confused

sometimes i loook super fat in picture taw.

sometime i look thin.

sometime i look just okay.

i dont know why la. stress stress

but, one thing i know for sure, my mom always making such a big deal about my body.

gemok gemok gemok

but, i did lose a bit weight seyy.

but she kept sayin i gain weight a lot.

when people see me, they'll be like 'eh, bdn susut sikit'.

but when my mom heard people talking bout diet she's gonna stand up loud and let everybody knows that her daughter is super fat. she's gonna make such a big scene about it.

and now, i'm not sure about my own body.

if i gain weight, how come i can wear some tops that i cant wear before.

and, whenever i wear my baju kurung, its gonna look like i'm wearing someone else's baju kurung.

weird.

but, I can guaranteed that this next next next next *not sure when i'm gonna post* entry that I'm gonna post will have a lot of pictures of myself, looking super fat.

especially on the hand. lengan besar seyy, kalau hari hari pegi gym, bule kalah malek noor kot.

grrr.

okay. gonna stop blabbing.