no title.

compare this one.and this one.notice ; tshirt.

huwm. I have 2 inferens bout this.

; Uncle tu taste orang muda
; Chin taste orang tua
or
; they both chinese, so they have same taste.

huwm. haha.

anyway, Chin dah ade blog. since. erk. Oct 2008.
thanx to my friend sbb bg taw.
alahai. no big deal.
ITS JUST A BLOG KAN.

ow yeh.
links?
malas nak jaja.

toodles.

p/s : that Uncle punye pic is small sikit sbb I cropped it. curik curik snap maaa :P

Day 10, 11 and 12

these 3 days, Yana mcm tu lah. nothing much about her sbb dia pon tgh undergo chemo kan.

today, Saturday 3rd is her second chemo. no anesthetic involved.
just an injection on her butt. hehe.

and as usual,
no cry cry. at all.
terorr kaaan. yeeeey.

alhamdulillah.
Yana is still going on.
strong.
very strong.

after chemo mcm biase lah. she will vomit sume.
no. Yana punye rambut tak gugur lagi. banyak lagi.

but theres something that almost burst me to tears.
the way she walks.

kak Leen said mmg mcm tu. the way she walks mmg different.
ntah la. tataw nk describe mcm mane. mmg lain.
tehencut kot. ntah.
kesian sgt. tengok dia jalan mcm tu.
haih. takpe la.
at least she can walk.

oh. heres some pics of her.nurse tanggal kan her water drip for a while. dpt la dia jalan2.
but, she can not walk far from her bed.

before I forgot.
Yana can not easily mix around with other people.
due to her chemo, her antibody mmg sgt sgt low.
so, she is easily effected by viruses or kuman or whatsover lah. kak Leen, rinduuuu sgt nk borak borak mcm dlu. nnt balik eh :(and off they go.

p/s : Qayyum, that boy sebelah Yana's bed to dh moved to another bed sbb dia kne infection. some part of his body bengkak-bengkak. haih.

sory

I'm little busy.
with life.
with college.
with friends.

will update later.
especially bout Yana.

promise
:)

tagging

*tagged by Ady*


Instructions. Answer the questions below and put your answers into the numbers below.

LETTER MEME INSTRUCTIONS:
1. DO THE "LETTER MEME".
2. TAG NO LESS THAN 3 OTHER PEOPLE.
3. THEN COPY THE "HOW-TO" LETTER MEME, AND FINISH YOUR JOURNAL ENTRY.

Dear (the last person who text messaged you),I don't really know how to tell you this, but (1). I think I realized it (2) (3) and I saw you (4) (5). I'm sure you're (6) enough to understand (7). I'm returning (8) to you, but I'll keep (9) as a memory. You should also know that I (10) (11).
(12), (Your name)


1. WHAT'S THE COLOUR OF YOUR SHIRT?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. WHICH IS YOUR BIRTH MONTH?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. WHICH FOOD DO YOU PREFER?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kebabs - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In woman's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. WHAT'S THE COLOUR OF YOUR SOCKS?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot- Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. WHAT'S THE COLOUR OF YOUR UNDERWEAR?
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Black- My best friend
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My pen-pal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. WHAT DO YOU PREFER TO WATCH ON TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost- High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. YOUR MOOD RIGHT NOW?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa Doesn't Exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyed - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. WHAT'S THE COLOUR OF YOUR WALLS IN YOUR BEDROOM?
Yellow - Your love letters
White - Your ring
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. THE FIRST LETTER OF YOUR FIRST NAME?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbor Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your best friend
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. THE LAST LETTER IN YOUR LAST NAME?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. WHAT DO YOU PREFER TO DRINK?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda- The incarnation as an Eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whiskey - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. TO WHICH COUNTRY WOULD YOU PREFER TO GO ON A VACATION?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease(Japan, BITCH!)
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Boo-hoo now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family


Dear Chin
I don't really know how to tell you this, but I'll join the monastery. I think I realized it When we skinny dipped Outside of Chicago and I saw you Sit on My fart balloon
. I'm sure you're Emotional enough to understand That I get turned on by garbage men. I'm returning Your ring to you, but I'll keep Your photo as a memory. You should also know that I Never liked Eggplant-fetishism

Your everlasting enemy,
Amira

stupidooo. hahaha

I tag
; Luqman
; Iza
; Shafie

Qayyum

nama tu akan selalu mengejar aku. tak kire mcm mane pon.
HA HA HA.

like seriously okay. meyh aku story mory.

