will you be here?

"I'LL BE THERE..
When no one is there for you
When you think no one cares
When the whole world walks out on you
When you think you're alone

I'LL BE THERE..
When the one you care about most could care less about you
When the one you gave your heart to isn't
When someone throws something in your face
I'LL BE THERE..

When the person you trusted betrays you
When the person you share all your memories with cant even remember your birthday
I'LL BE THERE..

When all you need is a friend to listen to you whine
When all you need is someone to catch your tears
I'LL BE THERE..

When your heart hurts so bad that you cant even breathe
When you just want to crawl up and die
I'LL BE THERE..

When you start to cry
Or when hearing that sad song
When the tears just won't stop falling down
I'LL BE THERE..

So you see I'll be there until the end
This is a promise I can makeIf you ever need me
Just give me a call and..
I'LL BE THERE"

so, theres anyone who will always be there for me?

*eyes shut*

*sigh*

cheh

gheeee...
soulmate tu. hehe.
dh la amek gmbr dgn soulmate kau tu pkai baju hijau tuu.
upload kt myspc, caption soulmate.
kalu ye ponn, crik la bju lain. ni tak.
bju yg kau pkai mse kau declare dgn bekas bini kau a.k.a janda kau tu jgk la yg kau nak pakai.
alaaa.. tahengat ke sejarah baju tuuuh
takkan la tahengat kott.
kan tu bju yg kau pkai mse hri kite declare tuuuuh.
alaaa. yg kau pkai hijau, aku pkai hijau tuuuuuuh.
takkan la kau tahengat what happen mse hari kite declare tuuuuuuuh
daus siap tlong hntar aku balik tuuuuu.
hehe. aku takesah ko nk cam whoring dgn bini baru kau
tp kalo ye pon. hormat la sikit kt bju tuuu
kenangan kita berdua. PPPPFFFFFFFFFFFFTTTTTTTTTTTT . hahahaha.

heee.. geli aku.
pastu ade plak picture gf bru kau.
ape caption nye. oh. she's the one.
meyh meyh. i wanted to be the first one to wish you.
semoge berkekalan hingga akhir hayat.
waaaah. selamat pengantin baru.
baaahaha. :D

p/s: ini entry lepas geram. hehe. eyyy. mulot diam. ni blog aku. sukatik aku lah.

Assalammualaikum :)

oh tidaaaaaaaaak

kucing I GAY.

oh tidaaaaaaaaaaaaaak.

kisahnye semalam laaa, kitorang sume pgi Jusco Balakong, nak cri wedding present. biasa la kan. dh cuti2 skola ni, ramai bebenor orng kawin, kopak jgk la nk membeli present.

then, Memy dgn wife dia balik dlu taw. me and my prnts stay lg kt sne, nk dinner sume2.

lepas tu, bile smpai rumah je, Memy tros bgtaw kitorng. our cats yg Nantan tuu 'kerjakan' one of the ank kucing. and I'm like whattheheck ! stahu aku, ank2 kucing tu sume jantan okay. thn Memy pon mcm. haaa. tu la pasal. gooooooooooooosh. GAY rupenye kau Nantan. dasar tak gune.

tp en. sian ank kucen tu, name dia Nemok taw. luke2 bdn dia, yela, nk protect dri sndri kan. dh la bdk lg, umur tak smpai pon 2bln lg. haih. kesian nyeee.

haaa. ni lah si Nantan. gay cat. Grr

comel kaaan. kesian dia. takpe takpe. kak Ya jge Nemok taw

dengan itu, mmg terbukti lah. Nantan mmg telah melalukan kes sumbang mahram.
adik dia pon pregnant taw. kitorng dh agk dh, sbb mse tu mmg si Nantan ni mengawan giler babeng punye. smpai DikBu dgn Shasha pon dia nk kerjekan jgk. humph. DikBu tu bule dimaafkan lgi la, cause muda lg in, ini si Shahsa, mak cik tu dh tua taw. giler betol la Nantan ni

ni ha adik dia, si KekorPanjang. kesian la. sarat giler dah sekarang. haih

in flight II

March 29th, 2008
Melbourne-Kuala Lumpur
Depart at 3.30pm (Melbourne time) Arrived at 8.16pm (KL time)

first meal in the flight, rice wth chicken curry. heee. malay food :D

oh. and bla bla bla. I did the usual thing, watched movies, listen to music/mp3
and.
I slept. haha. like really slept. the seats beside me are empty, 3 seats empty. haha. I lie down and slept :D
(can you imagine all the flight attendents saw me sleeping? haha.)

I woke up and this id what I get :)
Forever21 pumps. thanx to Memy, my brother. pumps ni la yg aku sarung when I was there
arrived. yeey ! and I still remember, tak saba2 nk jmpe Mak mase ni :D

in flight

haih. bosan bosan ni kan, I explored my folder in my PC and I found my folder, back when I was in Australia. ooooh.
how I miss Aussie, how I miss kak Maria, how I miss cik Enon, how I miss the all the excitement when I was there.
I miss the Aussie accent, all the shops by the road. goooosh. I wish I could go there again.

anyway, I decided I wanted to blog about what I did during my flight :)

March 19th, 2008
Kuala Lumpur -Melbourne
Depart at 9.35pm (KL time) Arrived at 8.20am (Melbourne time)

this is my first meal, which I cant remember the exact name but it have beefs in it. sedaap taw :)

later, we had magnum ice cream. ooow. naik flight MAS kan. syok la. haha. ni baru economy, belom business lg :D

my tummy was so fulled and I decided to watched movie, Juno. best best best :D

then, I watched Impak Maksima. what? support local industry lah :P

and this lady havent stop reading, as far as I noticed lah

meet..erk. I forgot her name. haha. sorry. anyway, she's the one that served us. She even asked me whether my hair is real. whattheheck. I replied by saying "yea, you think i'm wearing a wig?" and she's like "yeaa. !" haha. tagune betol. I'm not a drag queen.

haha. that is what I played. whatl aku terror baii :P

listening from song to songs, I made my own playlist and after this, I fell asleep for awhile :)

look at the time, the watch it still in KL time

I woke up, my neck is hurting me and its damn cold and just about time for breakfast
5.00am in KL, damn. subuh tuuu :D
this is so cool ! :DD
go on, read it. I was savely arrived,yes, just a 'lil early :)

Kuantan

went to Kuantan last Friday, and came back home on Saturday evening.
Why?

