peritnyeeee

saya kene sorethroat. sakitnyeeee.
nak telan air liur, nauzzubillah.

oh. that is me NOW. selebet kan?
duuh. baru bangun tido ah. ngeng.
tp. mmg saya makin selebet pon sekarang. tak terurus je.
rambut. I want to perm again, mcm dlu tu. its good lah that thing.
mak suke noks. hiks!

heeee. nak tanye ni nak tanye.
korang rasekan lan, PDA mane yeng best. I kan macam dah tangkap cintaaan je dengan Dopod C800. hehhe. walaupun tak dapat Sidekick macam Kim Kardashian tu kan, tp if dapat Dopod tu pon macam okay je.
heee..bitaw lah bitaw lah.

Abg Bear, okay tak?

:)

*ergh. sakit!*

weird

weird stuff happened to me.
huwm.
ask Chin. she knows about it all.

the thing is, everytime I tried to move on, things from the past will come and haunt me.
but, I know I will get through with it.
dugaan dari Allah SWT kan?

haih.

takpe. Amira kan strong.

I'm the girl that smile when I'm hurt.

kan Biha?

:B

Chin gave me this through myspace.

Don't you worry bout the time
Don't you worry bout the distance
I'll be there with you tonight
To make sure you wont feel lonely
Wanna make you kiss me just like our first time
Grab my waist just you did it always
Dont want to see you crying and you know that
Remind you all the times that you wont forget
Don't you, Don't you be so sellfish
Dont try to make it right ( Dont you know I'll be fine without you )
Don't try to make it right ( Don't you know I'll be fine without you )
I Wish I can stop the time
No matter how far the distance
Will you think of me tonight
To be with me forever
Wanna make you kiss me just like our first time
Grab my waist just you did it always
Don't want to see you crying and you know that
Remind you all the times that you wont forget
Don't you, Don't you be so sellfish
Don't try to make it right ( Don't you know I'll be fine wiithout you)
Don't try to make it right ( Don't you know I'll be fine without you )
Don't you, Don't you say 'Im sorry'
And pretend to cry ( Don't you know I'll be fine without you )
And pretend to cry ( Don't you know I'll be fine without you )
Don't you, Don't you say 'Im sorry' ( Don't you know I'll be fine without you )
And pretend to cry ( Don't you know I'll be fine without you )
And pretend to cry ( Don't you know I'll be fine without you )


huwm.


*numb*

oh lupe!

oowwww damn !

their official photographer.

Alia ! part 2

July 13th, 2008.

Groom's Side Reception.

Dewan Tun Rahah.

oooow. I love this day. sebab kan. sebab kan. sebaaaaaaaaaaaaab. sebab. sebababababab. becauseeeeeeeeeee theres me and and and dan dan and daaaaaaaaaaan aanndddddd WAWA and ALIA !

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG.

the twins are here, but only for couple of hours. awwww ;((

hahha. Alia looks slim because of her baju taw. tak aci, she gained her weight! :DDD I went there together with my parents, sat at table which was blocking by this one big tiang and I couldnt see the pelamin. alaaa. but its okay, they have TV at the tiang. hehhe. but couldnt care less because Alia and Wawa sat at the same table as mine. hehhe. all we did was talk and laugh and laugh and talk and eat and laugh. hahaha. ade this one lady ask my mom, "anak ke semua ni?" haha. my mom gelak jee. "tade laaah. yg tuh adik pengantin, the other one her cousin and this one is my daughter. they all bestfriend" heee. we all just laughed. then my mom stared at us and she said, "betol la. korang mcm twins." haha. baru taw ke mak ooi. ape daa. hehhe. duuh. look at the hair pon dh cukup. but but, Alia looks super nice that night, I mean of course she had too. her hair looks damn good on her. eh. you pgi saloon dkt Subang Jaya tu eh? cantik ooh. haha. and Wawa, as usual, she's gorgeous okay. the wedding was nice, okay la. I am definitely not bored because I had them with me, and mak really enjoyed watching us, dia pon gelak same je bile kitorang gelak padahal dia bukn taw ape pun kitorng ckp, she laughed because we laughed. haha. taw la. aku kn memang gelak mcm syaitaaan ;DD my father was busy chit chatting with the other family that sat on the same table with us, borak borak. syok je baba. haha. the food was nice. I like the dessert. tataw ape bende, tapi sedaaap. My parents really enjoyed the speech by Alia's father. In the speech. he complimented his wife a lot. so, that really made my parents respect Alia's father because he is so proud and happy to compliment his wife in front of all the guest Wawa's hairclip. cantik kaaaaaaaaan? mak suke noks! haha :D
this is the dessert that I talked about. sedab mcm mukimark! hahahaha ;p

later on Achik and kak Jana join out table. oh. they dont have the family table taw. so, when the feast start, the family members sume tade tmpt nk mkn. kesian. luckily there few empty seats available at different table. so, they just sat everywhere, sbb tu la Wawa and Alia end up at my table. tp takpe. I dont mind :))

After that, when everythings are done, balik.
but SHIT. I hate this part. I had to say goodbye to them. Wawa are studying somewhere in Perak and Alia, she went back to Melbourne on the next day.
I cried like shit with Ezan. everyone was looking at us. yela. its wedding but the two of us were crying like hell. I dont know when will I see her again. She said she's not coming back Raya nanti. takde cuti ;( so, I cried like shit and I admit, that was the longest time I hugged her. I just hugged her and I cried. she's so far away. huwm. but, I'll be okay. at least I'll be seeing her once in a year. Insyaallah

I'll definitely gonna miss you guys

Alia !

finally, I met herr. I miss her like soooooooo bad okay ! its only been 3 weeks but seems like 3 years for me.

