purely random

tatap lah. all of these pictures are from Dann's shotgun.

raya deepavali dh habis baru aku dpt okay. bekurun kooo aku tunggu. cheh.

saje je aku jaja bebanyak.

nak taw, ade orang lagi ke tak kt blog aku ni. sunyiiii jeeee.

mementang lah aku pon sunyi je kat sini kan, korang pon teros hilang.

saje la tu nak bagi aku sentap.

nyampah ;p

footnote and rate

hey.

sorry for not updating for so long. too many barriers that I have to face ;p

anyway, its 1am now and I am at some cybercafe in Bangi.
have to do something for the college thingy.

see you guys soon.

au revoir !

oh. befoooooore i forgot.
please rate this 2 video ;p


my version ;p

and also

real music video

rate it !

ciao !

'tok ti

ROFL =))

actually, I am truly not satisfied with this video.

the video quality sucks to the max !

thats why I havent been doing any v-log or any new public embarrassment for sooo long. blame my webcam. I dunno whattheheck is wrong with it.

bllleeeerrrggghhh.

anyway, enjoy :)

Raya at college

you can make a man like me, fall in love again,and loving you is breaking all the rules,

- Flower In The Desert, Dewa

ini adalah cerita pada hari Isnin :)

sempena raya yg dh hbis dh ni pon kan, college aku yg ngong tu baru la hegeh hegeh nk buat jamuan raya. nak kata celebrate deepavali skali mcm taaaaak je, sbb tade ape2 yg menandakan ada sambutan deepavali vathukel. hahaha. pepandai la korang bace eh.

jadi, aku dgn semangat nye menghadirkan diri okayyy. hahaha. bkn nye dtg sbb nk mkn free, tp dtg semata mata nk amik gmbr. nnt bule la update blog. hahaha. gigih kan i uoollzzzzz :D

aku pon dtg la dgn kebaya nyaaa, skali dgn wedges nyee, mak aaaaih. mcm nk kemaneee je. hahaha. tp mmg dow, bdk2 college aku part nk meletz meletz, maaaak aih, sakan okayyy ! aku ni kire yg pling cincai boncai dh ni.

yg lain lain tu, eyeshadow 4 color, eyeliner setebal yg bule, blusher kt pipi tu kire yg pling pink skali lah, kalau yg pkai tudong tu, lagi la. nk style camne, Dato Siti, Yuna, Aida Radzwill. haaa, sesape je lah.

kalau yg free hair, nk color ape, blond, brunette, merah. rambut nye bobcut, wavy, heavy curl, rebonding, sumeeeeeee adooo weyyy. lasaaaat okay.

tak tgk baju lagi, haaaaa. kilat kilat, beaded, color strking, abstract, sumeeeee adeee. mcm2 rupeeee. sgt la syok cuci mata taw uoolssszzzz. hahahha.

jadi, sebelom sy menceceh dgn lebih lebih lebih panjang lagi. enjoy looking at SOME pictures that I uploaded. banyaaaak lagi aku tak tempek sini. malas la bebenyak. lmbt nak loading je nanti kan ;p

Kadi and Waniey

Alya Azman and her friend

few of the dishes

geng makan bwh pokok

presenting Dian, and ramai orng rebut rebut nak dia okay. lakuu betol :D

persembahan caklempong

Qila and the boyf

mak bersama sama beberapa orang anak anak nye :D

they called themselves GG, which I dunno wht is it means :)

Qila and the boyf again. oh. I think that is Tot's vespa

park kete kt padang, mase nak balik tengok tengok, Lola tinggal sensorang je kt situ. kete lain sume dh nan adooo.

jadi, posing posing lah kami. hehhe

yeee Oya, sume orng prasan kau pakai wedges, tapayah tayang sgt. haha

Kadi's fav picture. haha. mantap katenye. bodo punye budak.

posing with Lola :)

mase ni dh sampai ke cafe. Oya wth Suriani and Zaf

so, basically thats how it is. lepas tu kitorng class petang. jalan jalan la ke mane mane, melawat Warta Bangi tu kejap. hahaha.

ngam ngam soi, teros masuk classs. *weeeeee

where love is just a lyrics of a children's rhymes, a sound bite

- Is It Any Wonder, Keane

finally !

I am done with all my final projects !

• term paper : SUBMIT
• Arab video : SUBMIT
• Arab folio : SUBMIT
• Business Communication Mock Meeting : DONE
• Business Communication job interview : DONE
• Business Communication new product advertising presentation : DONE
• Handball folio : SUBMIT
• Islamic Studies folio : SUBMIT

wooohooooo !

everythings all done bebeh.

but, cheering has to wait. here comes the biggest part ever.

FINAL EXAMINATION

first paper on Oct 30th.

okay. now, I'm worrying.

too busy

been busy busy busy busy busy.

busy.

i havent been blog-hopping at all on wednesday.

and thats sad :(

bedazzled facebook has been upgraded.

but then i didnt received any notifications at all.

does anybody knows bout this?

humph.

today is thursday.

and I have

: business communication presentation

: arabic test

: arabic listening test

: submission of term paper

: submission of arab video.

wish me hell of luck peoples !

p/s : and beyonce?? eerrrggghhh !

VS is my present from RM

I cant stand another night, without you

- Missin You, BEP

ehem ehem ;p

the box. hello aku vangga tayang sbb aku taw ni bkk VS yg kat downtown ke memane tu ke eh. eewwww. hahaha. kejam !

champagne. ahha

ngehheee

ish ish ish. hape niii, support local brand weyyy. hahaha

whateeevaaaah !

wangi seyyy. hahaha. mcm bau kak red jugak. hahah

heee, thanks so so so much kak red. dah dtg open house pon dh more than enough okayy, dgn present lagi.

terharu ai okayyy. hahaha. lol

lap youuu la kak !