Selamat Pengantin Baru :)

cheap asshole

I am pissed of . like really really pissed off
and I dont know whether I should blog about it or not.
maybe I should. HA HA HA :D

haaaa. meyh sini.

perempuan A : Milah
perempuan B : Jenab
lelaki A : Atan
lelaki B : Jamil

waaah !

alkisahnyeee, si Milah ni dulu bepasangan la dgn si Atan, cintan cinton benar tawww. lps tuuu, mase si Milah dgn Atan ni berpasangan, si Jenab dgn Jamil pon same jugak. Mereke ber-4 ni mmg la rapat. tp, si Jamil ni mcm tak suke si Milah ni berpasangan dgn Atan, dia kate, Atan ni tak bule nk bahgia kan si Milah. top top, Atan, Jamil dengan Milah bergado lah pulak. tp tak lame taw, ate Milah ni pompuan kan, hati nye lembut, dia pon baik2 la dgn si Jamil ni balik, even Jamil ni mcm tikam2 belakang la jgk.

tapiiiiii, si Atan ni tak puas hati Milah dah baik dgn Jamil taw. Atan bg warning kt Milah, if Milah ni baik baik SANGAT dgn Jamil, Atan nk putus hubungan. kirenye, semasa Milah dgn Atan ni bersama2 dulu, Atan ni mmg anti betol lah dgn Jamil. mmg kutok2 tak ingat punye lah. tp Milah ni tanak la gado2 kan, sejokkn la jgk hati si Atan ni.

tp, si Milah ni pgi la pulak buat hal. hal bodo jgk la. Milah pgi mengaku dkt Atan yg dia dh baik balik dgn si Jamil. Atan ape lg, mengamok lah ! teros la si Milah dgn Atan ni putus hubungan. kesian Milah, hancur luluh lebur hatinya. tp Milah ni heran jgk, takkan la sbb bodo mcm tu Atan nk putus hubungan kan. ni msti ade sbb lain, huwmm..Milah mmg taw Atan ade pompuan lain, tp Mila percaya sgt kt Atan (bodo betol Milah ni taw). Milah ni percaya benar yg Atan ni sayang sgt kt dia

lepas tuu kan, bile dah lame lame lame, Milah dgn Atan ni punya krisis jadi mkin terok. akhirnya, Milah dgn Atan putus kawan ! waaaah. dahsyat betol. bertambah lebur la hati si Milah ni.

nak dijadikan cite, si Milah ni sembang2 la dgn si Jenab. mulenye, si Jenab la, tanye kt Milah psl si Jamil. oooh. Jenab dgn Jamil pun dh putus hubungan jgk, si Jamil ade pompuan lain. tp kes Jenab ni pulak, Jamil ni terok sikit, bila dia susah2 bru la nk cri si Jenab, mintak tlong. Milah pon ckp la dgn Jenab, sudah2 la tuuh. si Jamil ni dh mcm nk ambik kesempatan je dkt Jenab kan. lg pon, si Milah dgn Jamil ni kan kwn baik jgk, tp sejak dua menjak ni, dh 3minggu si Jamil ni tak tegor si Milah, kecik la jgk hati Milah gamak nyee.

sembang punye sembang punye sembang la kan si Milah dgn Jenab ni, kuar la pulak cite. si Atan dgn Jamil dh jadi kawan baik. ape lg, sawan babi si Milah ni pon menjadi lah. geram betol si Milah, yela kan. dlu bkn main lg si Atan ni ngutok Jamil, siap putus hubungan dgn Milah sbb si Milah ni baik dgn Jamil and sekarang, Atan pulak baik2 dgn Jamil. tak gune betol kaaan. tu la si Milah ni baru sedar ( takde la bru mne, dh mmg agk dh pon) nmpk sgt la si Atan ni mmg nak putus hubungan dgn si Milah, tp takde alasan yg kukuh, dan2 la pulak mse ni Milah buat hal, mmg bule jd alasan la kan. haha. tak gune ko Atan. dasar jantan jalang.

-yang ni sume off the blog yeh. ade unsur2 seks, kate2 yg tidak sopan, sgt2 la personal. harap maklum :D-

gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh. geram giler bai.

tak gune ko Atan, jantan tak gune betol.

bak kate si Alia kan. si Atan dgn Jamil ni cheap assholes.
baaahahaha :D

cats again

heeee.. I'm a photocather today. willingly to do it.

my victim : the Cats :D

THEM !

presenting :dia senyum ! Grr. ssh bai nk amek gmbr ni.

