alhamdulillah

yesss. I am sooo relieved right now.
one problem dowwwn.
yeeeeeeeeeeees !

loveee loveee loveeee and thank youuu to you-know-I'm-talking-bout-you-guys.
hiks. fikir la korang sampai lebam yee.

yup. I'm home now.
FOR A WHILE only. ahad malam ke Bangi semula.

anyway,I will I've already miss youuu okayy.

he is off to Melbourne for 6dayss.
eleeeeeeh, I dah pegi sane dulu la papi, tak heran poon. I pegi for 10 days taaw. I tak heraaaan. snowy tak besst. sejoook sgt okay. I tak heraaaaan la you pegi. heeellleeeeeh !

HA HA HA. ayat tangkap nak sedabkan hati sendiri sajoo. gheeeee..
padahal, dalam hati membara je, jealous tahap melampau. hahhaha.

p/s : link saya pgi Aussie ade kt sidebar. ngeh ngeh ngeh. jobbbooooo :DDD

bye 2008

some of the 2008 highlights, that I remember lah :)

• On the eve of 2008, I sleptover at Alia's house. konon nk sneak out so that we can celebrate new year, tapi tadapat pon. We end up duduk rumah, and her mommy bwk pg tgk fireworks dkt simpang rumah dia. Once we reached home, I had this crazy idea. hehe. We asked kakak, Alia's maid, buat kan air teh o, in the big bottle. when its done, we shaked it, pretend that its a Chivas. HA HA HA. ngengg. on the Jan 1st pulak, we went to Ezmira's house. Its my first time meeting her tp rase mcm biase je. haha. we hang out at OU the whole day.
  

• Jan 6th, Qayyum's birthday. I bought him a present. agak expensive la. for me. hehe. oh. its my first time EVER kumpul duit. I didnt shop for like 2-3months.

• and on the Jan 26th, me and Qayyum were officially broke up. hello devastation. haha.

• in 2008, theres couple of huge fight between me and my besties. mostly are between me, Pole and Biha. that really effect us. alhamdulillah, me and Pole are getting better but things are still rough between me and Biha.

• I went to AUSTRALIA. weeee*. haha. only for 10days, without my parents. I went with kak Yanie. hehe. stayed at Melbourne for 7days and Sydney for 3days. I touched kangaroo and koala. they are soo cute. I've seen the famous Opera House, the Harbour Bridge. huwm. what else. lotsa things I've done and seen. Including lil bad things. Oh. when I went there, Alia was there too. yeeey. we hang out by ourselves. huuu. scaryy. haha.

• Coach is my first well-knowed branded bag that I have right now. Guess ke ape ke, tolak tepi la eh. hehe. It was a gift from kak Mariah and her hubby, Bill. I got that after I was their photographer for their engagement party.

• Alia went off to study. She went to Aussie for her foundation. sedih giler okay.

• I cant remember the exact that I snucked out. haha. First time I snucked out was with Pole. eh. chop. this was last year lah. haha. late last year. ceit. cancel :D

• while waiting for my SPM result, I was a babysitter. hehe. I babysit Oni for few months.

• starting from July, I'm a college student. weeeee. haha. no more homework okay. assignments sudaaa. haha.

• I have driving license now. yey. sekali pass je taw. hahaha. vangga vangga :P Johor and Perak is the furthers state that I drove.
  

• I made my own cupcakes. It turned out to be good. haha. My first customer is Dann. thanx nyah for believing in me :)

• I went to Summer Splash. It was hectic. me and Alia did some drama in front of the policeman in order to get in. haha. Its my first time wearing bikini. waaaaah. haha. I met a lot of new friends. Thanx a lot to Biha.

• I remember this one time yang kene kacau dgn nigga dkt KlCC. yeaaa. the one yg mse dkt Topshop tu. sumpa scary siak. haraaaaaap sgt it wont happen again. until now, mmg phobia gilos tgk nigga.
  

• first time I bowled. haha. I've never done bowling okay. Thanx to Luqman and Fatin, they both encourage me. so, I bowled lah. It was at Alamanda. hehe.

• I got HTC TYTN II, a PDA for my birthday. thanx Baba, and oh. not to forget my all-time-favourite Swatch which I've been aiming for long time. Thanx Baba, again. hiks.

• 2008 is year of kebaya for me. haha. I made a promise to myself that I will only start to wear kebaya when I'm 18. so, yup I wore it during Raya. until now, I have 3piece of kebaya. cukup la.