Hani Liyana Hanif

Happy Birthday Hani Liyana

ashu sayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaang yana manyak manyak manyak !

<333

presentsssss

please please please, kamu jangan nakal

- Jangan Nakal, Aliff

ngaaaaaaaahahahhahahahahaha. aku nak gelaaaaak. I dont know how I manage to actually listen to that song. guess the whole adapting thingy does work on me. heh.

lets head back to my entry :)

on the next day. yeaa, skip to next day teros lah sbb I slept the whole night. basically, I dunno what happen on the night. hahaha. I was soooo exhausted. I slept like around 4-5am on the Saturday, woke up around 7-8am gituuu and stay up the whole day for the open house.

and during the night, I found myself on the bed at around 2am. hahaha. penat nak matik, ngantok yg hamat lagi. tu yg membute sesadoooooo. mak said I slept around 8pm mcm tu.

jadi, on the sunday nye tu harus lah bangun awal. around 8am mcm tu dh bangun. siap breakfast ape jadah sumeeeeee.

after that, bermula lah sesi membuka present.

birthday girl with her birthday presents

sibok abg nk posing dgn Oni. haha

Oni tengook dari jauh je ;p

mama pulak mcm hoooveeerrr je. hahaha

Aiman adalah manusia yg paling jealous sekali sbb dia takde hadiah. haha. harus lah sentap gitu kann. hati bengkeeek je. habis la sume orng dia marah nye. aiyoooo. nak buek camnooo, dh bukan brthday kau kaaan, terima je la hakikat.

ngaaahahaha, lagi hangen la kan mamat kecik tu.

mood elok lagi, semangat nk amik gmbr lg ni. haha

si Oni pon sameee, diam je. mulot tak pandai ckp lagi kan, tengok tengok je lah. hagak hagak bule cilok, dia cilook je. hahhaa.

Yana pulak dh rambang mata. tataw nk bukak mane satu dulu. dh la nak bukak nye pon tak reti. ate selotape sume penoh kan, pastu marah marah, nangis bagai. yenna ceit !

muke tak rela amik gmbar, tak sabaar sgt nk bukak baby dia tuuu

Yana dpt bende tu 2, so satu bagi kt Oni

mama fairy. haha. eh, fairy godmother. konooon lah. haha

colors and pens really attract Oni, cepaaaat je dia kaut bende tu. haha

pak ngah gigih pasangkan Yana punye make up desk

marah marah Yana pon, dia share jugak la dgn Oni. kejaaap je lah. haha

tetibe ntah camno, Aiman dpt bende ni pulak. mcm kete lumbe punye track sume lah. mane ntah datang nye, kak leeen, jawab jawab. haha

and again, pak ngah tu kang pasang ;p

mic stand, present from Memy. haha

close look. comel gile okayy, present from Atok

posing posing. bende yg dia pegang tu is patong yg baby tu. skali dgn carrier nye. haha Opah punye hadiah for Yana :)

heee, best je kan jadi bebudak. nak nak pulak birthday time time raya ni

ni sume ni baru birthday present Yana, tak termasuk duit raya dia lagi. fuuuyh.

tp takpe, alhamdulillah. all the money will be spend on her medications and supplements :)

eh, bukan Yana je dpt present taw. ai pon dpt jugak okayyy :DD

and someone can say they love me truly, but at the time it didnt mean a thing

- Cry, Rihanna

open house and birthday Yana

hey hey hey hey, aku tak percaya cintaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

HAHAHAHA.

ngantoook, penaaaaat, letiih, pening, STRESSS :)

hello tawan tawan, amirachaos is heeerrreeeeee. waaakakakaka.

okay, whatevah !

before I proceed with whatever I want to proceeed *ehem eheem*

entry ini akan dipenuhi dgn gambaaaaaar, tade la banyak mane, tp banyak

la then the usual entry okay. ni pon blom masuk gmbr from Dann's shotgun. malas dh nak tgg, so, kite tayang lah ape yg adooo. haha

on last Saturday, my family ade la buat makan makan sikitt, tade la jemput ramai sgt, only for the close friends and relativees. tade la buat grand mane pooon.

and on the Saturday itu jugak la aku ade test Arab. akan tetapi, aku dh jumpe lecturer, mintak posponed. hahaha. nasib bule okayyy.

actually, aku pon tataw nk start cite cmno ni sbb aku pon mcm ala ala dah hilang ingatn gituu. aku tade la ingat sgt wht really happen in details.

yang aku ingat

; POLE TAK DTG. sumpah aku sentap

; izza pon tak dtg. PMS, okay. alasan diterima. haha

: Ady came late with Dann. cheh. hello geng, ape citteee nii?? hahaha.

: hari sgt la panas, pastu hujan jap, pastu panas balik, then hujaaan. gituu je lah

: collegemate sume dataaaaang jgk, even dh lambat

: kak red and ceera pon dataaaang. waaah, sokeee. hahaha

mari mari, kite tatap gambar. hagak hagak ade cite, aku elaborate lah. hehhe.

alaaawrrrww

sumpa comel !

tokey belon. haha

Oni tengooook je all the ballooonsss.

the one and only, kak leen

mak with her girls

kwn skola rendah kak Leen, kak Linda :)

Oni ni nak amik gambar dgn Aiman je taw. haha

Memy was being the guard for the kids. haha

ni je lah skoolmate aku dlu yg dtg. cheh. lain sume nan adooo. grr

Hani Liyana turns 4 years old :)

the cutey Zaim ;)

yeeeaaay !

syian abg tetinggal. aiyooo

heelleeeh !

newly couple. haha

ni pon mcm adik bradik. haha. thats Memy punye mom in law a.k.a mak's besan

ngaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaap !

no so twins anymoore ;p

pandai susun ikot tinggi kan. haha

haus benaaau !

haha, look at mak !

