kept it

Its been soo long since I listened to this song.
and tonight as I browsing youtube.com, somehow I click on this video.
have a listen to its lyrics.

to peoples, I'm not gonna delete this blog or any of the entries in this blog.
delete blog have been part of my life now.
nowadays, I'm back to my old habit, where I tend to kept whatever I felt. I dont know why. Its been so hard for me to express whatever I feel to my friends.
so, I kept it.
and its hurting me.
from inside.

I have trust issues.
I think they don't get along with me very well.
I thought I have but eventually, I lost it.

I just want to keep it low.
friends, bestfriends or whatever friends I have,
I think you guys have lost me.

because, I have lost all of you.
ALL.

Ezan Alia,
I only NEED her now. please.



p/s : bloggers, I'll be back, soon. very soon :)