ow dem

just right after I post entry bout my result thingy tu kan, when I check back, my result is out.
and, it doesnt impressed me at all.
demit.

I need to repeat paper, and that is Math.
aiyooo. dr dlu smpai sekarang my biggest problem in study is Math.
dh aku lembab, nak buat camne.
excercise ke hape ke, seems not working for me.
*yeh? HA HA HA.

demyu effin friggin math. nasib ade gang nk repeat. haha. bule pulak mcm tu.
haih. ape la nak jadi amira zafirah.
takpe takpe, chill la. bru first sem.
mmg la kne score but it had happen and I've learned my lesson.
next sem, try harder.
*chewaaaah. ayat nk sedabkan hati je. ahaha.

so, as I was so stress bout it, I'm thinking of baking.
yea, baking really helps me. The moment you done baking, and people eat whatever you bake and say they like it *eventhough they just pretend it :D* I feel relieved.
because I finally know, theres something that I'm good at. hehhe.
but then, ingredient tak cukup nak bake, and I am soo super lazy to buy it.

I end up making macaroni. *weee
I cooked A LOT. so I text Chin, asked her to come over and makan2 with us.

but something happen.
out f sudden, Chin came, along wth Ady and Zakiyy. Its not that I'm not happy to see them, of course I do.
but then, haih. Chin.

babe, what happen to you?
its not that I'm saying you done bad stuff or whatever.
but, I just want to know.
WHAT HAPPEN TO YOU?
you do understand what I'm saying right.
I know maybe you're mad when you read this, I'm sorry.
but, it seems that, you seems different.

and if I ever did wrong or abandoned you or whatever you think that maybe its my fault,
then I'm sorry.
I just cant adapt with you whole new lifestyle.
Its your way of life, so I dont want to intefere that.
all I want to know is, What Happen To You.

others, get you ass off bout this.
its between me and Chin.

I dont want you guys opinion.
I just want to know Chin's answer.
face to face.

babe, I need answer.
look me in the eye and tell me.
no texting, no calling.
woman to woman.

tell me when you're ready.

END