Ceera and Ciput came together with LadyKiki.

this is my favorite picture with Wawa :)

with kak Leen's officemate

"mama, yedmummy.com dataaaang !" HAHAHA

anak beranak samoooo yoooo :D

holooorwww, sokeee nye dia. hahaha

ngeeehehe, mata bulaaat semacam. terima kasih kpd lens ;p

kawan kak leen since sekolah lagi. lameee kan !

meet the parents :)

thanks kak Red for comingg. oh, thats Coach, not her Prada. haha

gegirl ni rajin sembang okay, mcm mummy dia jugak. haha

Ceeramoon, congrats on your preggy kak :)

haaa, ni nak cite. hahaha.

tuuu yg baju merah tuu, bkn mak Chin okayy. tu mak Ady. yes, its Ady's mom. haha. sangat la mude kan, sumpa comel, kecik je. lebih kurang badan mcm kak Leen jgk.

yg tabule blah nyeee, ade sorang kwn kak Leen ingt kan mak Ady ni is one of my friends. hahaha. auntyyy, mudeeee okayyy :D

Dann yg balik awal, same skali dgn Ady. Chin sbok ajak pgi Low Yat. heh. fineeeeee *monolog dalaman

if ade 10 camera pon, kira tetap tatap foods jugak. haha

Tot, bontot. hahaha. Faroq namenyeee.

fara dh bule gang dgn yana. hahahahhahaa

foods = Loqman, bingo !

thats Nadia, the GG. haha and Oya, of course.

mak yg redha je dpt kwn anak2 dia ngoooong mcm ni. haha

musuh ketat, jumpeee je gado. rimas haku !

luqman, kite matching aaarr. hahaa

anak anak mak berkumpul ;p

aku taw yg snap gmbr ni Memy. haha

farah the dahi. hahhaha.

last picture di sini, specially for Wawa. haha. ni mmg style Wawa ni tngkap gmbr rupe ini. haha.

adeyyyyyh. cukooopp la tu kan. byk dh tu picturresss nye. more on FB eh. hehhe. sempat lgi nk promote ;p

anyway, those yg add kt FB if bule bgtaw la if youre my readers ke ape ke eh, sbb aku mcm tak approve sgt la if orng tak kenal ni. sbb tanak la nnt friend list penoh dgn orng yg tak dikenali. buat semak je kan.

so nnt if sesape, yeee, kalau la kn adee yg nk add la kann, bgtaw la if korang tu my readers ke, kak red pnye readers ke, ceera kee, sesape la eh.

kalau tak, mmg tak approve kot. heheh.

uuwww, more to come. but later. haha

ciao !

*hancur hancur hancur hatikuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu*

Ami Shamril Kamaruddin

Happy Birthday Sirman !

diwali

now oh so easily you'r over me, gone is love

- Shut Up and Let Me Go, the Ting Tings

heeeelooooooo rakyat jelata betaaaaa.

waaah, sikit punye cool ke kalau betol la sultan bg titah mcm tu. hahaha.

maaf lah kerana agak mengabaikan blog ku ini. sumpah aku busy okayy, busyyy nak matiiiiyyyy. nyampah nyampah, tak soookeeeeeeee. kalau bule sehari tu nak ade 30jam. baru cukop kott. haaaaa. seksaaaaaaaaa sgt.

dgn tests, final exam, final projects, assignments, maaak aih. gigih gigih tidaak je aku ni taw.

worriteee, lets get back to my storyyy.

friday kak leen cotiiii, dia suro aku bawak dia pgi jalan jalan. after loong and hard thinking, we decided head on to Pavy. haha. mane lagiii. KLCC tu rase mcm kecik nauuu, mid valley aku baru je lagi pgi, jadi ke pavy lah kami.

kak leeen soping. aku tak okayyy. nan adoooo pon. hahaha.

sesampai je, teros lunch kt food court. we both ate char kuey teow yg sedab ituuu and Yana makan mee baksoo. sedab la puloook. hahaha. makan makan makan, borak borak borak.

selesai segala, teroslah kami dgn mission therapy. shopping itu therapy katenyee. haha. gituu la kan.

minah baksoo :D

first stop was Charles & Keith. spend hoooooours in tht store. kak Leen find it very hard to choose which one did she like most. smpai yana dh tuka pampers, bwk dia pgi toilet ape sume pon, tak suda suda lagi. haha.

then, to forever 21 puleeee. sebelah kedai keee. haha. sini po n lameeeeeeeeeee jugak. kak leeen bule siap hilang lgi dlm tu. bule call2 tanye kt sections mane ape sumeee. haha. kak leen tu dh la kecik. dgn baju baju yg byk kat stu, dia teselit selit kt situ pon belom tentu aku perasan. hahaha.

kak leen bought that for me :)

ignore the price tag. haha

Yana poops lah pulak. ke toilet lah kami and we end up lepak dlm toilet. haha. ddok kt dpn cer min besar tu. make up make up, touch muke segale jadah. hahaha. dh mcm rumah sendiri la pulak.

dh mcm tayang bedazzle pulak ;p

cantik ke, burok ke, lain ke, mude ke, tua kee, dia tetap kakak akuuu and aku tetaaap adik dia. haha

then, kitorang jalan jalan jalan dan jalaaaaaaaaaaaaaan lagi.

kak leeen soping sakan okayyyyy. dh la beli jam fossil. nyampah. haha. nasib la aku tak bekenan sgt, kalau tak, dh la jeles pulak kan. hahah.