sebenarnya, patient sebelah katil Yana, bdk tu name dia Qayyum. first time aku masuk wad baru Yana tu, kak Leen teros ckp dgn aku, ' Yaa. bdk sebelah ni kan. name dia Qayyum taw. hehehe'. I was like. huuh. ow yeh. haha. aduhai. few days later, Memy dtg hospital. dia pon round2 la dalam ward tu, smpai la dia nampak this one board yg tulis semua name patient kan. bile dia dh bace2 sume en, dia panggil aku. 'Yaaa. kenapa tak bwk buah ke chocolate ke?'. I was like, ' huuuh. buat ape. Yana dah banyak dah. ramai orng bgi dia doww. he replies 'bukan la. ni Qayyum kt bed sebelah. bagi la dia'. aku dah buat muke. then Memy gelak setan kat situ. hampeh betol. sabau je la okay. pastu ade lgi, haaaa. mase Chin dtg, dia pon nampak jgk kott board tu. aku rase lah. taw2 je dia ckp dgn aku 'eh. bdk katil sebelah tu name dia Qayyum. hehe'. aku dah mcm. MY GOD. semua yg noticed mmg perlu ckp dgn aku kee. Grrr. sabaaa je lah. everyday mmg aku dtg hospital, kak Leen ke, mak ke, mesti mcm, 'Yum, yum tido ke. Yum nak makan, Yum bla bla, Yum bla bla.' haha. tahan telinga je la en. tp skrang dh okay. even aku pon dh mcm, 'hye Qayyum. nak makan'. haha.

lepastu pulaaaaaak. ade lagi.

semalam first time aku masuk class CTU. ni kire mcm class history Islam la. class ni dia combine sekali 3 section taw. then, bile aku masuk dlm class tu, aku dgr taw ade bdk laki kt blakang pngil 'Yum, Yum'. aku dh mcm. aik. takkkan la kan. so, aku buat bodo. then, bile lecturer tu panggil name sorang sorang, ade la satu name yg aku mcm tehenti kejap la jantung ni. haha. "Abdul Qayyum'. deeeeem. tekejut okay. sabaaaaar je la. kalau Muhamad Qayyum ke, Ahmad Qayyum ke, Nur Qayyum ke. haha. ape2 la kan, takpe la. ini, Abdul Qayyum. mak aaai. tahan telinga lagi la aku lepas ni. haha.

balik dri college teros aku pgi hospital, akupon cite la dgn kak Leen. dia pon dh tegelak2. dia ckp 'apsal eh Yaa. orng nye tade, name nye pulak yg ade. merate2 je en. hahaha'. haaaa. taw takpe. kak Leen pon geleng2 kepale je. dia pon speechless suda.

aduhaaai. camno ni.
takpe.
betahan betahan.

HA HA HA
=)) =)) =))

Day 9

sory lambat update. terpinga sebentar sbb dh 2009.
rasa diri makin tua.
grrr.

anyway, rupe2 nye air sum sum tulang tu sempat jgk amik semalam. yang tak sempat is nak masuk ubat. ooooow. wrong information daaa. hampun hampun :P

finally, Yana dah pon start her first chemo. so far, dia mcm biase je. haha. tak mcm bdk kne chemo pon okay. cheerful mcm biase lah. seronok je dia. muntah muntah tu ade lah. mmg patut pon. kalau tak muntah, harus lah ade sesuatu.

Yana kene undergo chemo for at least 2years. Doc dh pon explain everything kt kak Leen and abg Anip, even bg kt diaorng this one paper yg ade plan for Yana's treatment for this 2 years. mcm2 jenis chemo lah yg dia kne buat.

hopefully Yana will get better. ni pon baru first chemo kan, so tak nampak lagi la the effects. lame2 nnt ade la tu.

but I know Yana is a very strong kid. She get thru this. Insyaallah.

eh. jangan berhenti berdoa utk Yana.
this is just the beginning, theres more to come
:)

radiant konon

saje aku letak gambar tu.
FYI, tu last picture yang aku MMS dkt Yum.
mase ni sebenarnye hati aku tengah rabak, sbb aku dapat taw dia dgn pompuan lain
tapi somehow, aku rase gambar ni muka aku mcm berseri-seri giler.
aku pon tataw kenapa.

dah la. jom gelak setan.
eh tanak. gelak guling guling cukop.
=)) =)) =))
HA HA HA

*sumpa tak ikhlas en*

hello 2009

New Year's resolution.
I've never had one.
NEVER.

so, why bother now?
right.

Happy New Year peoples.

DuaRibuSembilan // TwoThuosandNine
huwm. aku bakal 19 tahun dalam mase 8bulan 18hari.

aku perlu segera cari calon ni.
aku nak kawen awal.
bule?

tanak la.
kenape aku fikir pasal kawen?
sedangkan Yana sedang berperang dgn dirinya utk melawan virus virus cancer yang lahanat tu.
sedangkan aku perlu fikirkan tentang study aku, perlu atau tidak aku drop satu subject,
sedangkan aku perlu fikirkan tentang bagaimane utk membuat diri lebih devoted kepada yang Esa.

dem.
aku selfish.

aku ada satu plan.
aku nak stress kan diri aku.
aku tanak chill lagi dah.
aku nak stress dan stress dan stress.

baru bule kurus.
baru bule pakse diri nak blaja.
baru rase sedar diri sikit.

yea.
stress kan diri aku.
Qayyum, you are soo good in this.
HA HA HA.

sinis sungguh.

ciao.