:))

presenting : *winks winks*

supposed to be Shortbread Tarts with Cream and Fruit

Mak ckp masam betol but Alia's mom love it. mak kate dh okayy dh tp masam sgt.

huwmm.. Alia, my family pnye taste bud more to Melayu sikit la, your's is Western :D

haha. nevertheless, it looks good kan !

ice ice baby :D

waaaaah !

my Saturday is grrrrrreaaaat ! haha. I am so so not going to tell where the hell am I going but I am damn sure that you guys can figured it out by yourself. :DD

I am supposed to leave the house at 11a.m but apparently Chin ade hal pulak. so, I left the house at like 12 sumtin, maybe. and drove to Chin house and then we went to the BTR LRT station fetch Daniel and from then our journey began. kitorng pgi isi minyak dlu, si Chin ngn Daniel ni siap bli junk food, cheee, mcm nk pgi jauh je. haha

*sorry. no picture taken. as usual, when we're together, we tend to forget everything. haha. and besides, I didnt bring camera, kak Leen wanted to use it and I am so so malas nk capture using phone cam, at this time lah :P*

when we reached THERE (hahahaha!) , our first stop is, makaaaaan ! Me and Daniel didnt had our breakfast taw so we're like dammmn hungry. I was so happy to arrived THERE because the first thing that I wanted to do is shopping, which I havent been doing for so loooong (really? haha) Went to Forever 21, spotted some nice tops and but Chin forced me to get something to eat first. okay okay. I'm hungry by the way. Kami bertiga pon pergi lah bersantap di Chicken Rice Shop. *weeee. byk jgk kott kitorng mkn. tahengat jgk la. cheeee.

selepas selesai bersantap, kmi pon berjalan2 lah. and and and. haaa. this is the best part. meyh meyh. tgk gmbr dlu eh :D

haha. manyak syiooook woooo ! Me and Daniel was fucking excited to ice skating tp Chin tanak. tp ape kitorng kesah en, pakse jgk laaaa. haha.kesian dia. tgk muke dia mcm dh nk nangis je taw. anyway, you need to pay RM18 je, and you can skate as long as you want, yes, dr tmpt tu bkk smpai tmpt tu ttop pon takpe taww. then for those yang tak bwk socks you can buy instantly at RM5, which is consider as mahal cause socks nye nipis la bagai, RM2 pon bule taaww and then you need to buy the gloves for RM8. gloves msti kene pkai jgk. so sape yg takde, you need to buy it lah.

We're lucky cause eventhough its Saturday, theres not many people taw (maybe sbb tgh bulan kott. orng tade duit daah. haha :D) at frst, kitorng pon pakse2 la Chin ni kan, punye la ssh nye nk bg dia msok kt ice court tuuh. ponek dah eden dgn Daniel menunggu. pakse2 jgk. thn bile dia msok kt dlm tu, dh mcm tanak gerak dah. haha.chill la babe. dia asek la berpaut kt tepi2 tu en, thn me and daniel told her jgn la tepi sgt. yelaaa. kt tepi kan ice tu mcm dh cair, so mcm byk air thn mkin licin la kaaan. haish. bwk la dia ketengah sket. we did a whole round of the ice court tapiii mse dh about half of the court, Chin ni mcm nk jtoh taw. then me and Daniel was really trying not to make her fall but I fell instead. siot betol. skit bontot aku. haha. sia2 pulak suar aku basaah. waaa. tp takpe, I laughed like hell, sumpah aku tak malu. haha. lantak la orng nmpk pon. I dont care. haha. thn Chin ckp she will only skates for only one whole round of the court thn dia nk msok. shit laaa. Dia tanak main pulak. kitorng pjok2 pakse2 pon dia tanak jgk. thn fine. tinggal la aku dgn Daniel. haha. we rock the ice court. chewaaah. tp kitorng baik, main jap2 thn kuar blek. lpk2 dgn Chin , lgi pon lenguh kaan.

lps dh puas bergambar, me and Daniel, msok blek dlm ice court. haha. skate and skate. kitorng skate siap pegang2 tgn lgi tuuuh. waaaaah ! haha. ckp la boyfriend ke ape ke, sumpah aku takesah. kan Daniel kaaaaaaaaan ? :D lgi pon , ble skate berdua, rse cnfdnt sket, snang nk balance, ble sket sorang2. haaa. rse mcm nk jtoh je. ayoyo.

tp kan tp kan, I fell off again. haha. its Daniel fault taw.(haha. skati je blame ko kaan. pffftt !) He hold my hand so tight, konon la nk bwk la, mcm nk lead, dia skateeee je, pdahal aku yg kt blakang yg dia tarik ni, punye la byk halangan dan cabaran. waaaah ! merepek sggh, dh la, aku jatuh okay. and again, I tara malu woooo. wa gelak gelak besar2 punye tp kan, tbe2 unexpected orng tlong aku bgn. haha. unexpected ape nyee, orng ice rink ni, nmpk aku jtoh bergegas tlong aku. yelaaa, nk diri kan ssh en. hehe. suke. dia tnye, " you okay?" then I'm like, "yeaa, I'm okay". haha. takpe. takesaah. skate lgiiiiii *weeeeeeeee

then, skate and skate and skate. baaaam. jatoh lagi. haha. total tripped off are 3 times. haha. ye ye. and dipersilakan untuk bergelak sakan. wa tara hal punye laaaah. tp en, yg 3rd time jtoh la plng best. dh jtoh en, then I slide on the ice. haha. ape lgii. gelak besar lgi la aku. hahaha. and again, another guy from the ice rink helped me to get up.waaaah ! another guy pulak. che che che. disebabkan sluar aku bsg kuyup, kene la kuar from the ice court, pgi la kt Chin and suro dia tlong perahkan sluar aku yg bsh kuyop. haha. then, si Daniel buat stupid theory pulak, he said nape ble aku jatoh je, cpat je orng2 ice rink ni tlong aku.mcm tau2 je. haha. ngok la ko ni Daniel, dia dh nmpk aku tegegar2 dkt stu, mst dh bule agk nye la yg aku nk jtoh. ape daaa. (cheee. cover line je en) thn ble suar dh kering sket, msok blek dlm ice court. haha. tak give up lg ni. nk main jgk, bru je nk strt main, orng kt stu buat announcement pulak suroh kuar frm the ice court. they need to uwmm..errrr,.. I dunno the exact word, but its like they wanted to move away the water on the ice. haaa. cecamtu la. haaaa. whatever. sape2 yg pnah ice skating, taw la en :P and as usual, camwhoring is what we good at :D