dan penat jalan ape sumeee, letih dan haus lah kami. lepak pulak kt starbucks. yana siap tido lagi. haha. borak borak, ngumpat ngumpat, kutok kutok, segaleeeeeeeeeeeeeeenye lah. haha.

syok woooo. rase mcm dosa menimbun nimbun gituuu. hahaha. tak snonoh betol. ngeheeehe

yana sebelom tidooo. haha

holorh holorh holorh. haha

pastu dh pkol bpe dh baba dh sibok tepon suro balik, dia kate nnt traffic jam. hekelleh. sibok betol la. kalau jam pon aku yg drive, ngadeee je taw. nyampah. grrrrr.

sesampai kitorng kt rumah, bkn nye baba dgn mak ade pon. sabauuuuu je lah. hahaha.

ppffttt. boredooom strikes !

broken this fragile thing now, and i cant pick up the pieces
i throw my words all around, but i cant give you the reason
i feel so brokin up and i give up
i just wanna tell you so you knowwww
here i gooo, scream my lung outs
and try to get to youuu, you are my only oneeeeeeeeeeee.

ngahahahahaha. i dunno whether the lyrics are right or wrong, but that was wht i sang lah kan. hehe.

anw, hello people.

i'm amira zafirah, owner of little voice and lv cupcakes.
just wanna tell you that i am now here at, bangi.
yes, bangi. the booooring bangi. pfftt.


i am boooooooooooored
booored
booored
booooooored :)

i dunno what to do. currently using my vaio and oya's berokband to online.
the line was so so lah, better than nothing tho.

my vaio is sooooo left behind. it didnt even have YM, hahaha. tak install lgi la kottt.
no google chrome, use firefox instead.
no itunes, only winamp. and the playlist is soooo la outdated.
thats why i'm listening to the old hit sooongs.

i'm booooored. gotta finish my slides for my presentation on business communication. eerrghh.
all on my own. cuak nook, cuaaaak !

thought of uploading a pic of me now using the webcam. but it looks suck.
so, skip thaaat.

goossh. what a crappy entry. blame the boredom.

beat of my heart, beat of my heart, beat of my heart, it tears us apart,
beat of my heart, beat of my heart, beat of my heart, now back to the start
away away, away awayyyyyy

eff

having a blog is not a trend.

having a blog is not the in-thing.

X : eh, kau ade blog?

Y : ade, kenape?

X : woo. aku pon nak ade blog lah. sbb sume orng ade doww

Y : buat ar dowwww. semua orng dh ade blog kott.

screw the last sentence. bullshit people says that.

jangan ada blog kalau tak faham blogging itu ape.

OH !

I'm stress bout this Saturday.

and the stress become much more worse because.

I cant record a new video of my lipsync, the webcam seems to be, NGOONG.

eerrrgghhh !

Playboy's Red Bunny

you and me, always and forever

- You and Me Always Up Forever, the Wannadies

I know I should have update about this on what, Sunday kott. but, I was hella busyyyy.

camnoo nyah camnooo??

Syaaa, sorry ye. nnt cuti I gigih kan diri untuk membelogsepot. haha.

as the title above, I know you guys already know bout it.

yadayadayadayadayadaya.

RedMummy won Prada handbag as being the Playboy bunny.

and I know the first thought of that. hahahaha.

dulik la korang dh bace ke blooom. yg fenting, mak nak cerita jugak hokeyyy. ini cerita version i pulak taaw. hahaha. efff

hari ku bermula dgn suara ibunda, pada pagi pagi buta, ntah lah pukol berapa. ku dengar suara nya bertanya tanya kepada ku yg masih lagi mamai mamai, ala sedar tak sedar gitu. soalan ibunda adalah berkenaan, erk.

mak : ya, camne nk gune selotape ni? *giving me the double sided tape*

mira : huh. adooyh.

ye, ibunda ku tidak mengetahui bagaimanakan untuk menggunakan double sided tape. barangkali dia masih mamai jugeee, same seperti diriku ini. ngehhe.

setelah memberinya tunjuk ajar dlm menggunakan pelekat dua hala tersebut, aku teros menyambung ekspedisi mimpi aku ituuu.

okay. bosaaaan. gelik !

sesedaaar je bangun nak dekat pukol 10 kott. rasenye lah. roger roger semua, siap siap segala jadah. off to Ady's and then Dann's puleeeee.

had my breakfast at Ady's. mak nye paksa datang rumah juge. waaah, malu malu. segan, segalenye lah. hahaha. nasib la makan sodaaaab, jadi agak lupe daratan disituuu. hahaha.

haaaaaaaaaa, before I forgot. Lola had gotten her first kiss okayyy.

faham tak? aiyooo.

aku telanggar kete depan aku doowww. haha. tapi langgar slow jeee. and turn up, kete tu kete kwn Chin. thank god tade ape2 okay. and bdk tu pon mcm okayy je. sbb mmg tade ape, calar pon nan adoooo.

yeeeeey, congrats Lola, you got your first kiss. haha. very romantic okayy, slowmooo gituuu. tade la mcm Tom, gelojoh, kemek kemek badan nyeeee. hahaha :D

after dah amik Dann, first stop was Low Yat Plaza. I had to fix my bedazzled trackball. due to my violence of usage, the trackball dah jam. tabule nk scroll bawah. so, kene la ganti baru.

melayang rm120. oh tidaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak. but, nevermind :)

pastu, Ady pulak cari barang nyeeee. jalan jalan jalan, Dann lapa. pgi la cari bende kasi dia pelahap. kitorng beli CuppaBon, and the boys gigih beli Auntie Anne's. hahaha. very dicky okayyy. woooopsieee !