She went back because of her brother's wedding. He was married on July 12th and Alia went back on 8th. but sadly, I only met her on Friday. waaaaah. sedih je taw.

anyway, let me just paste the picture. no elobaration needed. okay? :)

July 12th, Akad Nikah and reception (bride's side) that man is Alia's father. next to him is kak Arni, angah's GF, then theres my Alia and the last is kak Jana, Achik's GF

briefing and recite some doa before we left the house.

daamn. it's Furla. oh. say Hi to Muiz, he is Alia's BF brother and also her schoolmate we reached the dewan.cantik sangat

We reached at the dewan like at 10a.m (I think), the girls all lined up, each one holding the hantaran. sorry, no pictures because I was one of them. hehhe. I was holding the sirih junjung, so I had to stand at the front row. Grr. malu jeee. haha. jalan jalan and went on the stage. yups. they did the akad nikah on the stage.

ni bapak Bride. Tuan Syed orang panggil. that is the bride, kak Mira

selesai the akad nikah, severybody felt relieve. the tok Kadi even asked some question to Along. haha. kesian je. I didnt hear much but one of the questions are about rukun nikah. hehhe. cuak cuak. well, anyway, mcm biase lah, they'll be tears flooding, especially the mother. awww. Auntie nangis giler2 je taw, but Alia. haha. hati kering je minah tuh. maintain. *oh. I still remembered when my brother was married. daaamn. I was crying like shit. haha. malu je pulak.hehhe*

awww. they all happy for the Bride's and Groom :) the sibling. from left to right : Angah, Along, kak Mira, Alia and Achik

the last picture taken for the day. daaamn. baju tuh catik giler taww. makes her look so slim. geram !

anyway, after the akad nikah is the reception for the Bride's side. so, we stayed there until the adab makan2 thingy then we left home. next day is the Groom's reception.

okay. next entry. haha

still in the mood of college

I cant remember what I actually did or went in the last 3 weeks, I mean chrogically. So, this is what I captured in my first week.LAME. haha. sume mcm malu2. tak kenal sape2 pon lg kan ;)

the cafe. so so only lah. makan pon agak2 cekik darah

oh. pokok tu cantik sangat. biler ade angin, sume bunge2 dia mcm jatuh. waaah. konon mcm sakura lah. ahahaha :Dmeet Wawa. people said she's my twinny. I gotta admit that she does look like me, from side ;pthis is Ika, she's from Pahang. she's very nice and talks a lot. so, you know why we're friends. haha

okay. boooring. next entry ;D

college

oooh. ampun ampun. lame giler kott tak update. busy doww. ampuuun :D

first thing first. on July 1st, I was KPTM, Bangi, busy with registration thingy. banyak tak byk sgt la cause I went there with my parents only. so, I was like busy pegi sane sini settling my stuff and my prents pulak bkn nye taw nak snap2 ni kan, so tade la gambar.

AKU TAK STAY DI HOSTEL. harap maklum.

haha. penat la kott nak explain kat orng yg asik la tanye aku dpt bilik mane. aku tak stay di hosel lah ngeng. Bapak aku tak kasi. haha. dia kate no matter what, malam msti balik rmah tido. yea rite. padahal, aku taw, kalau aku tade msti tade sape nk buat kn kerje dia. haha. so, dia sanggop hantar aku hari2 ke Bangi okay. lantak lah. kate pon duit dia. haha.

but, mase orientation, I had to stay in hostel and luckily aku kenal sorang budak kat sini. so, tumpang la bilik dia. hehe. from tuesday until Friday evening. kojap yooo. hehhe. tp kejap2 pon, banjir jugak la rumah aku. haha. Mak takyah ckp la, hntr aku pon dh berair kot mata. and kak Leen, OMG. haha. she cried. fuyyyo. haha. rindu benar dia kan. hehhe. suke je aku. heee :D

overall. tapayah la aku nak cerite pasal orientasi sebab bapak la boring giler sampai bule mampos okay. hahaha. balik rumah je, badan2 sume sakit, kaki lenguh, pinggang sume. wadddduh !

the room that I'd stay for 4 days. yg katil hujung wth the pink sheet is mine :)

the study tableSOME of the foods. some okay ;Dand this was a Yassin that I used when I was in the nearby mosque on Friday night. this Yassin was donated by KFC. waaah !

okay. next entry please. hehhe.