when the thing that they did on the ice court is finally done, we skate again. haha. kali ni mmg tara jatuh okayyyy. Daniel la, he almost jatoh taw like byk2 kali, but he managed to control his body. ceit. how I wish I can look at you whn you fall off. HA HA HA HA :DDD pastu Chin dh bsing2, haha. yela. msti la dia bosan en, ddok je kt tepi tuuh. haa. tu la. sape sroh gatal tanak main. dh la aku blanje. sabe je la. the she said, pkol 5pm gerak. haha. okay okay. ape2 la. jnji aku dgn Daniel dh skate mcm pro2 gitu. cheeeee... sukeee ! haaaa. when the clock finally strike 5pm, we made our move. ooooow. bye bye ice skating. next time I dtg lg tawww :))

pstu jln2 kejap je, Chin pgi brator pgi J.Co Donut, suke btol dia mkn bende tu taw, thn jln2 some more and finally balik. Aku tanak round2, wat skit hti je. bkn nye bule shopping, tade duet dh tawww. waaaa. tapi takpe. at least I had fun ! and its worth moooooore than shopping taww.

mlm drive pgi umah Alia pulak. sleepover at her house, we're baking again. tp mcm tak jdi je. sedih taww :(

alaaaa..jeles kott :P

rupe rupe nye, my friend, Daniel dh masuk Alif FC and all these time he's like one of the big names in Aliffc.com. ceit. diam2 je ko yeh. haha.

those 2 pictures is from Mr.Manager's blog (ade link on your right screen, scroll down, you'll se blogger and click Mr.Manager to read the full story)

hish. takleh jdi ni. that day my sister was in Mr.M blog and now, Daniel and Yanti pulak. jeles baii :D
alamak lupe, Daniel is in the yellow tshrt and Yanti in blue top

I just noticed

since school ended, and so does their relationship.
so much of the forever

Biha got herself a new boyfriend, Nabil
i guess another forever for you yunk :P

Pole also got himself a new girlfriend, Camelya
so so, another always and forever to you too

and and and,

not to forget,
my EX-boyfriend, Qayyum, as everyone knows got himself a new girlfriend, Jumie.
he claimed that she is his soulmate
hah. we'll se about that anyway, what happen to me, your future WIFE, hu hu hu. hah !
so so so, another always, another forever another RESPONSIBILITY
:DDDDD

aawwwwh, always, forever or any other words, I guess its really JUST A WORD eh?
oh ! dont mentioned the L word.
what? dunno?
L-O-V-E
i guess it means nothing

but actually, except for you Biha, I truly understand how you feel and for me its good for you to move on. The time has come for you.

to the above name mentioned, sorry people.
no offense okay.

as for me. dont worry.

keeping myself happy and making my parents trust me is my RESPONSIBILITY
loving my family and friends would be my ALWAYS
ALLAH SWT is my FOREVER

toodles.

Love,
Amira

hot hot heat

anyway, in conjuction to my very flaming hot emotion due to what had happened, I decided to google some of the hot creatures on earth :)

from AskMen.com

Katherine Heigl. She's not the skinny bimbo Hollywood type eventhough she's blonde. I started to really noticed her since I watched Grey's Anatomy as Izzie, the emotional doctor.

from Maxim's Hot 100 list

Marisa Miller and she got nothing to do with Wentworth Miller :P She's a Victoria Secret model and in my opinion, its super hard to find her photos with clothes on. haha. seriously, I've google-ed it

and things getting good.

from People.com

Matt Damon had been voted as the 2008 Sexiest Man Alive. huwmm.. I dont know. I'm not a fan of him and besides, is he THAT sexy?

anyway, this guy is the best definition of sexy, by me of course :)

presenting Wentworth Miller *droooling* I started to noticed him from Prison Break and it my heart go oooh oooh oooh ! haha. He's also a model and he had been in Mariah Carey's video too. ooooh damn !

ow ow ow. I have a feeling that my day is gonna be good :)

Aiman's Sports Day

Aiman : Ashu,ashu. bangun la. kate nk pgi abang punye sukan

*tak jalan*

kak Nana : Ashuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu. tanak bangun kee

*tak jalan*

Yana : (jerit) aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

*celik mate. bangun terus*

haha. tataw la pukul bape mase tuh. I just woke up, gosok2 mate (eeeeee..mascara smlm ade lgi. remove make-up tak betol la ni. Grr ), grabbed towel and went straight to toilet. Dlm toilet tu, basuh muke, gosok gigi and kuar balek. hahaha. Aku tak mandi pon dowwww. :DD

Turun2 je, tgk mak letak nasi grg ats meja makan. tengok jam dh nk dekat pukul 8 a.m. haaaa. masih sempat lgi. teros pgi kt kak Leen, 'camera mane?'. 'ade dlm beg barney tuuh'. haaaaa. itu la duty aku for the day. jdi photographer. hahaha. tamaw la. photocatcher. chewaaaaah !