done with that. off to Mid Valley. for the sake of akak merah tersayang aku ituuuuuuu. sanggup aku melepaskan open house rumah Wawa semateeeee nak vote kak red ni haaa.

bukan nye apee, dia siap berry ape sumeee, couple of times, pastu email pon ajak lagi. hati aku ni kan tulus mulus hancur bederai sikit, dh orng ajak ajak gituu, harus lah aku lemah kan.

lagi pon takpe laa, mak kate pgi buat open house asek makaaaan je, baik pgi mid valley, tade la makaaaan je. haha. well, she got a point !

sesampai Mid Valley, tengok tengok tade sape yg aku kenal lagi. jenjalan la kami, kehulu kehilir, browsing stuffs, cari cari baju nk pgi concert akak Bee's nanti kan. hehe. sesape tak fhm, buat bodo sudeyyyyh ;p

kak red kate eventnye start aroun 3.30-4.00pm gitu kott. aku pon dah lupe. tengok jam pon mcm dh nak ke time2 tu je en, pgi la kitorng ke center court.

sesampai je, tgk kak Ayu dah adeee, with few others. aku tak kenal sgt sape. peluk cium kak ayu, dikenalkan lah aku dgn lain lain nyeeeee. agak segan yeeeee. diaorng kenal aku, tp aku takenal diaorng. waaaah, kejam sgt okay. hampoooon kak, hampoooon. hahaha.

okay. brainfreeze. let pictureeeeeeeessssssss talk.

yea, I had plenty of pictureeeeeessssss to share with. hehe.

say hello to kak Ayu :)

before the arrival of red bunny

presenting Lyn Yusof, Amy, Yaty Beckam, Rose

hee, lengan aku tu rase nak dibagi 3 je taw. nyampah !

rm2,100

Jojo was the MC on the day.

Jojo's moment.

red leading the bunny walk. haha

the hump hump. haha

push upppppp. Ady's fav boobs. haha, she won the Burberry handbag.

imagine if kak red pakai camni. haha

horny face. haha

desperate much ;p

look at the guy's face. HAHA

stole this 2 pics from the red bunnies ;p

right after the voting session, we left. aku kene balik awal seyyy, harus la kaaan. curfew pkol 7pm gituuu. grrr. sabaaaau je la kan.

thanks Dann for the shotgun. haha. I didnt brought mine.

thanks papi and Dann too for being the photog on the day :)

anyway, I had a greaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat time with them. lagi lagi with my boys, Ady and Dann. it feels like ages since the last time we go out together kan. haha.

no, we're not together. serious talk. haha. believe it :)

the only picture of Danang on the day.

even though the end of the day was a bit suck, but I had fun. I mean, we had fun :)

*still hearing the same song over and over and over again*

Fath

Happy Birthday Fath :)

I dont know his full name.

I dont know him much.

I knew him from Dann

and I know that today is his birthday.

well, have a great birthday dude !

public embarrassment

beriyeeee riyee weyyyyy. sumpah!

HAHAHAHAHAHA.

gelak sepuas hatii, sbb aku pon dh penat nk gelak. tonggeng tonggeng aku. haha

aku pon tataw la kenapeeeee aku sukeeee sgt malukan diri aku kt blog sndri. making my own public embarrassment in my own public blog.

well, at least I'm not being hypocrite. this is just the way I am with my loved ones ;p

I blamed stress for this action.

this week have been such a hectic weeks. very very hectic one.. grrr.

and rimas.

rimas dgn soalan soalan yg orng tanye kt aku,

rimas dgn lecturer yg menggelupur nk buat test,

rimas dgn assignments yg betimbun

rimas dgn lecturer yg suke pentingkn diri sendiri

rimas dgn college yg sucksssss ituuu.

maka, disebabkan sebab sebab di atas, terhasil lah video yg sgt berkualiti itu.

ngaaaaaaaaahahahah :D

donor

berikan lah aku kekuatan untuk lupakan mu

- Biarlah, Nidji

yuhuuuuuuuu :D

haha. still amazed with me eh? haha. tekejot nau ke tengok aku dlm vlog tu. ngaahahaha. well, at least I know papi was truly amazed with it. he claimed that its like the other side of me.

well to be honest papi, its not the other side. you just missed that part of me. you just skip it to the last part of myself. heeee, tafaham leeeer tuuu ;p

anyway, enuff bout that. wait until my next song eh. hahha.

so, finally theres something to be blog today. something big, something that I was amazed with myself.

uuw, keyword of the day : amazed.

haha.

now, here it goes.

to all of my silent, loyal, royal readers, and stalkers too, of course.

I donated my blood today.

shock? I knowwww. even I was shocked with my ownself.

I know theres gonna be a blood donation campaign today at my college and I did thought of donating it. but it was just a silly thought, like hellooooo. me, blood. erk. wrong equation. haha.

I was so stressed today. with my english assignment and bedazzled being such a beyoootch. I reached college almost 3pm, went straight to the cafe and hang out with Dian. everything seems normal until Kadi came and said, "jom derma dara !".

I said, "jom, lets go. come come, joom !"

next thing I knew, I was filling up all the forms.

and then, there I am, with the blood people. wooopsie !

bile masuk je dlm this one room, we have to check on our body first. are you fit enough to donate and stuff. they asked you few question like

; are you sexually active?

; have you eaten?

; what time did you sleep last night?