• after like 3months I think, Chin finally surprised me. haha. She bought Paris Hilton purse for my belated birthday present. yeeeey. thaaaank you.

• now I have my own SLR. eventhough its only Sony Alpha 200, but I'm blessed. cukup la. canggih2 pon bkn nye reti gune. huwm. nnt nk beli lens la. haha. mcm la lens murah kan. haaaaktuii :D

• Atok passed away, few days before Aidiladha. Yaa rindu sgt kt Atok taw ;(

• Yana confirmed diagnosed with Acute Leukimia. until now, we're strong to get through it.

• lastly, in 2008. I have blog. amirachaos.blogspot.com // Little Voice is born :D

thats all I can remember for now.
past is past. lets make a new memories.

dear 2009,
promise me one thing please? Dont let me down.
EVER again.

:)

cookies and thoughts

I baked chocalate chip cookies today, yeeey ! I got the recipe on the internet and since I've been craving to bake this couple of weeks, so I chose today to bake.

Punye la ssh nye nk nyiapkan cookies ni. dah buat2 sume, skali tak jdi pulak nk bake mse tu. last2 tgg mlm bru bule nk bake kan. tgg baba balik, ajk pgi rumah lg stu, amek oven kt stu. haha. but sokay, my cookies end up to be good :D

butter, flour, baking soda, white & brown sugar and other ingredients and with the help of the mixer, my dough turn up to look good. since, I made this dough around 330-4,00pm, I kept it in the refrigerator until night. biler my oven dh smpai rumah, bru la bwk kluar balik, let it warm a bit then, bru la nk bakar cookies tu. and oh. tons of chocolate chips :DD

at first, ramai la orng kt dapur tu. dtg, borak2, tolong2 and stuff. but then biler dh mlm, I'm alone in the kitchen. and hey, theres cute part of this, kak Leen dtg dapur, rase my cookies a bit. then she like "Ya, cmne ni. kak Leen nk tido" thn I'm, like "lah. pgi la tido" the she said "tp nanti Ya sorang" and I'm like" aloorrwww", cute kaaaan. I looove my sister. she's so cute. and I told her I'll be okay. besides, I'm a lone ranger. cheee. haha. so, I bake and bake, all alone. ambik dough tu using the fork and place it on the trays yg dh sapu dgn butter. so, bile dh sorang2 kat kitchen yg senyap sunyi sepi tu, my mind started thingking about a lots of things. first thing tht came out in my mind was "I wished Alia is here now". I miss her so much. I received her messege last nite saying she lost her phone again, and her apartment will hve internet by nxt week, and she will tell me the whole story. so, just hope she have her internet by nxt week. then I felt sunyi giler, so I played music on my phone, sangkot la dkt rack2 situ. first song played, D&G Dancefloor. haha. baking2 dgn lagu mcm tu. mau nye tak layan kauu. haha. then, I'sm started thinking about Qayyum. I'm like "daaamn, that guy missed out a lot" . haha. then, aku pon mcm bayang2 kan la, IF I am together with him now, msti mcm best giler je. now dh bule bwk kete, transport dh mcm no hal. dia takyah dh nk jln2 kaki pgi LRT or sibuk2 dgn scooter dia yg giler tuh. mmg ku sanggop punye lah hantar dia kemna2. jnji dpt jmpe en. haha. thn aku fkir plak, mne bulee. mnyak mahal doww. bazir. thn aku cam haha. takde maknenyeee. naik tak naik, jnji dpt jmpe. kate pon zaman cintan cintun en. baaahaha. pastu melarat lg fkir2 ni, msti Yum mcm suke je dpt GF yg buat bnde2 mcm ni. hehhe. aku mmg suke baking2 masak2 ni. nnt klo dh bake something, bule hntar kt dia, nnt mak dia bule rase, dgn itu, dpt la amik hati mak dia. echeee..berangan jauh benar je en. ahahahaha. pastu tetibe, aku cam tefikir plak. every month, msti ade couple of day, yg aku msti mcm ingat giler babeng dgn dia. mesti ade taww. aku pon tataw knape. msti ade je hari2 aku mcm, ingat2 la balik sume2 tu kan. thn kdang2 tenangis jgk la. pstu rase mcm rinduuuu sgt dgn dia. haih. tataw la knpe. thn mst ade je hri2 yg aku rse mcm aku benci giler dgn dia. rse mcm meluat je.haha. hari2 tu mmg hari feveret aku ah. cheeee. knon laa. haha.