Anyway, last Sunday was Aiman's Sports Day. alaaa..kecil kecilan sje. buat pon dkt taman yg aku, Chin ngn Biha lepak tuu. (tataw. read previous entry yeh ). Lps sume nye dh siap2, kitorng pon kuar umah la. I bwk kete sendiri. cheeee.. ape kelas tumpang2 kete orng ni. haha. maklum lah. dkt giler baii dgn umah aku. smpai2 sne jee, ade dh la orng yg smpai. tp tak ramai sgt. Aiman ape lg, dh jmp member2 dia, mmg borak sakan la. kak Leen pon pgi dftar and tgg je laaa. so, the photocatcher pon warm up a bit lah :D

so, by the time tgg yg balance lg bdk2 dgn mak bpk nye nk smpai, cikgu2 ni pon ngumpol kan la bdk2 ni. biase la kids, nk suro diaorng line up pnye la ssh. elok2 la ckgu tu dh susun, slamber dek je bdk2 tuh jln sane sini. ckgu pon ssun la blik. haha. lawak baii. akiugelak2 je tgk. by the way, most of the parents and cikgu2 or the commitee members mcm pndang2 aku je. yela kan. busy sane sni dgn cam. msti diaorng heran. bdk ni ade ank ke kt nursery ni. tgk mcm mude jee. haha. ape kau kesah. sibok sibok. jgn ank mseng2 yeee :)
tunggu punya tunggu, akhirnye start jgk. oh. atok dgn opah nye pon dtg nengok cucu bersukan. Aiman team Pooh. aku tak pueh ati betol. diaorng ade team Pooh, Mickey dgn Spongebob. Aiman team Pooh pulak, patotnye Spongebob la, semangat sket aku nk besorak taw. ini tgj Pooh, lomah den. Pooh tak best la, very the sweet sgt gitu, I suke Spongebob, haaaa. bru best !



haha. ni plak mase perbarisan. chewaah. "you are the..BEST BEST BEST !"

haha. ayoyo. by the way, rupe2 nye, tuan punye tadika ni punye bpk mertua adalah orng kampung bpk aku. so ape lg, ate orng Perak ketemu orng Perak, mau nye deme borak sakan. haha. ape2 la. thn bfore the games start, the kids gathered again. they performed like a warm up or aerobic session bfre the games strt. they danced along the Aspalela song. haha. I did record the video but shit it takes forever to upload here so yeh. nxt entry la kott. Yana she jst danced along wth the children and she did almost get the spotlight taw. and after they finished, they wish their mother Happy Mothers Day. diaorng pon bg lah ape jadahnye ntah kt mak masing2. cheee..kak Leen pon mcm syok je la. ank2 nye dh besar kan, so this is like the first official mothers day for her la.

pndai diaorng cari port. depa duk nuuuu jauh sana
mak with her 2 daugthers. haha. mak eeeh. muka tara sinyum wooo

and finallly, the game started. dh mcm sukaneka je la. frst game is bwk small bean bag on top of the hear and jalan2 keliling cone. haha. klaka bonar aku tgk. ade bdk tu, bean bag tu tak letak lg dia dh jln dh. haha. ade jgk yg main tipu, tak pusing2 pon kt cone tu, pkai redah je. haha. the secnd game is masuk kan guli in the basket. haha. takde mane msok nye. tp ade jgk la yg msuk and the third one is perah sponge dlm botol. haha. sume fail. botol ntah mane. sponge pon ntah mane. haha :D

haha. bile the kids pnye games dah habis, its time for the mama's pulak. para2 ibu sekalian, mari mari. game snang je, the have to get things frm the list given to them, sape cpt, dia menang la. the things are wisel, bottle and ape ntah. sorry lupe. anyway, kak Leen kalah. haha. dpt hadiah saguhati je la eh. then whn the ibu2 finish their game, its break time. everybody pgi la mkn2 include us taww. lame jgk la break time ni. hri pon dh mcm strt pnas dh. si Aiman plak ntah kemane2 je dia. main sane sni. kehulu kehilir. aku plak dh jdi superviosr kt plyground. mak bpk bdk2 tu mne ntah, so aku pon alang2 dh jge si aiman tu en, jge la skali bdk2 lain. ade plak bdk ni dtg ngadu, ksut ketat la. ape lah. haha. lyn je la kan.

lpas dh break sume2 tuuh, its fathers time to shine. haha. si bapa2 yg tak seberapa ni pulak la nk main game. diaorng plak kene main mcm bowling la tp they used kelapa as the ball. then the pin pulak they used the plastic water bottle. anyway, abg Anip pnye takde ong. his team dpt very oval coconut so mmg ssh la nk bling. mmg tak kene pon kt bottle tuh. haha. kalah kalah.

then, whn ths game is over, theres another one. its a couple game. haha. ape name nye. kasih betaut. haha. alaaa. main baling2 water baloon. each time you throw and the water balloon didnt pecah, you need to move one step further from your partner. sape belon pecah meaning kasih bederai. haha. bodo betol. anyway, kak Leen and her hubby, abg Anip won this game. hoooooray ! gaaaaah. so much for the kasih betaut la kott. pffffttttt ! c(;

oh. thats her office mate, Yanti :)

aarrrgghhhhh. (pnjng duh entry ni. penaaaat).

so, lps sume2 ni dh hbes. bg hadiah time la. but bfre tht, bdk2 ni dpt can rebut2 gula gula. haha. punye lah syok. ade yg smpan dlm bju, si yana lg la, msuk dlm bntal. komplot ngn mak dia pulak tuh. haha. tak snonoh je en. and mase ni, atok dgn opah dh blek umah dh. nk tgk cucu lg sorang kt umah tu nk pgi keramat, umah nenek sane. tu yg diaorng blek dlu. aku cnfrm2 la tak leh blek en, photocather tuuuh. haha :D

