quick peek

first of all, thanx for the wishes loves :)

well anyway, I just wanted to say something.

I've been pouring my heart out, tearing my eyes for stupid people.
highlight, stupid people, not stupid reason.
By being like that, I had forgotten all the other peoples that are not stupid.
highlight, not stupid people, not stupid reason either ;p

to be more particular, word of the day is stupidity.
in details, stupidity here does not refer to the IQ rate or anything to do with educational.
it is referring to a relation bond, common sense and mind your own business.
get it?

so, to those stupid people that happens to be in my life, its fun having you guys.
well, at least I get to feel the fun side of yours first, then making my life miserable with your plain stupidity that seems to be getting more and more stupid.
wish I could enrolled you guys to Smart Reader but then, its for kids and they only teach you using their expensive flash card.
on second thought, I just hope you guys get your karma back. full stop.

all of this thing had made me forget bout other people that are not stupid, again my definition of stupidity does not involved IQ rates or any educational thoughts.

Syasya, I really miss you tooo. I really want to meet you too. I really want to webcamming with you everynight too. I am soooo looking forward to meet you

Izza, thank you soo much for always being there for me. Sorry sometimes my words to you does offended you a bit, but you never seem to bother. Insyaallah, I meet you soon okay.

college friends especially Oya and Luqman. thanx Oya for listening to each and every of my problem. mark my words okay, kau kawan yang aku bawak sampai bile2. kau tau perangai aku kan, kau pon mmg dh masak dgn perangai aku kan, sorry. aku bkn jenis kawan yang start sem baru, bdk sem lepas teros lupe. thats not me okay. and Luqman, thankkkk you soooo much ! I know sometimes I always pissed off over you, marah la ape la, but you tapenah complain. you accept me for who I am. thank you okayyy :)

to other, name name yang selalu disebut
tapayah cakap la. you know who they are to me kan.

motive for this entry
; I feel so idiot, yeaa. idiotic, much much deeper than stupidity. I feel so idiot cause I had been crying and stressing myself with worthless people until I forgot that I still have other peoples that I can count on.

its OKAY that I lose you, cause I know I will be MUCH BETTER without you.
go on, delete me everywhere. by doing that can make you a new person, can make your life be more perfect than before, then go on. who am I to stop you.
let bygone be bygone. and I dare you to delete all those memories of sadness that we had together before in your mind.
if you do, then come and see me, look me in the eyes and say it all loud and clear to me
"Do I know you?"

I DARE YOU.

ciao.


*Oyaaaaa, buku econs aku manee? ;p