC. yeaaa. the one yg mse dkt Topshop tu. sumpa scary siak. haraaaaaap sgt it wont happen again. until now, mmg phobia gilos tgk nigga.
  

• first time I bowled. haha. I've never done bowling okay. Thanx to Luqman and Fatin, they both encourage me. so, I bowled lah. It was at Alamanda. hehe.

• I got HTC TYTN II, a PDA for my birthday. thanx Baba, and oh. not to forget my all-time-favourite Swatch which I've been aiming for long time. Thanx Baba, again. hiks.

• 2008 is year of kebaya for me. haha. I made a promise to myself that I will only start to wear kebaya when I'm 18. so, yup I wore it during Raya. until now, I have 3piece of kebaya. cukup la.

• after like 3months I think, Chin finally surprised me. haha. She bought Paris Hilton purse for my belated birthday present. yeeeey. thaaaank you.

• now I have my own SLR. eventhough its only Sony Alpha 200, but I'm blessed. cukup la. canggih2 pon bkn nye reti gune. huwm. nnt nk beli lens la. haha. mcm la lens murah kan. haaaaktuii :D

• Atok passed away, few days before Aidiladha. Yaa rindu sgt kt Atok taw ;(

• Yana confirmed diagnosed with Acute Leukimia. until now, we're strong to get through it.

• lastly, in 2008. I have blog. amirachaos.blogspot.com // Little Voice is born :D

thats all I can remember for now.
past is past. lets make a new memories.

dear 2009,
promise me one thing please? Dont let me down.
EVER again.

:)

A day in KL with Syasya ; 2

we reached home at 8pm something sbb jam gile babos. grr.haha. well, KL. if tak jam, mmg something is not right la kan. hahaha.

malam punye plan ingt nk bwk Syasya pgi RHB. dia teringin nk pg sane sbb dia heran kenape Pole bule lepak sane hari2. haha. aku dgn selambe nye ckp, oh. RHB punye naan cheese terbaik doww. haha. lagi la Syasya suke, sbb dia pon gile naan cheese. mcm kitorng. haha.

but then, tak jadik sbb baba spoiled. grrr. biase la kan, baba kan mmg spoiler. haha. mak pun mcm bengang je. mak ckp biar la diaorng buat hal sendiri, so that tade la Syasya segan wth my parents. tp en, haha. Syasya bkn segan pooon. she talked and talked and talked. dia byk mulut ooh. haha. macam Biha jgk. gheee. tak sombong. mereka2 ini adelah orng2 yang cantik tp sangat friendly, so not snobby okay, so very down to earh, very humble. haaa. okay la tu kan. sedar diri tu cantik pon but still baik je. OMG OMG OMG. apsl nk puji2 lebih en. grrr. hahaha.

dinner at PJ, then we jalan2 kt KL. bwk Sya jalan2 sume, suke je minah tu.

betol2 dpn Pavy ni, si Pole called and said dia ade kt dpn my house. I was like. huuuuh. amboii amboii, mentang2 la Sya tanak jmp, dan2 sanggup dtg rumah. HA HA HA. tak menahaaan. then, Pole kate dia dtg nk hntr mp3, oooooow. okay. yooolah. :D

ingt nk jmp Pole kt RHB sbb Syasya nk tapau naan cheese, but then tak jdi. Baba end up bwk kitorng pg downtown sbb dia nk jmp client dia kat sane, then Pole pon dtg downtown jgk la. dapat jugak la dia jumpa Syasya. hahahahaha. tabule blah. Syasya seram je jumpe Pole, haha. chill la. Pole jmp my mom and Baba jgk. dh jmp Mak, harus la Pole menjawab soalan2 cepu mas. hahaha. tp Pole cover line terbaik punyee. grrr. tamaw cite sini, nnt kembang itu orng. Pole, you want you story same dia, saya diam2 jugak. haha.

balik rumah, tak tido. kitorng onlineeeeee. haha.
eh Izza, we read your blog yg pasal your MK. waaah. loving je entry tu. dh mcm entry I pulak en, yg the one I crite bout how I declare dgn Yum. gheee. same same. haha. bukan la cerita nye same. eh. aiyoo. you get what I mean en? hehe.
oh. Sya called MK and asked apekah perasaan nye membaca entry tu. haha. MK ckp dia happy. fuyyyyo. oh. how I wish I know ape perasaan Yum bace my entry, HA HA HA . ayat cannot goo. mau jgk aku kene talu dgn Yum. haha. chill la. rilex sudeyh :DD

bayang kan, we managed to sleep on the same bed. haha. dh la my bed tu single okayy. Syasya couldnt resist, dia kate my bed best giler. I was like, ooh. okay, tido lah. I slept on the carpet but then Syaa forced me to slept with her. nasib la muat okayy, siap bule pusing2 lagi. haha.
yup, as usual, we slept at 5am. yeeey.

p/s : thanks Yum for the video. gelak tak menahan aku nyah. hahaha.

aidiladha

ahha. ini la entry pending nya. lama suda dalam draft.

now suda ade pictures, bru bule publish :)

I arrived late because of my phone. hehe. My phone was upstairs and I was downstairs. rupe2 nye Chin called me few times tp of course la tak dgr kan. sedar2 je, I called Chin back and she's like "wey. aku dh habis mkn dh kot. cepat ar dtg". haha. okay. so, I rushed to Biha's house.

sampai2 je, ade Chin, Ady, Mel, Dann, Yana and Qayyum. ade lagi few peoples that I tak kenal la. so, salam2, borak2, bla bla bla. Yana balik sudah. sedih ooh. dh la lame tak jmp minah tu. balik awal pulak. grrr.

left to right ; Yana, Baiyah, Biha and Adyoh. I didnt eat. Sorry Biha, seriously, I'm full gileeer :Pmotif gambar ni, sbb Yum ade kt blakang. haha. bule. Pole, aku kan GEDIK? *smug face*oh. gambar mase ni ade banyak, tp muka aku mmg nampak sipi2 je, bdn langsung la tak nampak kan. and you know why right? :D

so, borak borak. Then Yum kate Pole suro amik dia and Malek dkt PWTC sbb diaorng bru arrived from Terengganu *as in the previous entry*. jauh sgt doww. dgn hujan, jam ooh. end up, amik dkt LRT BTR je. sonaang.

Biha, Chin, Pole. pic Malek tade doww. kesian kesian. hehhe

next stop, Ady's house. He insist okay. Only me, Mel, Chin and Dann je pgi. the others stay dkt rumah Biha. smpai rumah Ady, salam2 wth parents whtsoever, terooooooos aku cekup kitten Ady. bapok la comel nak mampos doww. memang aku nak picit2 je. rase mcm nk sorok dkt clivage and bawak balik rumah. haha. bule? tp sure Ady nk ikot sorok dlm clivage jugak en. HA HA HA.

comel oooh. Ady ckp jantan, but I demand its betina. haha. sexual confusion bule? haha. Mel, seriously, you bule jd model that fan. color same dooww. pandai you carik product en. HA HA HAheyy, Dann, kite matching. thats why la you MAK HITIK, sbb I dah MAK HAYAM kan. baahahaha.

anyway, END.