haaa. thn ade la sesi2 bg hadiah. masing2 dpt la satu. haha. okay la en. better thn nothing. thn ble sume dh hbes aku mmg kemaruk giler nk blek. haha. panas baii. dgn aku yg tak mndi2 nye lg. dh la ngantok yg amat.oh tuhaaaan. si aiman pulak hilang ntah kemane. kne la pi crik2 kt plygrnd sne tuh. thn ble nk suro amek gmbr kt banner, hentam pulak pi gado ngn ayah nye. dh la sentap,. haha. tp aku takesaaah. aku nk blek. haha. photocacther mahu blek okayy. ape lgi, angkut brng lari pi msok kete la. smpai umah, teros tido. aaaaah. nikmat

bytheway, ptg tu pgi jsco balakong. haha. dgn Chin and mak tahu taw. haha. baik tu btaw mak, mntk permission la knon. wawawa. pdhal tkot tbe2 mak blek umah je tgk2 aku takde, maleh dh nk make up stories. haha. parking kt rooftop tuuh.
*cheeee. lantak la aku nk bangge dgn diri aku, ko sibok pehal*

bla bla bla. anyway, ini entry lame. its been in draft since monday night :P

today bru nk post. sorry. tade mood.

hurt & smile

bieha salaabanzi says: nw get ur own life

bieha salaabanzi says: bia lantak dye

bieha salaabanzi says: xpayah penink2 pk hal dye

amira says: yea. ntah la.

amira says: i need sometimes

amira says: *some time

bieha salaabanzi says: yeah

bieha salaabanzi says: i noe

bieha salaabanzi says: try ur besh oke

bieha salaabanzi says: forget bout him

amira says: sure i will

amira says: kdng2 rse nk pecah kn kple otak ni

amira says: biar la hilang ingtan pon

amira says: seriously, i dont mind

bieha salaabanzi says: hmmm

bieha salaabanzi says: da2

amira says: cause the only thing tht i remembered is the moments wth him

amira says: fuck la.

bieha salaabanzi says: jgn stress sgt oke

bieha salaabanzi says: yunk

bieha salaabanzi says: dont worry about the people in ur past

bieha salaabanzi says: theres a reason they didnt make it to ur future

amira says: thres a reaosn why they didnt make it into our future

bieha salaabanzi says: yeah

amira says: yeaa

bieha salaabanzi says: let them b wat they want

bieha salaabanzi says: coz u

bieha salaabanzi says: amira zafirah

bieha salaabanzi says: shes the kinda girl dat hurt && smile

bieha salaabanzi says: ure strong

bieha salaabanzi says: i trust u

bieha salaabanzi says: :)

amira says: awww. you making me cry again

some piece of conversation between me and Biha.
thank yunk. what you said really made my day, a bit at least.

bad bad bad dayy

May 12th, 2008

SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK

I cant reveal everything because its too personal and stupid.

2 BIG thing happened today.

one of the thing made me f**king pissed off.

and yeah, Qayyum.

seumor hidup aku, jht2 mane pon kwn aku, takde la smpai2 nk putus kwn taw.

tp dgn kau tataw la kenape. benci betol ko dkt aku.

nyampah betol kau dkt aku.

bengang benar kau dkt aku

so, kite putus kawan.

puas hati kau sekarang?

puas. bagus. aku doa hidup kau lebih sengsara bahagia.

haha. aku takde la jahat mane sampai nk doa kan bende bende buruk dekat orang.

ntah kau bace blog aku ntah tidak. itu sumpa aku tataw. tp yg aku taw ko mmg bkk page myspace aku en. sedap betol tadi memerli aku.

eeey. nasib la aku bukan jenis yang suke ngungkit okayy.

ENOUGH.

let me reveal one thing about me.

when I'm angry, dont make me talk.

If I do, you will hear phrases that you wish I wont say.

like right now, thank god I still can control it.

bla bla bla bla.

*diam hati. otak, berhenti berfikir sekejap bule tak. setan, jangan hasut. aku sudah cukup jahat dah*

Qayyum,

sedap betol jari kau menaip yeee. ingt aku ni tunggul. takde perasaan. vavi.

nasib kau baik. ko text aku mcm2, aku reply sopan2 jgk. takde nyakit ka hati kau en.

*bodo. apsal la aku baik sgt dgn dia. dgn orng laen nak maki hamun senang la pulak*

fine. ko tanak ade kaitan dgn aku en. baik la. permintaan anda dimakbulkan. lepas ni, if something bad happen to me or my family, aku tanak kau tahu dan aku tanak simpati kau.

meyh sini aku ulang ape aku text kau td,

"takpe la Qayyum. just thanx. anggap la kamu tapenah kenal amira zafirah. hidup atau mati. terima kasih. just thanx"

ko reply ape?
" ur most welcome ! think wht youve done before"

wah wah. sedap nye jari menaip. yang ko takyah fikir ke ape ko buat dkt ank dara orng ni. ape2 la weyyy. permintaan aku, ko nk cite burok2 psl aku bule, aku takesah.dosa tanggung sendri en tp one thing, ko takyah nk crite bnde2 personal, family jgn usik, cite2 dlm kain takyah nk jaja.

haha. dah la. kang aku menyetan pulak kat blog aku sendri.

disebabkan aku tak bule contact dgn dia. al maklum lah. aku call pon tanak angkat. apsal weyy. tak brani nk ckp dgn aku. tak kan kecut kott. haha. sorry sorry. aku taw ko tak.

ko mmg takleh dengar suara aku en. haha. meyh ar sni jmp aku. ckp face to face. renung mata to mata.

ckp arr. tanak ade kaitan dgn aku. tak syg aku lg dh. nyesal dgn aku. ckp arr.

haha. aku taw ko tanak. ckp dlm tefon pon tamaw. ape lgi jmp. haha.

okay okay. ko tanak sakit kn hti aku. tak snggup ye. tapayah la. save it okayy.

hati aku tayah jage2 dah. ko dh hancur kan ponn.

oww. a'ah. hati kau pun hancur yeee.

