Day 4

its been 4 days Yana in the ward. 3 junior pine of blood have been inserted to her.

full result is not out yet, but Yana had been confirmed that she have Leukimia.

next treatment is chemotheraphy.

belom start lagi, need to wait for the full result, to know her stage.

subhanallah.

news flash ;

Yana had move to a different ward, something to do with Oncology.

4days in HUKM and I know about this :-

• a baby next to Yana's bed named Umairah. She was healthy born but sadly, she is struggling with heart failure and pneumonia. I've never seen her parents and today kak Leen asked nurse bout it and we both shocked when we heard the answer. Umairah telah dibuang oleh ibu bapanya. Orang jmp dia somewhere somewhere and she had been sent to Jabatan Kebajikan Masyarakat. haih. aku sumpah mak bapak dia mati tak diterima dek bumi.

• A girl on the opposite bed of Yana have been staying at the ward for 8 years. She is suffering from various complication. She had only half of her brains and one side of her lungs had collapsed. She cant really breathe.

• In the ICU, theres this one 7 year old boy. He had been there for one week, in comma. He fell off in the swimming pool for 10 mins. People found him floating. The water had gone to his brain and theres not enough oxygen in his body. Today, doctor had informed to his mother that theres no hope. He is fully dependent on the life machine. Late evening, a lot of people came. kak Leen told me that they wanted to stop the machine, and let him die, peacefully. huwm.

whenever I think about this, I will feel blessed. We still can see Yana, acting normal. Her laugh, the way she speaks, she still can move, eat, breathe. She is still normal, at least from the outside.

Alhamdulillah.

sesiapa yg turut simpati bout Yana's condition, terima kasih banyak banyak.
Allah yg dpt membalas budi sekalian.

*eyes closed*

*berdoa*

*tears dropped*

kuat Mira kuat.
at least for Mak and kak Leen.

I know I can face this.

*smug face*