pastu buat2, aku tefikir plak psl fathers day, ape la aku nk buat for baba. ingt nk bgi cookies ni lah, tp baba takde la suke sangat bnd2 mcm ni. haha. mcm mne la kan. thn tbe2 ingt plak psl birthday aku, hehhe. nk present ape la kan. aku teringin nk camera DSLR, aku kan mmg suke snap2 ni, al maklum la, I kan photocather. hehe. then, aku teringin pulak nk kete, idaman kalbu ku semestilah Suzuki Swift, tp kete tu mahal, tak smpai hti nk mntk kt baba, nnt nk byr installment every month byk je. so, plan2 nk mintak baba MyV. hehe. best duh kete tu. aku bwk that day. aiseeyy. layan jeee. pstu aku mcm, ceit. tanak lah. pkai je kete kancil tu. senang, fkir2 aku ingt nk beli kete dgn duit aku sendri. bile dh keje sume2 en, kite kumpul duit. insyaallah. pastu aku tefikir plak psl cookies aku ni, aku fkir mne la aku nk smpan recipe ni. pstu aku cam. heee..klo ade organiser kan best. PDA. chee.. bkn nk save appointment, tp nk save recipe, then aku teringat plak gadget yg PDA Sidekick tu, yg mcm Kim Kardashian pakai tuu. walaweyy, style dowww ! haha.

pastu kan, aku teringat Alia balik, kan best kalau aku buat cookies ni before dia pgi, dpt dia makan taw. haih. rindu sangat la dkt dia tuuh. rupe2 nye, phone aku bunyi, ade messege, Chin tanye aku online ke tak. aduyyai, tak dopek la aku rply, biar kan je la. msti dia dh tdo pnye. tgh syok2 buat, dh nk hbis dh pon. abg Anip balik. tgk la aku bake. dia pon mcm tekejot je. haha. anyway, he liked it so much, banyak dia mkn taw. ade 2 trays yg over baked, tak hangus la but tersangat la brown, almost black la,tp yg tu abg Anip mkn, dia suke. dia kte burok2 pon tp sedap. rangup. haha. thanx abg Anip.

well, anyway, I paste the photos, rse2 mcm dh telan air liur tuh, cepat2 la pgi FamousAmous. rase nye lebih kurang same jee. haha. :D

updates

gaaah. maw sgt nk update blog en. fine. ya update okay. bluek !

the next day, that is on Sunday, we went to Victoria Market. its like brng mcm2 murah2 la kot thn bule bargain. it was fun. kene pndai bli coz ade certain things is considered mahal. so. pndai2 la fkir gne kepale hotak. haha.later, we had lunch with Ezan, my bestfriend and her mom at Es Teler, an Indonesion restaurant. We met up at 1.30 pm in front of the restaurant, salam2, kenal2 a bit then msok dlm hotel. IT was so fun as everyone was getting along very well. Makan pon mmg sedap2 je en, yela. indonesian food. Mmg gerenti gemok punye la tp mmg la mahal bagai if ou convert RM. mcm dh mkn kt EDEN or Mdm Kwan or Chakri Palace je. padahal rstaurnt biase2 je taw. Grr. btw, the lunch was kak Maria's idea. (:

after that, I followed Ezan back to her hotel that she stayed wth her mom. && on the way back, her mom as in Auntie Rosnah bought me a Keds pump. OMG. the thing is I always saw the pumps in the Australian mag (Dolly, Girlfriend) so, when she bought that pumps for her daughter, I was like jakun giler.Tht pumps is like mahal la whn cnvert to RM so its like no way i'm gonna buy it. So, she said to me tht she wanted to buy it for me. awww. thanx auntie ! so i chose the same design as Ezan's. kate pon kembar kan. hahah. during that time, kak Maria, cik Enon and kak Yani went to Victoria Market. again (:
at around 5pm, they all arrived at the hotel. Auntie Rosnah invited them for tea. they came and chit chatting for a looooooooooong time. haha. frm current issues to health, frm entertainmnt to politic. ayoyo. lme btol. kami pon mngundurkn dri at arond 8pm sumtin kott. thn we head on to Nandos for dinner, tp take away je. Nandos is halal kt sni. so mmg la rmai Islam yg mkn kt stu. We arrived home, had our dinner and then, its packing time.