alaaaahai. hancur remuk mcm aku ke? haha.

takde la remuk mane en. takleh lawan aku pnye remuk la

aku pnye remuk dh mcm krete Toyata STORM pusing2 23kali. booooom ! langgar blakang lori tros jatuh masuk gaung and baaaaaaam. tebakar.

tapi takpe. pemandunye selamat. tp terbakar 99% :D

tahniah. mata aku bengkak lg sbb kau, dhsyat doww. ni dh bulan May, aku still lg cmni.

ish ish.

tapi again. aku taw kau puas.

puas kan tengok aku merana meroyan mcm orng nk beranak tak ambik epidural

sumpah aku ngarot sudah. haha. sukatik aku. blog aku.

p/s: ini entry luahan perasaan. baahahaha

KLCC-Subang-KLCC

haaaa. what a dayy but but but, its fun !

you know what, I am starting to think that my Saturday will never be bored again. well, at least thats what I hope for now.

Anyway, I went out with Alia todayy. I drove to her house then parked my car there and went to KLCC with her car. Stupid thing is, we arrived at KLCC like so so early. It was wayy before 12 taww. We didnt had our breakfast cause we thought nk lunch teros la with Fiqa. But then, since we arrived soo early, we end up buying some pretzel at Auntie Anne. daaamn, the chocolate e'claire ( is tht the right spelling? gaaah. whatever) is so so fak-king good okay. dh la pretzel tu panas, walaweyy, jelir2 lidah you. hahaha. melampau.

We waited and waited and waited for Fiqa to come, tp she came a bit late la pulak. So, we jalan jalan the whole KLCC, msok mcm2 kedai, tried on few clothes. haha. We dont dare to go to Roxy, sure I'll be shopping okayy. tanaaaak. tak mahuuu. haha. If masuk, then tak beli ape2 mesti nyesal je kan. so, better tapayah masok teros. then, we went to Zara, tried on clothes jgk, greaaat but we both think its uncessary la. I mean, we dont need it, we just want it. so yeah. fak it :D this will be the only picture that I can revealed, lain sume off the blog okay. haha. the tube was damn nice, I really want it but naaaah, save the money for something even better la kan. anyway, this was in Zara's changing room :)

Later, we went to MNG pulak. Alia bought this really nice tops you know. It looked really goood on her. luckily it didnt look good on me cause if it is, I'll end up buying it. alhamdulillah. haha. The top is like my give to her laa, like half give kott. haha. kan in the previous entry I said that I wanted to buy the Everlast pump for her, she tried td but it doesnt look good on her, so I end up buying the MNG top for her lah. Later on, we lepak at Dome for a while, still, waiting for Fiqa to arrive.

she's getting bored, well not really. She's worried about seeing his boyfriend afterwards. weee*
thats what we ate, Mega Cookies. haha. memang mega pon lah. besar. sedap baii :D

then, we finally met Fiqa at the food court which I didnt snapped any pictures cause we're like damn excited to see at each other ( i mean, I am, ahaha) Then, we finally had our lunch. We talked and talked and laughed and kutuk, i mean talked and ngumpat. No, i mean talked again. haha. Then Fiqa's friend, Daniel came and join us. I'm glad his friendly. Super easy to get along with them taww. Then, me and Alia begged them to come with us to Subang Parade. haha. Alia nk pgi jmp phis boyfriend and apparently, his boyfriend with his friend. So, if we didnt bring Fiqa , I end up being alone which is NO NO la kaan. So, we begged and begged and begged and they finally agreed. yeey ! thank guys. Love Love Love :D

meet Fiqa, she's cute !
meet Daniel. He's a school kiddo. *hahahaha :P* and sooooo shy whenever I took his picture
and Alia. loook how happy she is to get the chance to meet his boyfriend :D

When we reached there, Alia's boyfriend still tak sampai lg. so, we waited and waited. and snapped !

haha. poor me And finally, the boyfriend came. haha. Alia introduced him to us. Its the first time I met him. He's small, a pilot student and a royalty member. So, yea, they looked cute togther. hehe. Then, Alia hangout wth him and his friend at Nandos while me, Fiqa and Daniel went to McD. Daniel lapar pulak. He ate there and he even blanje me IceCream Choc Sundae. yeeeeey !. Thanx Daniel I owe you okayy.

here's them. god bless you both. Amen. haha. :DD
yeeeey ! me and Fiqa. finally we had our pictures together. ILoveYou sayang <33

Anyway, after Alia puas sikit jumpe his boyfriend, we went back to KLCC. We have to dropped Fiqa and Daniel cause they wanted to meet their friends. After we dropped them, we went home. Then, I get my car at Alia's house and went back to my home.

yeeeey. Its been great day.. I love it.
Fiqaaaaa, I rindu you sudeey. hope you like the kangaroo :) anyway, nnt I try to meet you again okay.

p/s : Wawa, I wish you were there with us tadi. I miss you okayy :(

:) :D :P :/

B O R E D

question :

Should I give other people second chance, which I did before

OR

Should I not give any second chance anymore because when I need//deserved a second chance from him//them (who's them? *thinking*) , he//they didnt give me, which I felt so stupid because I always gave him//them CHANCES.

CONCLUSION of question :

Should a second chance or many many chances deserve to be given?

Tell me all about it. I want to know.

3 days to 18 years old

My Saturday had also been fun :)

Me and my friends ade a planned for Chin. Her 18th birthday is supposed to be on May 6th but then she'll be busy on the whole week. So, we planned to celebrate on Saturday, May 3rd. I fetch Chin at her house and I droved to LRT Bnd Tun Razak and met my other friends.