; what time did you wake up?

and few other more.

everything checked. so, I am ready for the next room.

well, a picture worth a thousands word. so, I gave you 4 pictures. haha

scared face.

half full in just a few minutes

the needle was big, I dont dare to look at it.

almost full !

what happens after that was kinda sickening. I dont know if its just me, or maybe because my body has been aching due to the fitness and skill test, or maybe I was just being a total spoiled brat. hahhahaa.

segala nya sakit. blood flew out soooo fast. ubt bius yg dia cucuk tu pon tak hilang lagi kt tangan, the blood pack dh full. waaaaaah, sokeeee je kan darah aku kluar. cheh.

jadi, tangan pon kebas lah, rase mcm berat, rase mcm paralysed, tabule nk buat ape. nk lift up pon tak bule. nak drive, ya rabbi. nasib la power stering, kalau tidak, mau nye aku tepon baba suro amik kt college. hahaha.

oh. talking bout baba. he is actually against it. he was actually pissed off cause I donated my bloog. wth.

baba, hellooo??? i'm trying to do a good deeds here. I'm trying to be a good citizen here. goooosh.

mak, kak leen, memy and all of my other friends was super shocked when I told them. haha. ye laaa, tapenah ckp, tapenah ape, taw2 dh derma darah je. gheeee.

well, i'm proud of myself. I know theres a lot of people need blood and since my blood is type O, it wouldnt be a problem for any other type to accept it :)

oh. another sweeeeeet things happen to on the night.

I was indeed to go to a printing shop. I told Ady bout it and he said he can teman me. I was like, ooow. okay. goood. I reached home around 6pm. it was already late.

so, I did my stuff a bit, sort out everything that needs to be printed out. I tried to call Ady but he didnt pick up his phone. well, nevermind. maybe I should just go after maghrib.

but, as time goes by, Ady was nowhere to be found. call tak angkat, YM hilang. I was worried. dh lambat, almost 8pm. nnt kedai ttop mcm mne. I need those shit by tomorrow morning.

I ended up meratap hiba with Danang. and all of a sudden. Dann asked me to chill. he's on his way. I was like mothergayyyyyy, hell no. you are not coming here just for the sake of bringing me to a printing shop which is like just 5mins drive from my home.

but he insist. I couldnt drive actually, that why I need someone to drive for me. tangan sakit sangat la nak drive.

heyyy, i'm not being spoiled. 450ml of blood had been taken out from my right hand only in less that 10mins. my right hand's palm was yelloow, instead of red. grrrrr.

when Dann was on his way, Ady texted. he was sleeeping. no wondeeeeeer. I called him up and said Dann's is coming over.

Ady was speechless. haha. papi, you feel intimidated ke? the only thing that he said was, Dann is being a man. HAHAHA

I felt soooo bad to Dann. I shouldnt meratap hiba with him, I should just wait for another few minutes. then Ady gonna wakes up.

Ady felt bad too. haha. he said sorry couple of times. haha. aiyooo.

but in the end, all three of us went to the printing shop. hahaha. i like it this way. its been foreveeeer since the last time that the 3 of us were together.

so, in the end. I take this as a good thing. thanks papi for sleeping, thanks Dann for coming over and thanks to myself for not being patient enough.

if it wasnt for all of that, three of us wouldnt meet up :)

as for the ending part, enjoy this.

thank god the lebam doesnt look like a bite. hahha.

tega nian nya caramu, menyingkirkan diriku

- Sadis, Afgan

no more.

hey people.

I dont know what to blog anymore. everything seems to be so static right now.

except for my studies. i'm running errands with the assignments and final project. not to mention the final exams. i'm counting down to the actual date. guess the adrenalines that rushes to my veins seems to be..

okay, i'm lost for words.

how I wish I could write whatever I want in my blog. like I used to.

but not anymore. whatever I write now, I have to think about the other party. I dont want my words to threaten them. I dont want my words to be misunderstanding.

I do know what I write now seems to be so confused.

I'm trying to let go all of my feeling with words, but I couldnt.

have you ever been in a position where you lost for words ?

I'm in that situation right now. words seems to be worthless and actions are such an ignorance.

big question now is, why bother?

we bother because we care, we bother because we love, we bother because we missing it.

we lose it.

today I found out two of my friends broke up with their partners.

ones was almost 2 years together, broken up because they think they should.

the other one had been together for more than 2 years, broken up because their parents are not okay with their relationship.

when I heard that, I did feel sorry for them, I felt sympathize for them.

but somehow, it doesnt touch my heart like it supposed to be. and I dont know why.

maybe because I've lost my interest in love

or, I had forgotten how does it feels to be in love.

this is the part where I lost my words. seriously.

call me jealous, call me desperate, call me annoying, call me pathetic.

is it so hard to maintain what you already have?

is it that easy for you to just change everything you had for years just for the sake of what you gain in just 2 days of your lives?

why is it so hard for people to keep their words?

I said words, not promises.

dont say it if you dont mean it. if you care, act like you are.

if you have feelings, show it. dont hide it. dont keep it.

i've had enough dissapointment with myself.

dont dissapoint me with yours, not anymore.

sorry. i know this is all confusing. i really wish I could let everything out.

but I couldnt, I just couldnt.

not anymore.