Our flight tp Sydnes was early in the morning, 7am. gooosh. ngantok bagai. the journet took about 1hr30min but somethng hppen. We had to land in Canberra due to storm ( i think) in Sydney. so plane mmg tak bule nk land, so. benti jap kt Canberra, plane isi mnyk, thn we continue our journey to Sydney. we finally arrived there at 10-11am something.
When we arrived, took a cab to our hotel at Liverpool Street, Radisson Hotel and Suite.the hotel was booked by Bill, kak Maria's hsband. so tmpt mmg strategic giler. nk pgi mne2 jst jln kaki je. frm our hotel to Darling Harbour is like 10 min walk (to dh kire slow dh tu).
Frst day was nothing, went there,jln2. mkn2, snap2 gmbr thn we went to Powerhouse Museum, a museum for Princess Diana. best giler laaa !

so. now its the best part. we went to BONDI BEACH. omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg YA ALLAH ! haha. amek kauu. mmg jakun dugong aku lah haha. excited bagai giler nyaaah. frm our place to Bondi (pronounced as Bon-dai) takes a bout 15mins. dekat je kan. mmg best giler la. ingt lg dlu2. kak Leen bgtaw psl Bondi beach. mmg popular giler en. then slalu tgk2 gmbr je and now. I went there okay. OMG. hahaha. mmg syok la. cuci mate habes. fhm2 je la mat2 minah2 saleh tuh eh. tuh pon we went there on the evening, so mmg tak ramai sgt coz tak brape pnas. weather is like chill. sif like realy hot like on the afternoon mmg rmai gler mreke berbaring2 kt pntai tuh. sun tanned lah kate kan. haha. bodo2 je. we went there. lpk2. ate all the junk food. lpk2 there. snap2 pic. gelak2 bodo. haha. it was fun !
haaaaaah. enought about Bondi. we headed back and its dinner time. we ate kebab. haha. halal la kaaan (:

the nxt day, we went to Sydney Aqaurium. biase lah. tgk segale menatang dlm air tu en.we went to see the.......Sydney Opera House. and also the bridge. we didnt cross the bridge. mls la kan. takde ape pon. took a looooooot of pic.lepak2. i love seeing the local people buskering around the area plying the didgeridoo.( sory. no pic. its in my own cam). mmg best giler la. love it. Bill belanje kitorng dinner kt Captain Cook Cruise. best jgk la. tak mkn sgt pon. mnom2 tgk view. awwwwh.. (:
&& Memy, ade penguin kt aquarium tu tawww. while waiting to go to the dinner in cruise, kitorng pgi lpk2 kt garden. cant remmber the name. but its around the opera house. cantek sangat. mmg best giler. oh. and our lunch was fried seafood, we ordered mcm dkt this one stall. ade fsh n chip, fried calamari. crab stick and fries && i ate it with ketchup. haha, frst time you. tp nseb la sedap. kt sni ktchup diorng mcm lain sket la. tuh la yg bule trime ank tekak ni. kalo tak. jgn hrp la. mst cri chillie sos nye en.

haha. pic yg kt ats ni kitorng try nk buat muke mcm yana kalo suro senyum. ahahahahahahaha. sume2 tak jadi en. wawawa :D

at night, we went out to watch 3D movie, Haunted Castle at IMAX theatre at Darling Harbour. Our movie was on 10 pm and its raining. so mmg amat2 la freezing cold. Grrr.

so. that is my last nite at Sydney. gaaaah. I wont be able to go there anymore but alhamdulillah, smpai jga akhir nya. it was fun. overall,
guys in Sydney is much much cute than Melbourne. haha. mse on the way back to Melbourne, in flight en , I sat next to this hot guy in suit. haha. kitorng blek on weekdays kan, so mmg flight full with people travel in suites i mean, travel for business. haha. syok. && ingt lg. mse kt Bondi Beach tu, we saw this one hot guy. mmg hot giler babeng la (kak Yani prasan kate tht guy pndang dia. haha. dia pndang Ya dgn kak Maria jgk la. haha :D). hensem giler dowww. kitorng nk blek dia plak bru smpai.nk surf la. he was wearing the surfer suit tu kan. tp he unzip la until his waist. mmg hansem gler babeng. kak Maria selambe je ckp 'comel nye Yaaaa' in front of him. haha. dia bukan fhm sepatah haram pon kan, and as for me. I was like stunned giler. mmg tehenti tros nafas. hensem gilerrrr. rugi btol tak snap his pic kan. al maklum la. tepegun benar. haha. so tht is my pic of my last day in Sydney. rawksome !