We celebrated at Pizza Hut Paviilion. That place is great, very chill, very cozy but chop, SERVICE LEMBAB! one of the bangla kept asking me, 'how many person, how many person'. Shit betol. Luckily my mood was very good that day. Grr.

Anyway, these all the pictures before Chin opened the cupcakes box .

As everyone arrived, Chin opened the box and everyone was stunned. haha. They must be thinking why the hell the cupcakes doesnt look like the one in the internet. haha. When I looked at everyones face expression, I told them the truth. Me and Alia made the cupcakes. Chin was so so shocked. I really thought that she's will burst out her tears taw. haha. naaaah. she didnt poon :D she hugged me. she felt so touched* weeee.

the new couple, Biha & Nabil. he's adoreable, so childish. good luck to you guyss :D

After we finish laughing our ass off and eating, we headed on the cinema. But sadly, the movie tht we wanted to watch is so late so, we changed our plan. We went to bowling alley at Times Square.

Baru 2 kali baling bola, our alley to rosak pulak. bola tersekat. So, we have to called the service man and fixed it.

and they patiently waiting for the alley to be fixed :)

And when its fixed, they started to play and play. I didnt. So, lets watch them play and posed :D

Chin and Yanty, I called them Battle-Of-The-toooooooot. haha :D

And thats it. Me, Chin and Mai went home early. Chin had family dinner and Mai had some stuff to do. Me? Well, I kan ade curfew. balek before maghrib baii :D

back on track, maybe :)

On Friday evening, something unexpected happened.

I reached home at like almost 4pm and I told Memy that I wanted to go to Chin's house. I cant stay at home cause I'll be definetly sleep like a pig. haha. I was damn sleepy cause I slept at 4-5am and I woke up at 8.30a.m dammn. haha. So, i better go at meet and my friends and lepak with them, so I wont be sleeping.

As I got in the car, I called Chin and said I wanted to go to her house but then, she begged me not to come. She is still sleeping. Whattheheck. She said she slept late last night and I'm like. oow. okay. So, I dont know why, but I end up went to Biha's house. OMG. haha. macam tak percaya je kan. I called her twice but she didnt pick up, so I just drove straight to her house. I know that she's at home, because she did told me before that she's free on that day.

I went there, chit chatted with her a bit then Chin text me, asked me to come over. I told her la kan I was at Biha's house. and she's like. huuuuuuh! ko buat ape kat sane? haha. and I'm like. ntah. hati aku terbukak pulak nk jumpe dia today. wawawa. :D Then she texted me to bring Biha to her house. lepak2 kt sane. I told Biha and she said okay. So. we went to Chin's house lah. Lepak2 a bit then they both told me that they're hungry. So i brought them to mamak. Memang lapar btol. Biha ate naan cheese, hbes dooww. teror ah ! haha. Then Chin told me, she wanted to buy some bread and asked me to go the the taman at my house to feed the fish. so, we went there.

It feels great you know, feels like the old time again, the time that we always hang out together. I am so so glad that I went to Biha's house. so, take a look at the picture peeps (:

aaaaah. what a day. Its beeen so so soo fuuuuuuuun with them. But as for me, its been great, 2 days I spend my life with the girlfriends. A day with Alia and a whole evening with Chin and Biha.

I dont know why I just cant stop trying to get us back together, eventhough I'm tired because I didnt get a positive response from them but I am still trying. And those day had proved that we still can be like we used to be. Being apart for sometime will make you closer in the future.

back on track? definitely maybe :)

thank you Ezan Alia <33

well well well, we made cupcakes ! yey. thanx so so much Alia, you are the best *love love looooove *

anyway, she came and fetched me at like 4 sumtin on Thursday evening ans went straight to Jaya Jusco Maluri. We bought all the ingredients needed to bake the cupcakes. Then, I had my late lunch at one of the restaurant there (:

she only had desert and oh, thats my iced tea with milk ; teh ais daaa :P

We reached home almost 7, lepak2 for a while and then we started baking. It was so so so fun ! and the result was great too, well, for an amatuer like us, I think it is considerate as an average great :D
The thing is, we baked this cupcakes for my bestfriend, Chin. At first, I wanted to order the cupcakes from Wondermilk but they denied my booking. They said that they already full on the date. Well, I was upset at first because, its my bestfriend 18th birthday, and thats a really big deal for her and besides cupcakes, I dont have anything else to give to her a present. gooosh. I had absolutely no idea what to give to her. So, I told Alia about it and she said she can bake the cupcakes for her. Its not her first time baking, so she's really quite good you know. Anywayy, thank you so much sayang, I owe you big this time :)

Anyway, I paste the photos here okayy. Have a great looking of jealousy at it :P
When the cupcakes are finally bakes (thanx to the 2 of Alia's maid), its decorating time. We made the frosting icing, yeaa. the one that yang keras2 tu kan. I thought I wanted to make the regular icing but then Alia's didnt know how to do it. But I think this one is better because its is soo easy to handle with becaus ethe icing is keras, not ooeeey gooey type.

Basically, Alia did the whole deco thing cause she's reall good at it and as for me, I did the icing and layer the cupcakes with it. We did all this until like 4am okayy. fuyh. we're like damn exhausted. We had to finish all these in one night because the next day Alia got plan with her friends, so, we really need to finish it no matter what. OMG. look at her. caught in the act. She was damn exhausted. poor you sayang. I promised I will buy you the Everlast pump okay. the one that you wanted (:

Looking at her made me feel so guilty ;( . So I deco some of the cupcakes by myself, just for her. I used chocalate insted of the frosting icing

yey. I am glad that she loved it.

tadaaaaa !

Well, I really hope Chin will like the cupcakes. She had no idea that me and Alia baked the cupcakes. She thought that I ordered it. haha. I'm guessing that she will be really shocked to see it. haha.