*eyes closed

gelak puas hati.

hahaha. ni tak sampai separuh pon lagi perangai ngong aku kluar.

kalau masuk air bebetol, tade de sopan rupe itu weyy.

oh. lengan aku mmg besar, tp sumpa dlm VC tu mcm lagi besar.

aku pakai baju kelawar la deyy, sarung sweater pulak, mmg lengan baju tu sume bekumpul kat situ ar dow. sbb tu besar semacam.

walau hakikatnye mmg dh cukop besar. kalau tough sikit lg, orng mesti ingt aku body builder.

ngaaahahaha.

and yes,

babik kau youtube, penat aku nyanyi pepanjang, pose nak mati, menari konon mcm dlm Mist Club, skali kau record sampai 3mins je.

haram jadah, ending pose aku terbaik kott. eff you.

tapi takpe la, aku jaja lain kali.

p/s : yee, lagu ni mmg ade makne utk aku. sape ckp kalau emo mesti kene dgr lagu leleh? haha. tolong la weyy, lagi emo lagi sewel aku kott. haha.

ciao!

p/s II : aku pon tataw knpe bahase mcm agak kasar, kate emo kan. hahaha.

dikbubuuu

hambubuuuuu :)

fourth Syawal ; paling gempak

the last entry raya at kampuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuung. finally :D

anddd, yang paling gempak skali lah. hahahah

fourth day of Raya will be the last day at kampung before heading back ti KL on the next day. baba said we'll be goin to Taiping, rumah paksuuu. as usual, bangun la sepagi yg bule dan bersiap ke Taiping. ngeehhhe.

journey was okay until I felt loya. tataw la kenapeeeeee, tetibe I feel like puking. sapu sapu minyak sikit. then baba stopped dkt this one unknown shop at unknown area. hahaha. he forced to get some hot drinks and forced me to eat too.

journey masih jauh lagi, better lapik perot dlu ape sumeee.

see the blue car at the back? mak dgn Aiman dh sebot2 name si Ady dh.

lepastu smpai la kami kt rumah paksu. makan la ape sume, and again. kami dihidang dgn nasi putih. woohoooooooo.

masak lemak, curry, ayam goreng, ape ntah lagi, lupe dah. sedab okayy. syoooook je pelahap tawww. hahaha. masing masing makan tahengat dunia, mmg standard la kami sume. hehe.

bla bla bla ape sume, pgi pulak rumah sebelah. sedara maksu, pon kitorng kenal jgk la. masuk je, buat mcm rumah sendiri. again, makan laksaa. hahaha.

tp laksa ni lain la pulak, laksa siam. rase mcm mne pon tataw la, tp sedab. mak siap mintak recipe okay. hoveer tak hoveeeer. hahahaha. ntah masak ntah tidak.

okay, lets skip all those and straight to the most interesting part :D

Baba : okay. dah dah. jom balik

semua orng dgr tp sume mcm buat tataw. kak Leen pgi kt hall, kemas2 brng anak2 dia, mak still kt dapor. aku pon pgi la kt hall, nak masuk barang dlm handbag. tetibe

kak leen : Yaaaaaaaa *jerit. padahal aku kt blakang dia je

Mira ; yawwww.

kak leen : eh. hehhe. ni baba ckp ade kete masuk longkang

Mira : huh?! kete sapeee? waaaaaah. nak tengok

kak leen : ntah, haa. pgi la tengok.

aku pon kuar la ke jalan, sarong selipar. skali pandang tgk kt hujung ade sebuah kete senget, masuk longkang. pastu aku mcm tengok lame2,

kete : CRV

plate no : WLB ****

whattheeee??!!

Mira ; kak leeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen !

kak leen ; haaa?

Mira ; KETE BABA LA YG MASUK LONGKANG !

kak leeen : HAAAAAAAAAAAA??!!!

haaa, tu ar shite die. ngeng ke ngoong ke tataw la. kak leen pgi bedesup masuk dlm, amik shotgun. haha. yg aku gigih pgi kt kete. sume dh geleng kepale. haishooooo. tataw nak ckp ape dah :)

dgn bantuan jiran tetangga, dpt la kereta dikeluarkn dari longkang ituuu. hahaha.

let picture tells you.

lepas tu, teros balik. hahhahahahaha. sume dh fobia. tak pepasal balik aku drive. dri Taiping smpai la ke Sitiawan. pening betol aku dgn jalan nye. cheh.

oh. last picture before I wrapped it up

buckle up, safety first. LOL

go mak goooo ! hahahha

third Syawal

okay. kite habis kan entry raya yg dh bekurun tu hari ni. hehhe :D

third raya baru la kami dpt menjejak dunia luaaaaaaar. ngaahahahaha. pepagi lagi kitorng dh kluar rumah. punye la tanak orng dtg rumah kan, gigih ni pepagi bute dh kuar. hahaa.

first stop was Ulu Dedap. betol eh spelling? hahaha. rumah sape aku tataw, yg aku taw rumah sedareeeee. sedare mcm mne sume tu tataw. fmly baba ni besar nauuu. bayang kan lah, aku ni dh ade cucu taw. haaaaa, ntah sesape sape la kan, aku pon tataw. tp sedare lah, taw2 rupenye bdk tu bule dikatekan cucu. aku dh mcm, haik. biar betol.

tapi takpe, korang ade ke nenek si punye meletz mcm mak ni nok? nan adoooo kan. hahahahhaa. so, kpd cucuku yg tak dikenali, sila bangga dgn nenek mu ni, eh bukan nenek, opah. haha. opah meletz okayy. waaaah, giteeeew. HAHAHA.

gambar gambar sebelum beredar dri rumah. hehe. menunggu memy dgn kak nana yg lambat nauu siap nye. ape ntah lagi yg tak cukop ntah. haishooo.

buah hati pengarang jantung semua orang :)

baba lead the way to Ulu Dedap, dh kate rumah sedare dia kn. mmg dia sorang je la yg taw jalan nye. tp, dia taw jalan je, rumah sedare nye bkn nye dia taw.

sesat barat okay nk cari rumah nye. last last kitorng tanye orng kmpung, and nasib la pakcik tu knal orng yg kitorng nk pgi beraya tu. pakcik tu la yg lead kitorng ke rumah nye. hehe.

standard beraya kat sini, sesampai je, sensalam ape sume. then teros hidang makan. tade deee nk tanye dari mane ke, ape ke, sesembang dlu kan. nan adoooo, sapedek teros. haha

HA HA HA HA. rancak nauuu sembang nyeee :D

next stop was Bagan Dato. sebenar nye tade la jauh mane pon dari tmpt tu nak ke Bagan Dato tu. tp masalah nye, jam yg hamat okayyy. maaaak aaaaih.

and yg paling best nye, time tu aku yg kene drive. heee, baba mcm taw2 je jalan jam en, no wonder la dia suro aku drive. grrr. dh la tengahari en, jalan jam pulak, mak dgn baba bkn main syok je tido dlm kete. aku yg drive ni haa, terkuap kuap dah. ngantook bai.

nak nak pulak kat kmpung. radio jap ade, jap tade. berry toksah ckp la. ym lansung tabule log in, fb pon same, twitter pon lagi lah. aku pon entertain diri sendri je la dlm kete.

nasib la dia bkn jenis jam yg static tu kan, kite begerak la jugak kete nye. and syok nye, ade pulak byk kete yg main potong que, aku pon kedekot la tanak bg jalan en. haha. sajee, at least it entertained me ;)

dan sampai lah kami akhirnye dirumah cik Leha. haha. yang ni kitorng kenal, sbb rapat. masuk masuk je, buat mcm rumah sendiri. lepak lepak, borak ape sume, blasah segala kuih raya, kerepek segala macam yg adooo.

lameee sket, bru cik Leha ajak makan. skali kooo, dia hidang nasi putih okayy. nikmat tak nikmat. hahaha. masing masing pelahaaap je. ade kari lah, asam pedas, dgn ikan masin lagi. fuuuyh. tade deee kitorng nk ngadap lemang, rendang lgi dh. hehhe.

pastu, kitorng balik ke Sitiawan balik. mase ni Memy and his family tak join dh. diaorng dh balik KL sbb kak Nana dh start keje on the Wed. rabu jee keje nye, khamis cuti balik. haishooo.

sebelom balik rumah, singgah rumah cik Maznah. hehe. ni pon sgt kenal sbb rapat jugak. as usual hadap segala jadah kuih raya, pastu kami dihidangi laksa pulak.

fuuyyh, sedaaab okay. tp yg ni lain sket, laksa mkn dgn kueyteow. haha. okay la, tp mcm lembik la sket sbb kuey teow kn mcm halus, laksa biase jgk ttp menjadi pujaan hati.

what happens next? aku tak ingat. rasenye kitorng balik tido kott. hahaha.

second Syawal

hey hey, you you :)

lameeee kan aku peram entry second day raya. tu laaa, moood mak kedaung sikit la nok. ade jee bende bende yang tak mengizin. contoh nye kesihan badan, luaran dan dalam. and also Gossip Girl. hehhe ;p

okay. jom kite start citeeeee.

petang raya pertama tu aku, mak dgn baba dh smpai kampung. actually, kampung ni tade la sape pon, yg ade mak cik makcik kitorng je lah. atok nenek mmg dah lamee nan adooo nye. but since baba ade buat rumah kt kampung ni, sbb tu la kitorng pon balik la kampung. at least bile rata adee la jugak semangat nk balik kampung kaaan.

kirenye rumah kt kampung ni bkn la rumah sesape, rumah baba jugak. rumah kitorng sumeee. orang yg same jugak la ddok kt rumah kampung tu. mak cik mak cik kitorng dtg singgah singgah pastu balik rumah memasing. distance nye tidak la sebelah sebelah, kena la naik kete, makan mase 10-30mins jgk la nak sampai nyeee.

pepagi je rumah dh kene serang. segerombolan datang, cik Lijah dtg dgn 4-5orng anak nya, beserta dgn anak masing masing. ramai woooo, dlm 5 buah kete kott, skali dgn pak su. ade la dlm 15-20orng jugak la yg dtg. kelam kabut kitorng sume, penat betol nk layan segala.

satu family balik, satu lagi sampai, balik, sampai lagi. gini je la sampai ke malam.

meaning, kitorng lansung tade ke mane pon raya kedua tu. ddok rumaaaaah je. yg paling aku ingt skali, mase raya kedua ni kak Nana goreng kuey teow 3 kali okayy. hahaha. punye la ramai orng dtg. rendang, lemang, ketupat sume ade tapi sume habis, kene la masak bende lain.

since, raya kedua is like so far behind, I couldnt really remember.

enjoy the pictures :)

hearts

rombongan malam

chef of the night

kak leen, why you look so pucaaat??

sexcited :D

looks like i'm not the only one thats excited

masing masing with own duty.

selit dikbubuuuuu lah. haha. geram !

rombongan last skali yg smpai, mase ni hidang kuih raya jeeee.

borak sakan okay diaorng ni. tak pedulik dah bende lain

jangan percaya, lakonan semate ;p

owwww. lupeee nak shiteeeee.

on first raya en, I had ulser in my mouth and also a toothache. makanyaaa, tidak la aku makan dgn gelojoh nyeeee. sakit okayyyy.

dh la ulser tu mmg pedih, nk mkn sambail, rendang sume, mak aaaaih. bercinte !

lagi lagi dgn toothache, ya rabbi, nk kunyahnye satu hal lagi. goooosh. sekseeee je taw.

so, tade la makan sgt, tengok tengok gituu je. nak gelak sakan pon ssh, ulser tu lah, nk kunyah laju laju pon tabule, toothache. sekseee mak nok. waaaaa :(

and, kesakitan itu berlarutan sampai la raya ke 5 kottt. sangat la tak nikmat. grrr.

okay, next.

brainless

:)

no promises

hey people,

will be back. SOON

:]

dawn.

true people knows what kind of face is that.

Thursday, Oct 1st, 2009

2.35am